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I.

"You need the rest," said the Business End; "and your wife wants  you to  go, as well as your doctor. Besides,

it's your Sabbatical year,  and you,  could send back a lot of stuff for the magazine." 

"Is that your notion of a Sabbatical year? " asked the editor. 

"No; I throw that out as a bait to your conscience.  You needn't  write a  line while you're gone.  I wish you

wouldn't for your own  sake; although  every number that hasn't got you in it is a back number  for me." 

"That's very nice of you, Fulkerson," said the editor.  "I suppose  you  realize that it's nine years since we took

'Every Other Week' from  Dryfoos?" 

"Well, that makes it all the more Sabbatical," said Fulkerson.  "The two  extra years that you've put in here,

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over and above the old  style  Sabbatical seven, are just so much more to your credit.  It was  your  right to go,

two years ago, and now it's your duty.  Couldn't you  look at  it in that light?" 

"I dare say Mrs. March could," the editor assented.  "I don't  believe she  could be brought to regard it as a

pleasure on any other  terms." 

"Of course not," said Fulkerson.  "If you won't take a year, take  three  months, and call it a Sabbatical summer;

but go, anyway.  You  can make up  half a dozen numbers ahead, and Tom, here, knows your ways  so well that

you needn't think about 'Every Other Week' from the time  you start till  the time you try to bribe the customs

inspector when  you get back.  I can  take a hack at the editing myself, if Tom's  inspiration gives out, and  put a

little of my advertising fire into  the thing."  He laid his hand on  the shoulder of the young fellow who  stood

smiling by, and pushed and  shook him in the liking there was  between them.  "Now you go, March!  Mrs.

Fulkerson feels just as I do  about it; we had our outing last year,  and we want Mrs. March and you  to have

yours.  You let me go down and  engage your passage, and" 

"No, no!" the editor rebelled.  "I'll think about it;" but as he  turned  to the work he was so fond of and so weary

of, he tried not to  think of  the question again, till he closed his desk in the afternoon,  and started  to walk

home; the doctor had said he ought to walk, and he  did so, though  he longed to ride, and looked wistfully at

the passing  cars. 

He knew he was in a rut, as his wife often said; but if it was a  rut, it  was a support too; it kept him from

wobbling: She always  talked as if the  flowery fields of youth lay on either side of the  dusty road he had been

going so long, and he had but to step aside  from it, to be among the  butterflies and buttercups again; he

sometimes indulged this illusion,  himself, in a certain ironical  spirit which caressed while it mocked the

notion.  They had a tacit  agreement that their youth, if they were ever  to find it again, was to  be looked for in

Europe, where they met when  they were young, and they  had never been quite without the hope of going

back there, some day,  for a long sojourn.  They had not seen the time  when they could do so;  they were

dreamers, but, as they recognized, even  dreaming is not free  from care; and in his dream March had been

obliged  to work pretty  steadily, if not too intensely.  He had been forced to  forego the  distinctly literary

ambition with which he had started in life  because  he had their common living to make, and he could not

make it by  writing graceful verse, or even graceful prose.  He had been many  years  in a sufficiently distasteful

business, and he had lost any  thought of  leaving it when it left him, perhaps because his hold on it  had always

been rather lax, and he had not been able to conceal that  he disliked it.  At any rate, he was supplanted in his

insurance agency  at Boston by a  subordinate in his office, and though he was at the  same time offered a  place

of nominal credit in the employ of the  company, he was able to  decline it in grace of a chance which united

the charm of congenial work  with the solid advantage of a better  salary than he had been getting for  work he

hated.  It was an  incredible chance, but it was rendered  appreciably real by the  necessity it involved that they

should leave  Boston, where they had  lived all their married life, where Mrs. March as  well as their  children

was born, and where all their tender and familiar  ties were,  and come to New York, where the literary

enterprise which  formed his  chance was to be founded. 

It was then a magazine of a new sort, which his business partner  had  imagined in such leisure as the

management of a newspaper  syndicate  afforded him, and had always thought of getting March to  edit.  The

magazine which is also a book has since been realized  elsewhere on more  or less prosperous terms, but not

for any long  period, and 'Every Other  Week' was apparentlythe only periodical of  the kind conditioned for

survival.  It was at first backed by  unlimited capital, and it had the  instant favor of a popular mood,  which has

since changed, but which did  not change so soon that the  magazine had not time to establish itself in  a wide

acceptance.  It  was now no longer a novelty, it was no longer in  the maiden blush of  its first success, but it had

entered upon its second  youth with the  reasonable hope of many years of prosperity before it.  In  fact it was  a

very comfortable living for all concerned, and the Marches  had the  conditions, almost dismayingly perfect, in

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themselves elderly in America.  Their daughter was  married, and so very much to her mother's mind that she

did not worry  about her, even though she lived so far away as Chicago, still a wild  frontier town to her

Boston imagination; and their son, as soon as he  left college, had taken hold on 'Every Other Week', under his

father's  instruction, with a zeal and intelligence which won him Fulkerson's  praise as a chip of the old block.

These two liked each other, and  worked into each other's hands as cordially and aptly as Fulkerson and

March had ever done.  It amused the father to see his son offering  Fulkerson the same deference which the

Business End paid to seniority  in  March himself; but in fact, Fulkerson's forehead was getting, as he  said,

more intellectual every day; and the years were pushing them all  along  together. 

Still, March had kept on in the old rut, and one day he fell down  in it.  He had a long sickness, and when he

was well of it, he was so  slow in  getting his grip of work again that he was sometimes deeply  discouraged.

His wife shared his depression, whether he showed or  whether he hid it,  and when the doctor advised his

going abroad, she  abetted the doctor with  all the strength of a woman's hygienic  intuitions.  March himself

willingly consented, at first; but as soon  as he got strength for his  work, he began to temporize and to demur.

He said that he believed it  would do him just as much good to go to  Saratoga, where they always had  such a

good time, as to go to  Carlsbad; and Mrs. March had been obliged  several times to leave him  to his own

undoing; she always took him more  vigorously in hand  afterwards. 

II.

When he got home from the 'Every Other Week' office, the afternoon  of  that talk with the Business End, he

wanted to laugh with his wife  at  Fulkerson's notion of a Sabbatical year.  She did not think it was  so  very

droll; she even urged it seriously against him, as if she had  now  the authority of Holy Writ for forcing him

abroad; she found no  relish of  absurdity in the idea that it was his duty to take this rest  which had  been his

right before. 

He abandoned himself to a fancy which had been working to the  surface of  his thought.  "We could call it our

Silver Wedding Journey,  and go round  to all the old places, and see them in the reflected  light of the past." 

"Oh, we could!"  she responded, passionately; and he had now the  delicate  responsibility of persuading her

that he was joking. 

He could think of nothing better than a return to Fulkerson's  absurdity.  "It would be our Silver Wedding

Journey just as it would be  my Sabbatical  yeara good deal after date.  But I suppose that would  make it all

the  more silvery." 

She faltered in her elation.  "Didn't you say a Sabbatical year  yourself?" she demanded. 

"Fulkerson said it; but it was a figurative expression." 

"And I suppose the Silver Wedding Journey was a figurative  expression  too!" 

"It was a notion that tempted me; I thought you would enjoy it.  Don't  you suppose I should be glad too, if we

could go over, and find  ourselves  just as we were when we first met there?" 

"No; I don't believe now that you care anything about it." 

"Well, it couldn't be done, anyway; so that doesn't matter." 

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always longing for some  chance to  do original work, to get away from your editing, but you've  let the time

slip by without really trying to do anything; I don't  call those little  studies of yours in the magazine anything;

and now  you won't take the  chance that's almost forcing itself upon you.  You  could write an  original book of

the nicest kind; mix up travel and  fiction; get some  love in." 

"Oh, that's the stalest kind of thing!" 

"Well, but you could see it from a perfectly new point of view.  You  could look at it as a sort of dispassionate

witness, and treat it  humorouslyof course it is ridiculousand do something entirely  fresh." 

"It wouldn't work.  It would be carrying water on both shoulders.  The  fiction would kill the travel, the travel

would kill the fiction;  the  love and the humor wouldn't mingle any more than oil and vinegar." 

"Well, and what is better than a salad?" 

"But this would be all saladdressing, and nothing to put it on."  She  was silent, and he yielded to another

fancy.  "We might imagine  coming  upon our former selves over there, and travelling round with  them  a

wedding journey 'en partie carree'." 

"Something like that.  I call it a very poetical idea," she said  with a  sort of provisionality, as if distrusting

another ambush. 

"It isn't so bad," he admitted.  "How young we were, in those  days!" 

"Too young to know what a good time we were having," she said,  relaxing  her doubt for the retrospect.  "I

don't feel as if I really  saw Europe,  then; I was too inexperienced, too ignorant, too simple.  I would like to  go,

just to make sure that I had been."  He was  smiling again in the way  he had when anything occurred to him

that  amused him, and she demanded,  "What is it?" 

"Nothing.  I was wishing we could go in the consciousness of people  who  actually hadn't been beforecarry

them all through Europe, and  let them  see it in the old, simplehearted American way." 

She shook her head.  "You couldn't!  They've all been!" 

"All but about sixty or seventy millions," said March. 

"Well, those are just the millions you don't know, and couldn't  imagine." 

"I'm not so sure of that." 

"And even if you could imagine them, you couldn't make them  interesting.  All the interesting ones have been,

anyway." 

"Some of the uninteresting ones too.  I used, to meet some of that  sort  over there.  I believe I would rather

chance it for my pleasure  with  those that hadn't been." 

"Then why not do it? I know you could get something out of it." 

"It might be a good thing," he mused, "to take a couple who had  passed  their whole life here in New York,

too poor and too busy ever  to go; and  had a perfect famine for Europe all the time.  I could have  them spend

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them sail, in  imagination, and  discover an imaginary Europe, and give their  grotesque misconceptions of  it

from travels and novels against a  background of purely American  experience.  We needn't go abroad to

manage that.  I think it would be  rather nice." 

"I don't think it would be nice in the least," said Mrs. March,  "and if  you don't want to talk seriously, I would

rather not talk at  all." 

"Well, then, let's talk about our Silver Wedding Journey." 

"I see.  You merely want to tease and I am not in the humor for  it." 

She said this in a great many different ways, and then she was  really  silent.  He perceived that she was hurt;

and he tried to win  her back to  goodhumor.  He asked her if she would not like to go over  to Hoboken and

look at one of the Hanseatic League steamers, some day;  and she refused.  When he sent the next day and got

a permit to see the  boat; she consented  to go. 

III.

He was one of those men who live from the inside outward; he often  took a  hint for his actions from his

fancies; and now because he had  fancied  some people going to look at steamers on Sundays, he chose the

next  Sunday himself for their visit to the Hanseatic boat at Hoboken.  To be  sure it was a leisure day with him,

but he might have taken the  afternoon  of any other day, for that matter, and it was really that  invisible  thread

of association which drew him. 

The Colmannia had been in long enough to have made her toilet for  the  outward voyage, and was looking her

best.  She was tipped and  edged with  shining brass, without and within, and was redcarpeted and

whitepainted  as only a ship knows how to be.  A little uniformed  steward ran before  the visitors, and showed

them through the dim white  corridors into  typical staterooms on the different decks; and then  let them verify

their first impression of the grandeur of the  diningsaloon, and the  luxury of the ladies' parlor and

musicroom.  March made his wife observe  that the tables and sofas and  easychairs, which seemed so

carelessly  scattered about, were all  suggestively screwed fast to the floor against  rough weather; and he

amused himself with the heavy German browns and  greens and coppers in  the decorations, which he said

must have been  studied in color from  sausage, beer, and spinach, to the effect of those  large marchpanes  in

the roof.  She laughed with him at the tastelessness  of the race  which they were destined to marvel at more

and more; but she  made him  own that the stewardesses whom they saw were charmingly like  servingmaids

in the 'Fliegende Blatter'; when they went ashore she  challenged his silence for some assent to her own

conclusion that the  Colmannia was perfect. 

"She has only one fault," he assented.  "She's a ship." 

"Yes," said his wife, "and I shall want to look at the Norumbia  before I  decide." 

Then he saw that it was only a question which steamer they should  take,  and not whether they should take

any.  He explained, at first  gently and  afterwards savagely, that their visit to the Colmannia was  quite enough

for him, and that the vessel was not built that he would  be willing to  cross the Atlantic in. 

When a man has gone so far as that he has committed himself to the  opposite course in almost so many

words; and March was neither  surprised  nor abashed when he discovered himself, before they reached  home,

offering his wife many reasons why they should go to Europe.  She  answered to all, No, he had made her

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she would ask of him was that he should never  mention Europe to  her again.  She could imagine how much he

disliked  to go, if such a ship  as the Colmannia did not make him want to go. 

At the bottom of his heart he knew that he had not used her very  well.  He had kindled her fancy with those

notions of a Sabbatical year  and a  Silver Wedding Journey, and when she was willing to renounce  both he

had  persisted in taking her to see the ship, only to tell her  afterwards that  he would not go abroad on any

account.  It was by a  psychological juggle  which some men will understand that he allowed  himself the next

day to  get the sailings of the Norumbia from the  steamship office; he also got  a plan of the ship showing the

most  available staterooms, so that they  might be able to choose between her  and the Colmannia from all the

facts. 

IV.

From this time their decision to go was none the less explicit  because so  perfectly tacit. 

They began to amass maps and guides.  She got a Baedeker for  Austria and  he got a Bradshaw for the

continent, which was never of  the least use  there, but was for the present a mine of unavailable  information.

He got  a phrasebook, too, and tried to rub up his  German.  He used to read  German, when he was a boy, with

a young  enthusiasm for its romantic  poetry, and now, for the sake of Schiller  and Uhland and Heine, he held

imaginary conversations with a barber, a  bootmaker, and a banker, and  tried to taste the joy which he had not

known in the language of those  poets for a whole generation.  He  perceived, of course, that unless the  barber,

the bootmaker, and the  banker answered him in terms which the  author of the phrasebook  directed them to

use, he should not get on with  them beyond his first  question; but he did not allow this to spoil his  pleasure in

it.  In  fact, it was with a tender emotion that he realized  how little the  world, which had changed in everything

else so greatly,  had changed in  its ideal of a phrasebook. 

Mrs. March postponed the study of her Baedeker to the time and  place for  it; and addressed herself to the

immediate business of  ascertaining the  respective merits of the Colmannia and Norumbia.  She  carried on her

researches solely among persons of her own sex; its  experiences were  alone of that positive character which

brings  conviction, and she valued  them equally at first or second hand.  She  heard of ladies who would not

cross in any boat but the Colmannia, and  who waited for months to get a  room on her; she talked with ladies

who  said that nothing would induce  them to cross in her.  There were  ladies who said she had twice the

motion that the Norumbia had, and  the vibration from her twin screws was  frightful; it always was, on  those

twinscrew boats, and it did not  affect their testimony with  Mrs. March that the Norumbia was a twinscrew

boat too.  It was  repeated to her in the third or fourth degree of hear  say that the  discipline on the Colmannia

was as perfect as that on the  Cunarders;  ladies whose friends had tried every line assured her that the  table  of

the Norumbia was almost as good as the table of the French  boats.  To the best of the belief of lady witnesses

still living who had  friends on board, the Colmannia had once got aground, and the Norumbia  had once had

her bridge carried off by a tidal wave; or it might be  the  Colmannia; they promised to ask and let her know.

Their lightest  word  availed with her against the most solemn assurances of their  husbands,  fathers, or

brothers, who might be all very well on land,  but in  navigation were not to be trusted; they would say

anything from  a  reckless and culpable optimism.  She obliged March all the same to  ask  among them, but she

recognized their guilty insincerity when he  came home  saying that one man had told him you could have

played  croquet on the  deck of the Colmannia the whole way over when he  crossed, and another  that he never

saw the racks on in three passages  he had made in the  Norumbia. 

The weight of evidence was, he thought, in favor of the Norumbia,  but  when they went another Sunday to

Hoboken, and saw the ship, Mrs.  March  liked her so much less than the Colmannia that she could hardly  wait

for  Monday to come; she felt sure all the good rooms on the  Colmannia would  be gone before they could

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From a consensus of the nerves of all the ladies left in town so  late in  the season, she knew that the only place

on any steamer where  your room  ought to be was probably just where they could not get it.  If you went  too

high, you felt the rolling terribly, and people  tramping up and down  on the promenade under your window

kept you awake  the whole night; if you  went too low, you felt the engine thump,  thump, thump in your head

the  whole way over.  If you went too far  forward, you got the pitching; if  you went aft, on the kitchen side,

you got the smell of the cooking.  The  only place, really, was just  back of the diningsaloon on the south side

of the ship; it was smooth  there, and it was quiet, and you had the sun  in your window all the  way over.  He

asked her if he must take their room  there or nowhere,  and she answered that he must do his best, but that she

would not be  satisfied with any other place. 

In his despair he went down to the steamer office, and took a room  which  one of the clerks said was the best.

When he got home, it  appeared from  reference to the ship's plan that it was the very room  his wife had

wanted from the beginning, and she praised him as if he  had used a wisdom  beyond his sex in getting it. 

He was in the enjoyment of his unmerited honor when a belated lady  came  with her husband for an evening

call, before going into the  country.  At  sight of the plans of steamers on the Marches' table, she  expressed the

greatest wonder and delight that they were going to  Europe.  They had  supposed everybody knew it, by this

time, but she  said she had not heard  a word of it; and she went on with some  felicitations which March found

rather unduly filial.  In getting a  little past the prime of life he did  not like to be used with too  great

consideration of his years, and he did  not think that he and his  wife were so old that they need be treated as  if

they were going on a  golden wedding journey, and heaped with all sorts  of impertinent  prophecies of their

enjoying it so much and being so much  the better  for the little outing!  Under his breath, he confounded this

lady for  her impudence; but he schooled himself to let her rejoice at  their  going on a Hanseatic boat, because

the Germans were always so  careful  of you.  She made her husband agree with her, and it came out  that he

had crossed several times on both the Colmannia and the Norumbia.  He  volunteered to say that the

Colmannia, was a capital seaboat; she did  not have her nose under water all the time; she was steady as a

rock;  and  the captain and the kitchen were simply out of sight; some people  did  call her unlucky. 

"Unlucky?" Mrs. March echoed, faintly.  "Why do they call her  unlucky?" 

"Oh, I don't know.  People will say anything about any boat.  You  know  she broke her shaft, once, and once

she got caught in the ice." 

Mrs. March joined him in deriding the superstition of people, and  she  parted gayly with this overgood

young couple.  As soon as they  were  gone, March knew that she would say: "You must change that  ticket, my

dear.  We will go in the Norumbia." 

"Suppose I can't get as good a room on the Norumbia?" 

"Then we must stay." 

In the morning after a night so bad that it was worse than no night  at  all, she said she would go to the

steamship office with him and  question  them up about the Colmannia.  The people there had never  heard she

was  called an unlucky boat; they knew of nothing disastrous  in her history.  They were so frank and so full in

their denials, and  so kindly patient of  Mrs. March's anxieties, that he saw every word  was carrying conviction

of  their insincerity to her.  At the end she  asked what rooms were left on  the Norumbia, and the clerk whom

they  had fallen to looked through his  passenger list with a shaking head.  He was afraid there was nothing they

would like. 

"But we would take anything," she entreated, and March smiled to  think of  his innocence in supposing for a

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"We merely want the best," he put in.  "One flight up, no noise or  dust,  with sun in all the windows, and a

place for fire on rainy  days." 

They must be used to a good deal of American joking which they do  not  understand, in the foreign steamship

offices.  The clerk turned  unsmilingly to one of his superiors and asked him some question in  German  which

March could not catch, perhaps because it formed no part  of a  conversation with a barber, a bootmaker or a

banker.  A brief  drama  followed, and then the clerk pointed to a room on the plan of  the  Norumbia and said it

had just been given up, and they could have  it if  they decided to take it at once. 

They looked, and it was in the very place of their room on the  Colmannia;  it was within one of being the

same number.  It was so  providential, if  it was providential at all, that they were both  humbly silent a moment;

even Mrs. March was silent.  In this supreme  moment she would not prompt  her husband by a word, a glance,

and it  was from his own free will that  he said, "We will take it." 

He thought it was his free will, but perhaps one's will is never  free;  and this may have been an instance of

pure determinism from all  the  events before it.  No event that followed affected it, though the  day  after they

had taken their passage on the Norumbia he heard that  she had  once been in the worst sort of storm in the

month of August.  He felt  obliged to impart the fact to his wife, but she said that it  proved  nothing for or

against the ship, and confounded him more by her  reason  than by all her previous unreason.  Reason is what a

man is  never  prepared for in women; perhaps because he finds it so seldom in  men. 

V.

During nearly the whole month that now passed before the date of  sailing  it seemed to March that in some

familiar aspects New York had  never been  so interesting.  He had not easily reconciled himself to  the place

after  his many years of Boston; but he had got used to the  ugly grandeur, to  the noise and the rush, and he had

divined more and  more the careless  goodnature and friendly indifference of the vast,  sprawling, ungainly

metropolis.  There were happy moments when he felt  a poetry unintentional  and unconscious in it, and he

thought there was  no point more favorable  for the sense of this than Stuyvesant Square,  where they had a flat.

Their windows looked down into its treetops,  and across them to the  truncated towers of St. George's, and to

the  plain redbrick, white  trimmed front of the Friends' Meeting House;  he came and went between his

dwelling and his office through the two  places that form the square, and  after dinner his wife and he had a

habit of finding seats by one of the  fountains in Livingston Place,  among the fathers and mothers of the

hybrid East Side children  swarming there at play.  The elders read their  English or Italian or  German or

Yiddish journals, or gossiped, or merely  sat still and  stared away the day's fatigue; while the little ones raced

in and out  among them, crying and laughing, quarrelling and kissing.  Sometimes a  mother darted forward and

caught her child from the brink of  the  basin; another taught hers to walk, holding it tightly up behind by  its

short skirts; another publicly nursed her baby to sleep. 

While they still dreamed, but never thought, of going to Europe,  the  Marches often said how European all this

was; if these women had  brought  their knitting or sewing it would have been quite European;  but as soon  as

they had decided to go, it all began to seem poignantly  American.  In  like manner, before the conditions of

their exile  changed, and they still  pined for the Old World, they contrived a very  agreeable illusion of it  by

dining now and then at an Austrian  restaurant in Union Square; but  later when they began to be homesick  for

the American scenes they had not  yet left, they had a keener  retrospective joy in the strictly New York  sunset

they were bowed out  into. 

The sunsets were uncommonly characteristic that May in Union  Square.  They were the color of the red

stripes in the American flag,  and when  they were seen through the delirious architecture of the  Broadway

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their pink, they  imparted a feeling of  pervasive Americanism in which all impression of  alien savors and

civilities was lost.  One evening a fire flamed up in  Hoboken, and burned  for hours against the west, in the

lurid crimson  tones of a conflagration  as memorably and appealingly native as the  colors of the sunset. 

The weather for nearly the whole month was of a mood familiar  enough in  our early summer, and it was this

which gave the sunsets  their vitreous  pink.  A thrilling coolness followed a first blaze of  heat, and in the  long

respite the thoughts almost went back to winter  flannels.  But at  last a hot wave was telegraphed from the

West, and  the week before the  Norumbia sailed was an anguish of burning days and  breathless nights,  which

fused all regrets and reluctances in the hope  of escape, and made  the exiles of two continents long for the sea,

with no care for either  shore. 

VI.

Their steamer was to sail early; they were up at dawn because they  had  scarcely lain down, and March crept

out into the square for a last  breath  of its morning air before breakfast.  He was now eager to be  gone; he had

broken with habit, and he wished to put all traces of the  past out of  sight.  But this was curiously like all other

early  mornings in his  consciousness, and he could not alienate himself from  the wonted  environment.  He

stood talking on everyday terms of idle  speculation  with the familiar policeman, about a stray parrot in the

top of one of  the trees, where it screamed and clawed at the dead  branch to which it  clung.  Then he went

carelessly indoors again as if  he were secure of  reading the reporter's story of it in that next  day's paper which

he  should not see. 

The sense of an inseverable continuity persisted through the  breakfast,  which was like other breakfasts in the

place they would be  leaving in  summer shrouds just as they always left it at the end of  June.  The  illusion was

even heightened by the fact that their son was  to be in the  apartment all summer, and it would not be so much

shut up  as usual.  The  heavy trunks had been sent to the ship by express the  afternoon before,  and they had

only themselves and their stateroom  baggage to transport to  Hoboken; they came down to a carriage sent

from a neighboring livery  stable, and exchanged goodmornings with a  driver they knew by name. 

March had often fancied it a chief advantage of living in New York  that  you could drive to the steamer and

start for Europe as if you  were  starting for Albany; he was in the enjoyment of this advantage  now, but

somehow it was not the consolation he had expected.  He knew,  of course,  that if they had been coming from

Boston, for instance, to  sail in the  Norumbia, they would probably have gone on board the night  before, and

sweltered through its heat among the strange smells and  noises of the  dock and wharf, instead of breakfasting

at their own  table, and smoothly  bowling down the asphalt on to the ferryboat, and  so to the very foot of  the

gangway at the ship's side, all in the cool  of the early morning.  But though he had now the cool of the early

morning on these conditions,  there was by no means enough of it. 

The sun was already burning the life out of the air, with the  threat of  another day of the terrible heat that had

prevailed for a  week past; and  that last breakfast at home had not been gay, though it  had been lively,  in a

fashion, through Mrs. March's efforts to  convince her son that she  did not want him to come and see them off.

Of, her daughter's coming all  the way from Chicago there was no  question, and she reasoned that if he  did not

come to say goodby on  board it would be the same as if they were  not going. 

"Don't you want to go?" March asked with an obscure resentment. 

"I don't want to seem to go," she said, with the calm of those who  have  logic on their side. 

As she drove away with her husband she was not so sure of her  satisfaction in the feint she had arranged,

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come.  She kept saying this to herself, and when they  climbed to  the ship from the wharf, and found

themselves in the crowd  that choked  the saloons and promenades and passages and stairways and  landings,

she  said it more than once to her husband. 

She heard weary elders pattering empty politenesses of farewell  with  friends who had come to see them off,

as they stood withdrawn in  such  refuges as the ship's architecture afforded, or submitted to be  pushed  and

twirled about by the surging throng when they got in its  way.  She  pitied these in their affliction, which she

perceived that  they could not  lighten or shorten, but she had no patience with the  young girls, who  broke into

shrieks of nervous laughter at the coming  of certain young  men, and kept laughing and beckoning till they

made  the young men see  them; and then stretched their hands to them and  stood screaming and  shouting to

them across the intervening heads and  shoulders.  Some girls,  of those whom no one had come to bid

goodby,  made themselves merry,  or at least noisy, by rushing off to the  diningroom and looking at the

cards on the bouquets heaping the  tables, to find whether any one had  sent them flowers.  Others whom  young

men had brought bunches of violets  hid their noses in them, and  dropped their fans and handkerchiefs and

cardcases, and thanked the  young men for picking them up.  Others, had  got places in the  musicroom, and

sat there with open boxes of long  stemmed roses in  their laps, and talked up into the faces of the men,  with

becoming  lifts and slants of their eyes and chins.  In the midst of  the turmoil  children struggled against

people's feet and knees, and  bewildered  mothers flew at the ship's officers and battered them with  questions

alien to their respective functions as they amiably stifled  about in  their thick uniforms. 

Sailors, slung over the ship's side on swinging seats, were  placidly  smearing it with paint at that last moment;

the bulwarks were  thickly set  with the heads and arms of passengers who were making  signs to friends on

shore, or calling messages to them that lost  themselves in louder noises  midway.  Some of the women in the

steerage  were crying; they were  probably not going to Europe for pleasure like  the firstcabin  passengers, or

even for their health; on the wharf  below March saw the  face of one young girl twisted with weeping, and  he

wished he had not  seen it.  He turned from it, and looked into the  eyes of his son, who was  laughing at his

shoulder.  He said that he  had to come down with a good  by letter from his sister, which he made  an excuse

for following them;  but he had always meant to see them off,  he owned.  The letter had just  come with a

special delivery stamp, and  it warned them that she had sent  another goodby letter with some  flowers on

board.  Mrs. March scolded at  them both, but with tears in  her eyes, and in the renewed stress of  parting which

he thought he had  put from him, March went on taking note,  as with alien senses, of the  scene before him,

while they all talked on  together, and repeated the  nothings they had said already. 

A rank odor of beetroot sugar rose from the farbranching sheds  where  some freight steamers of the line

lay, and seemed to mingle  chemically  with the noise which came up from the wharf next to the  Norumbia.

The  mass of spectators deepened and dimmed away into the  shadow of the roofs,  and along their front came

files of carriages and  trucks and carts, and  discharged the arriving passengers and their  baggage, and were

lost in  the crowd, which they penetrated like slow  currents, becoming clogged and  arrested from time to time,

and then  beginning to move again. 

The passengers incessantly mounted by the canvasdraped galleries  leading, fore and aft, into the ship.

Bareheaded, bluejacketed,  brass  buttoned stewards dodged skillfully in and out among them with  their

handbags, holdalls, hatboxes, and stateroom trunks, and ran  before  them into the different depths and

heights where they hid these  burdens,  and then ran back for more.  Some of the passengers followed  them and

made sure that their things were put in the right places;  most of them  remained wedged among the earlier

comers, or pushed  aimlessly in and out  of the doors of the promenades. 

The baggage for the hold continually rose in huge blocks from the  wharf,  with a loud clucking of the tackle,

and sank into the open maw  of the  ship, momently gathering herself for her long race seaward,  with harsh

hissings and rattlings and gurglings.  There was no  apparent reason why  it should all or any of it end, but there

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sounded, as if marking a certain interval;  and Mrs. March humbly  entreated, sternly commanded, her son to

go  ashore, or else be carried to  Europe.  They disputed whether that was  the last signal or not; she was  sure it

was, and she appealed to  March, who was moved against his reason.  He affected to talk calmly  with his son,

and gave him some last charges  about 'Every Other Week'. 

Some people now interrupted their leavetaking; but the arriving  passengers only arrived more rapidly at the

gangways; the bulks of  baggage swung more swiftly into the air.  A bell rang, and there rose  women's cries,

"Oh, that is the shorebell!" and men's protests, "It  is  only the first bell!  "More and more began to descend

the gangways,  fore  and aft, and soon outnumbered those who were coming aboard. 

March tried not to be nervous about his son's lingering; he was  ashamed  of his anxiety; but he said in a low

voice, "Better be off,  Tom." 

His mother now said she did not care if Tom were really carried to  Europe; and at last he said, Well, he

guessed he must go ashore, as if  there had been no question of that before; and then she clung to him  and

would not let him go; but she acquired merit with herself at last  by  pushing him into the gangway with her

own hands: he nodded and  waved his  hat from its foot, and mixed with the crowd. 

Presently there was hardly any one coming aboard, and the sailors  began  to undo the lashings of the

gangways from the ship's side; files  of men  on the wharf laid hold of their rails; the stewards guarding  their

approach looked up for the signal to come aboard; and in vivid  pantomime  forbade some belated leavetakers

to ascend.  These stood  aside,  exchanging bows and grins with the friends whom they could not  reach;  they all

tried to make one another hear some last words.  The  moment came  when the saloon gangway was detached;

then it was pulled  ashore, and the  section of the bulwarks opening to it was locked, not  to be unlocked on  this

side of the world.  An indefinable impulse  communicated itself to  the steamer: while it still seemed

motionless  it moved.  The thick spread  of faces on the wharf, which had looked at  times like some sort of

strange flowers in a level field, broke into a  universal tremor, and the  air above them was filled with hats and

handkerchiefs, as if with the  flight of birds rising from the field. 

The Marches tried to make out their son's face; they believed that  they  did; but they decided that they had not

seen him, and his mother  said  that she was glad; it would only have made it harder to bear,  though she  was

glad he had come over to say goodby it had seemed so  unnatural that  he should not, when everybody else

was saying goodby. 

On the wharf color was now taking the place of form; the scene  ceased to  have the effect of an instantaneous

photograph; it was like  an  impressionistic study.  As the ship swung free of the shed and got  into  the stream,

the shore lost reality.  Up to a certain moment, all  was  still New York, all was even Hoboken; then amidst the

grotesque  and  monstrous shows of the architecture on either shore March felt  himself at  sea and on the way to

Europe. 

The fact was accented by the trouble people were already making  with the  decksteward about their steamer

chairs, which they all  wanted put in the  best places, and March, with a certain heartache,  was involuntarily

verifying the instant in which he ceased to be of  his native shores,  while still in full sight of them, when he

suddenly  reverted to them, and  as it were landed on them again in an incident  that held him breathless.  A

man, bareheaded, and with his arms flung  wildly abroad, came flying  down the promenade from the steerage.

"Capitan!  Capitan!  There is a  woman!" he shouted in nondescript  English.  "She must go hout! She must  go

hout!"  Some vital fact  imparted itself to the ship's command and  seemed to penetrate to the  ship's heart; she

stopped, as if with a sort  of majestic relenting.  A  tug panted to her side, and lifted a ladder to  it; the

bareheaded man,  and a woman gripping a baby in her arms, sprawled  safely down its  rungs to the deck of the

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"What is it?  Oh, what is it?" his wife demanded of March's share  of  their common ignorance.  A young fellow

passing stopped, as if  arrested  by the tragic note in her voice, and explained that the woman  had left  three

little children locked up in her tenement while she  came to bid  some friends on board goodby. 

He passed on, and Mrs. March said, "What a charming face he had!"  even  before she began to wreak upon

that wretched mother the  overwrought  sympathy which makes good women desire the punishment of  people

who have  escaped danger.  She would not hear any excuse for  her.  "Her children  oughtn't to have been out of

her mind for an  instant." 

"Don't you want to send back a line to ours by the pilot?" March  asked. 

She started from him.  "Oh, was I really beginning to forget them?" 

In the saloon where people were scattered about writing pilot's  letters  she made him join her in an

impassioned epistle of farewell,  which once  more left none of the nothings unsaid that they had many  times

reiterated.  She would not let him put the stamp on, for fear it  would  not stick, and she had an agonizing

moment of doubt whether it  ought not  to be a German stamp; she was not pacified till the steward  in charge

of  the mail decided. 

"I shouldn't have forgiven myself," March said, "if we hadn't let  Tom  know that twenty minutes after he left

us we were still alive and  well." 

"It's to Bella, too," she reasoned. 

He found her making their stateroom look homelike with their  familiar  things when he came with their

daughter's steamer letter and  the flowers  and fruit she had sent.  She said, Very well, they would  all keep, and

went on with her unpacking.  He asked her if she did not  think these home  things made it rather ghastly, and

she said if he  kept on in that way she  should certainly go back on the pilotboat.  He perceived that her nerves

were spent.  He had resisted the impulse  to an illtimed joke about the  lifepreservers under their berths when

the sound of the breakfasthorn,  wavering first in the distance, found  its way nearer and clearer down  their

corridor. 

VII.

In one of the many visits to the steamship office which his wife's  anxieties obliged him to make, March had

discussed the question of  seats  in the diningsaloon.  At first he had his ambition for the  captain's  table, but

they convinced him more easily than he afterwards  convinced  Mrs. March that the captain's table had become

a  superstition of the  past, and conferred no special honor.  It proved  in the event that the  captain of the

Norumbia had the good feeling to  dine in a lower saloon  among the passengers who paid least for their

rooms.  But while the  Marches were still in their ignorance of this,  they decided to get what  adventure they

could out of letting the head  steward put them where he  liked, and they came in to breakfast with a  careless

curiosity to see  what he had done for them. 

There seemed scarcely a vacant place in the huge saloon; through  the oval  openings in the centre they looked

down into the lower saloon  and up into  the musicroom, as thickly thronged with breakfasters.  The tables

were  brightened with the bouquets and the floral designs  of ships, anchors,  harps, and doves sent to the lady

passengers, and  at one time the Marches  thought they were going to be put before a  steamyacht realized to

the  last detail in blue and white violets.  The ports of the saloon were  open, and showed the level sea; the ship

rode with no motion except the  tremor from her screws.  The sound of  talking and laughing rose with the

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with the spice of the roses and  carnations; the stewards ran  hither and thither, and a young foolish joy  of

travel welled up in the  elderly hearts of the pair.  When the head  steward turned out the  swivelchairs where

they were to sit they both  made an inclination  toward the people already at table, as if it had been  a company

at  some farforgotten table d'hote in the later sixties.  The  head  steward seemed to understand as well as speak

English, but the  tablestewards had only an effect of English, which they eked out with  "Bleace!" for all

occasions of inquiry, apology, or reassurance, as  the  equivalent of their native "Bitte!"  Otherwise there was

no reason  to  suppose that they did not speak German, which was the language of a  good  half of the

passengers.  The stewards looked English, however, in  conformity to what seems the ideal of every kind of

foreign seafaring  people, and that went a good way toward making them intelligible. 

March, to whom his wife mainly left their obeisance, made it so  tentative  that if it should meet no response he

could feel that it had  been nothing  more than a forward stoop, such as was natural in sitting  down.  He need

not really have taken this precaution; those whose eyes  he caught more or  less nodded in return. 

A nicelooking boy of thirteen or fourteen, who had the place on  the left  of the lady in the sofa seat under the

port, bowed with  almost  magisterial gravity, and made the lady on the sofa smile, as if  she were  his mother

and understood him.  March decided that she had  been some time  a widow; and he easily divined that the

young couple on  her right had  been so little time husband and wife that they would  rather not have it  known.

Next them was a young lady whom he did not  at first think so  goodlooking as she proved later to be, though

she  had at once a pretty  nose, with a slight upward slant at the point,  long eyes under fallen  lashes, a straight

forehead, not too high, and  a mouth which perhaps the  exigencies of breakfasting did not allow all  its

characteristic charm.  She had what Mrs. March thought interesting  hair, of a dull black,  roughly rolled away

from her forehead and  temples in a fashion not  particularly becoming to her, and she had the  air of not

looking so well  as she might if she had chosen.  The  elderly man on her right, it was  easy to see, was her

father; they had  a family likeness, though his fair  hair, now ashen with age, was so  different from hers.  He

wore his beard  cut in the fashion of the  Second Empire, with a Louis Napoleonic  mustache, imperial, and

chin  tuft; his neat head was cropt close; and  there was something Gallic in  its effect and something remotely

military:  he had blue eyes, really  less severe than he meant, though be frowned a  good deal, and managed

them with glances of a staccato quickness, as if  challenging a  potential disagreement with his opinions. 

The gentleman on his right, who sat at the head of the table, was  of the  humorous, subironical American

expression, and a smile at the  corner of  his kindly mouth, under an irongray full beard cut short,  at once

questioned and tolerated the newcomers as he glanced at them.  He  responded to March's bow almost as

decidedly as the nice boy,  whose  mother he confronted at the other end of the table, and with his  comely  bulk

formed an interesting contrast to her vivid slightness.  She was  brilliantly dark, behind the gleam of the

goldrimmed glasses  perched on  her pretty nose. 

If the talk had been general before the Marches came, it did not at  once  renew itself in that form.  Nothing was

said while they were  having their  first struggle with the tablestewards, who repeated the  order as if to  show

how fully they had misunderstood it.  The  gentleman at the head of  the table intervened at last, and then, "I'm

obliged to you," March said,  for your German.  I left mine in a  phrasebook in my other coat pocket." 

"Oh, I wasn't speaking German," said the other.  It was merely  their kind  of English." 

The company were in the excitement of a novel situation which  disposes  people to acquaintance, and this

exchange of small  pleasantries made  every one laugh, except the father and daughter; but  they had the effect

of being tacitly amused. 

The mother of the nice boy said to Mrs. March, "You may not get  what you  ordered, but it will be good." 

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Mrs. March liked the blush and the young bride for it, and she  asked,  "Have you ever been on one of these

German boats before? They  seem very  comfortable." 

"Oh, dear, no! we've never been on any boat before."  She made a  little  petted mouth of deprecation, and

added, simpleheartedly, "My  husband was  going out on business, and he thought he might as well  take me

along." 

The husband seemed to feel himself brought in by this, and said he  did  not see why they should not make it a

pleasuretrip, too.  They  put  themselves in a position to be patronized by their deference, and  in the  pauses of

his talk with the gentleman at the head of the table,  March  heard his wife abusing their inexperience to be

unsparingly  instructive  about European travel.  He wondered whether she would be  afraid to own  that it was

nearly thirty years since she had crossed  the ocean; though  that might seem recent to people who had never

crossed at all. 

They listened with respect as she boasted in what an anguish of  wisdom  she had decided between the

Colmannia and the Norumbia.  The  wife said  she did not know there was such a difference in steamers,  but

when Mrs.  March perfervidly assured her that there was all the  difference in the  world, she submitted and

said she supposed she ought  to be thankful that  they, had hit upon the right one.  They had  telegraphed for

berths and  taken what was given them; their room  seemed to be very nice. 

"Oh," said Mrs. March, and her husband knew that she was saying it  to  reconcile them to the inevitable, "all

the rooms on the Norumbia  are  nice.  The only difference is that if they are on the south side  you have  the

sun." 

"I'm not sure which is the south side," said the bride.  "We seem  to have  been going west ever since we

started, and I feel as if we  should reach  home in the morning if we had a good night.  Is the ocean  always so

smooth as this?" 

"Oh, dear, no!" said Mrs. March.  "It's never so smooth as this,"  and she  began to be outrageously

authoritative about the ocean  weather.  She  ended by declaring that the June passages were always  good, and

that if  the ship kept a southerly course they would have no  fogs and no icebergs.  She looked round, and

caught her husband's eye.  "What is it?  Have I  been bragging?  Well, you understand," she added  to the bride,

"I've only  been over once, a great while ago, and I  don't really know anything about  it," and they laughed

together.  "But  I talked so much with people after  we decided to go, that I feel as if  I had been a hundred

times." 

"I know," said the other lady, with caressing intelligence.  "That  is  just the way with" She stopped, and

looked at the young man whom  the  head steward was bringing up to take the vacant place next to  March.  He

came forward, stuffing his cap into the pocket of his blue  serge sack,  and smiled down on the company with

such happiness in his  gay eyes that  March wondered what chance at this late day could have  given any human

creature his content so absolute, and what calamity  could be lurking  round the corner to take it out of him.

The  newcomer looked at March as  if he knew him, and March saw at a second  glance that he was the young

fellow who had told him about the mother  put off after the start.  He  asked him whether there was any change

in  the weather yet outside, and he  answered eagerly, as if the chance to  put his happiness into the mere  sound

of words were a favor done him,  that their ship had just spoken one  of the big Hanseatic mailboats,  and she

had signalled back that she had  met ice; so that they would  probably keep a southerly course, and not  have it

cooler till they  were off the Banks. 

The mother of the boy said, "I thought we must be off the Banks  when I  came out of my room, but it was

only the electric fan at the  foot of the  stairs." 


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"That was what I thought," said Mrs. March.  "I almost sent my  husband  back for my shawl!"  Both the ladies

laughed and liked each  other for  their common experience. 

The gentleman at the head of the table said, "They ought to have  fans  going there by that pillar, or else close

the ports.  They only  let in  heat." 

They easily conformed to the American convention of jocosity in  their  talk; it perhaps no more represents the

individual mood than the  convention of dulness among other people; but it seemed to make the  young  man

feel at home. 

"Why, do you think it's uncomfortably warm?," he asked, from what  March  perceived to be a meteorology of

his own.  He laughed and added,  "It is  pretty summerlike," as if he had not thought of it before.  He  talked of

the big mailboat, and said he would like to cross on such a  boat as  that, and then he glanced at the possible

advantage of having  your own  steamyacht like the one which he said they had just passed,  so near that  you

could see what a good time the people were having on  board.  He began  to speak to the Marches; his talk

spread to the young  couple across the  table; it visited the mother on the sofa in a remark  which she might

ignore without apparent rejection, and without really  avoiding the boy,  it glanced off toward the father and

daughter, from  whom it fell, to rest  with the gentleman at the head of the table. 

It was not that the father and daughter had slighted his overture,  if it  was so much as that, but that they were

tacitly preoccupied, or  were of  some philosophy concerning their fellowbreakfasters which did  not suffer

them, for the present, at least, to share in the common  friendliness.  This is an attitude sometimes produced in

people by a  sense of just, or  even unjust, superiority; sometimes by serious  trouble; sometimes by  transient

annoyance.  The cause was not so  deepseated but Mrs. March,  before she rose from her place, believed  that

she had detected a slant of  the young lady's eyes, from under her  lashes, toward the young man; and  she

leaped to a conclusion  concerning them in a matter where all logical  steps are impertinent.  She did not

announce her arrival at this point  till the young man had  overtaken her before she got out of the saloon,  and

presented the  handkerchief she had dropped under the table. 

He went away with her thanks, and then she said to her husband,  "Well,  he's perfectly charming, and I don't

wonder she's taken with  him; that  kind of cold girl would be, though I'm not sure that she is  cold.  She's

interesting, and you could see that he thought so, the  more he looked at  her; I could see him looking at her

from the very  first instant; he  couldn't keep his eyes off her; she piqued his  curiosity, and made him  wonder

about her." 

"Now, look here, Isabel!  This won't do.  I can stand a good deal,  but I  sat between you and that young fellow,

and you couldn't tell  whether he  was looking at that girl or not." 

"I could!  I could tell by the expression of her face." 

"Oh, well!  If it's gone as far as that with you, I give it up.  When are  you going to have them married?" 

"Nonsense! I want you to find out who all those people are.  How  are you  going to do it?" 

"Perhaps the passenger list will say," he suggested. 

VIII.

The list did not say of itself, but with the help of the head  steward's  diagram it said that the gentleman at the

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the bridal pair were Mr. and Mrs. Leffers;  the mother and her  son were Mrs. Adding and Mr. Roswell

Adding; the  young man who came in  last was Mr. L. J. Burnamy.  March carried the  list, with these names

carefully checked and rearranged on a neat plan  of the table, to his wife  in her steamer chair, and left her to

make  out the history and the  character of the people from it.  In this sort  of conjecture long  experience had

taught him his futility, and he  strolled up and down and  looked at the life about him with no wish to  penetrate

it deeply. 

Long Island was now a low yellow line on the left.  Some  fishingboats  flickered off the shore; they met a

few sail, and left  more behind; but  already, and so near one of the greatest ports of the  world, the spacious

solitude of the ocean was beginning.  There was no  swell; the sea lay  quite flat, with a fine mesh of wrinkles

on its  surface, and the sun  flamed down upon it from a sky without a cloud.  With the light fair  wind, there

was no resistance in the sultry air,  the thin, dun smoke from  the smokestack fell about the decks like a

stifling veil. 

The promenades, were as uncomfortably crowded as the sidewalk of  Fourteenth Street on a summer's day,

and showed much the social  average  of a New York shopping thoroughfare.  Distinction is something  that

does  not always reveal itself at first sight on land, and at sea  it is still  more retrusive.  A certain democracy of

looks and clothes  was the most  notable thing to March in the apathetic groups and  detached figures.  His

criticism disabled the saloon passengers of  even so much personal appeal  as he imagined in some of the

secondcabin passengers whom he saw across  their barrier; they had at  least the pathos of their exclusion,

and he  could wonder if they felt  it or envied him.  At Hoboken he had seen  certain people coming on  board

who looked like swells; but they had now  either retired from the  crowd, or they had already conformed to the

prevailing type.  It was  very well as a type; he was of it himself; but  he wished that beauty  as well as

distinction had not been so lost in it. 

In fact, he no longer saw so much beauty anywhere as he once did.  It  might be that he saw life more truly

than when he was young, and  that his  glasses were better than his eyes had been; but there were  analogies

that  forbade his thinking so, and he sometimes had his  misgivings that the  trouble was with his glasses.  He

made what he  could of a pretty girl who  had the air of not meaning to lose a moment  from flirtation, and was

luring her fellowpassengers from under her  sailor hat.  She had already  attached one of them; and she was

hooking  out for more.  She kept moving  herself from the waist up, as if she  worked there on a pivot, showing

now  this side and now that side of  her face, and visiting the admirer she had  secured with a smile as  from the

lamp of a revolving light as she turned. 

While he was dwelling upon this folly, with a sense of impersonal  pleasure in it as complete through his years

as if he were already a  disembodied spirit, the pulse of the engines suddenly ceased, and he  joined the general

rush to the rail, with a fantastic expectation of  seeing another distracted mother put off; but it was only the

pilot  leaving the ship.  He was climbing down the ladder which hung over the  boat, rising and sinking on the

sea below, while the two men in her  held  her from the ship's side with their oars; in the offing lay the  white

steamyacht which now replaces the picturesque pilotsloop of  other  times.  The Norumbia's screws turned

again under half a head of  steam;  the pilot dropped from the last rung of the ladder into the  boat, and  caught

the bundle of letters tossed after him.  Then his men  let go the  line that was towing their craft, and the incident

of the  steamer's  departure was finally closed.  It had been dramatically  heightened  perhaps by her final

impatience to be off at some added  risks to the  pilot and his men, but not painfully so, and March smiled  to

think how  men whose lives are all of dangerous chances seem always  to take as many  of them as they can. 

He heard a girl's fresh voice saying at his shoulder, "Well, now we  are  off; and I suppose you're glad, papa!" 

"I'm glad we're not taking the pilot on, at least," answered the  elderly  man whom the girl had spoken to; and

March turned to see the  father and  daughter whose reticence at the breakfast table had  interested him.  He

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that she  was not only extremely  pretty, but as she moved away she was very  graceful; she even had

distinction.  He had fancied a tone of  tolerance, and at the same time of  reproach in her voice, when she

spoke, and a tone of defiance and not  very successful denial in her  father's; and he went back with these

impressions to his wife, whom he  thought he ought to tell why the ship  had stopped. 

She had not noticed the ship's stopping, in her study of the  passenger  list, and she did not care for the pilot's

leaving; but she  seemed to  think his having overheard those words of the father and  daughter an  event of

prime importance.  With a woman's willingness to  adapt the means  to the end she suggested that he should

follow them up  and try to  overhear something more; she only partially realized the  infamy of her  suggestion

when he laughed in scornful refusal. 

"Of course I don't want you to eavesdrop, but I do want you to find  out  about them.  And about Mr. Burnamy,

too.  I can wait, about the  others,  or manage for myself, but these are driving me to distraction.  Now, will

you?" 

He said he would do anything he could with honor, and at one of the  earliest turns he made on the other side

of the ship he was smilingly  halted by Mr. Burnamy, who asked to be excused, and then asked if he  were  not

Mr. March of 'Every Other Week'; he had seen the name on the  passenger list, and felt sure it must be the

editor's.  He seemed so  trustfully to expect March to remember his own name as that of a  writer  from whom

he had accepted a short poem, yet unprinted, that the  editor  feigned to do so until he really did dimly recall it.

He even  recalled  the short poem, and some civil words he said about it caused  Burnamy to  overrun in

confidences that at once touched and amused him. 

IX.

Burnamy, it seemed, had taken passage on the Norumbia because he  found,  when he arrived in New York the

day before, that she was the  first boat  out.  His train was so much behind time that when he  reached the office

of the Hanseatic League it was nominally shut, but  he pushed in by  sufferance of the janitor, and found a

berth, which  had just been given  up, in one of the saloondeck rooms.  It was that  or nothing; and he felt  rich

enough to pay for it himself if the Bird  of Prey, who had cabled him  to come out to Carlsbad as his secretary,

would not stand the difference  between the price and that of the  lowerdeck sixinaroom berth which he

would have taken if he had  been allowed a choice. 

With the three hundred dollars he had got for his book, less the  price of  his passage, changed into German

banknotes and gold pieces,  and safely  buttoned in the breast pocket of his waistcoat, he felt as  safe from

pillage as from poverty when he came out from buying his  ticket; he  covertly pressed his arm against his

breast from time to  time, for the  joy of feeling his money there and not from any fear of  finding it gone.  He

wanted to sing, he wanted to dance; he could not  believe it was he,  as he rode up the lonely length of

Broadway in the  cablecar, between the  wild, irregular walls of the canyon which the  cablecars have all to

themselves at the end of a summer afternoon. 

He went and dined, and he thought he dined well, at a  SpanishAmerican  restaurant, for fifty cents, with a

halfbottle of  California claret  included.  When he came back to Broadway he was  aware that it was  stiflingly

hot in the pinkish twilight, but he took  a cablecar again in  lack of other pastime, and the motion served the

purpose of a breeze,  which he made the most of by keeping his hat off.  It did not really  matter to him whether

it was hot or cool; he was  imparadised in weather  which had nothing to do with the temperature.  Partly

because he was born  to such weather, in the gayety of soul  which amused some people with him,  and partly

because the world was  behaving as he had always expected, he  was opulently content with the  present

moment.  But he thought very  tolerantly of the future, and he  confirmed himself in the decision he had  already

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about Chicago; but he had got a  foothold there; he  had done better with an Eastern publisher, he  believed, by

hailing  from the West, and he did not believe it would hurt  him with the  Eastern public to keep on hailing

from the West. 

He was glad of a chance to see Europe, but he did not mean to come  home  so dazzled as to see nothing else

against the American sky.  He  fancied,  for he really knew nothing, that it was the light of Europe,  not its  glare

that he wanted, and he wanted it chiefly on his  material, so as to  see it more and more objectively.  It was his

power  of detachment from  this that had enabled him to do his sketches in the  paper with such charm  as to lure

a cash proposition from a publisher  when he put them together  for a book, but he believed that his  business

faculty had much to do with  his success; and he was as proud  of that as of the book itself.  Perhaps  he was not

so very proud of  the book; he was at least not vain of it; he  could, detach himself  from his art as well as his

material. 

Like all literary temperaments he was of a certain hardness, in  spite of  the susceptibilities that could be used

to give coloring to  his work.  He knew this well enough, but he believed that there were  depths of

unprofessional tenderness in his nature.  He was good to his  mother, and  he sent her money, and wrote to her

in the little Indiana  town where he  had left her when he came to Chicago.  After he got that  invitation from  the

Bird of Prey, he explored his heart for some  affection that he had  not felt for him before, and he found a wish

that his employer should not  know it was he who had invented that  nickname for him.  He promptly  avowed

this in the newspaper office  which formed one of the eyries of the  Bird of Prey, and made the  fellows promise

not to give him away.  He  failed to move their  imagination when he brought up as a reason for  softening

toward him  that he was from Burnamy's own part of Indiana, and  was a benefactor  of Tippecanoe University,

from which Burnamy was  graduated.  But they,  relished the cynicism of his attempt; and they were  glad of his

good  luck, which he was getting square and not rhomboid, as  most people  seem to get their luck.  They liked

him, and some of them  liked him  for his clean young life as well as for his cleverness.  His  life was  known to

be as clean as a girl's, and he looked like a girl with  his  sweet eyes, though he had rather more chin than most

girls. 

The conductor came to reverse his seat, and Burnamy told him he  guessed  he would ride back with him as far

as the cars to the Hoboken  Ferry, if  the conductor would put him off at the right place.  It was  nearly nine

o'clock, and he thought he might as well be going over to  the ship, where  he had decided to pass the night.

After he found her,  and went on board,  he was glad he had not gone sooner.  A queasy odor  of drainage stole

up  from the waters of the dock, and mixed with the  rank, gross sweetness of  the bags of beetroot sugar from

the  freightsteamers; there was a coming  and going of carts and trucks on  the wharf, and on the ship a

rattling of  chains and a clucking of  pulleys, with sudden outbreaks and then sudden  silences of trampling

seaboots.  Burnamy looked into the diningsaloon  and the musicroom,  with the notion of trying for some

naps there; then  he went to his  stateroom.  His roommate, whoever he was to be, had not  come; and he

kicked off his shoes and threw off his coat and tumbled into  his  berth. 

He meant to rest awhile, and then get up and spend the night in  receiving  impressions.  He could not think of

any one who had done the  facts of the  eve of sailing on an Atlantic liner.  He thought he would  use the

material first in a letter to the paper and afterwards in a  poem; but he  found himself unable to grasp the notion

of its essential  relation to the  choice between chicken croquettes and sweetbreads as  entrees of the  restaurant

dinner where he had been offered neither; he  knew that he had  begun to dream, and that he must get up.  He

was just  going to get up,  when he woke to a sense of freshness in the air,  penetrating from the new  day

outside.  He looked at his watch and  found it was quarter past six;  he glanced round the stateroom and saw

that he had passed the night  alone in it.  Then he splashed himself  hastily at the basin next his  berth, and

jumped into his clothes, and  went on deck, anxious to lose no  feature or emotion of the ship's  departure. 

When she was fairly off he returned to his room to change the thick  coat  he had put on at the instigation of

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baggage,  and Burnamy tried to infer him from it.  He  perceived a social quality in  his dresscoat case,

capacious  gladstone, hatbox, rug, umbrella, and  soleleather steamer trunk  which he could not attribute to

his own  equipment.  The things were  not so new as his; they had an effect of  polite experience, with a  foreign

registry and customs label on them here  and there.  They had  been chosen with both taste and knowledge, and

Burnamy would have said  that they were certainly English things, if it  had not been for the  initials U. S. A.

which followed the name of E. B.  Triscoe on the end  of the steamer trunk showing itself under the foot of  the

lower berth. 

The lower berth had fallen to Burnamy through the default of the  passenger whose ticket he had got at the last

hour; the clerk in the  steamer office had been careful to impress him with this advantage,  and  he now

imagined a trespass on his property.  But he reassured  himself by  a glance at his ticket, and went out to watch

the ship's  passage down the  stream and through the Narrows.  After breakfast he  came to his room  again, to

see what could be done from his valise to  make him look better  in the eyes of a girl whom he had seen across

the  table; of course he  professed a much more general purpose.  He blamed  himself for not having  got at least

a pair of the white tennisshoes  which so many of the  passengers were wearing; his russet shoes had  turned

shabby on his feet;  but there was a, pair of enamelled leather  boots in his bag which he  thought might do. 

His room was in the group of cabins on the upper deck; he had  already  missed his way to it once by

mistaking the corridor which it  opened into;  and he was not sure that he was not blundering again when  he

peered down  the narrow passage where he supposed it was.  A lady  was standing at an  open stateroom door,

resting her hands against the  jambs and leaning  forward with her head within and talking to some one  there.

Before he  could draw back and try another corridor he heard  her say: "Perhaps he's  some young man, and

wouldn't care. 

Burnamy could not make out the answer that came from within.  The  lady  spoke again in a tone of reluctant

assent, "No, I don't suppose  you  could; but if he understood, perhaps he would offer." 

She drew her head out of the room, stepping back a pace, and  lingering a  moment at the threshold.  She

looked round over her  shoulder and  discovered Burnamy, where he stood hesitating at the head  of the

passage.  She ebbed before him, and then flowed round him in her  instant escape;  with some murmured

incoherencies about speaking to her  father, she  vanished in a corridor on the other side of the ship,  while he

stood  staring into the doorway of his room. 

He had seen that she was the young lady for whom he had come to put  on  his enamelled shoes, and he saw

that the person within was the  elderly  gentleman who had sat next her at breakfast.  He begged his  pardon, as

he  entered, and said he hoped he should not disturb him.  "I'm afraid I left  my things all over the place, when I

got up this  morning." 

The other entreated him not to mention it and went on taking from  his  handbag a variety of toilet appliances

which the sight of made  Burnamy  vow to keep his own simple combs and brushes shut in his  valise all the

way over.  "You slept on board, then," he suggested,  arresting himself  with a pair of low shoes in his hand; he

decided to  put them in a certain  pocket of his steamer bag. 

"Oh, yes," Burnamy laughed, nervously: "I came near oversleeping,  and  getting off to sea without knowing it;

and I rushed out to save  myself,  and so" 

He began to gather up his belongings while he followed the  movements of  Mr. Triscoe with a wistful eye.  He

would have liked to  offer his lower  berth to this senior of his, when he saw him arranging  to take possession

of the upper; but he did not quite know how to  manage it.  He noticed  that as the other moved about he limped

slightly, unless it were rather a  weary easing of his person from one  limb to the other.  He stooped to  pull his

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"Let me get that out for you!" He caught it up and put it on the  sofa  under the port.  "Is that where you want

it?" 

"Why, yes," the other assented.  "You're very good," and as he took  out  his key to unlock the trunk he relented

a little farther to the  intimacies of the situation.  "Have you arranged with the bathsteward  yet?  It's such a full

boat." 

"No, I haven't," said Burnamy, as if he had tried and failed; till  then  he had not known that there was a

bathsteward.  "Shall I get him  for  you?" 

"No; no.  Our bedroomsteward will send him, I dare say, thank  you." 

Mr. Triscoe had got his trunk open, and Burnamy had no longer an  excuse  for lingering.  In his defeat

concerning the bathsteward, as  he felt it  to be, he had not the courage, now, to offer the lower  berth.  He

went  away, forgetting to change his shoes; but he came  back, and as soon as he  got the enamelled shoes on,

and shut the  shabby russet pair in his bag,  he said, abruptly: "Mr. Triscoe, I wish  you'd take the lower berth.  I

got it at the eleventh hour by some  fellow's giving it up, and it isn't  as if I'd bargained for it a month  ago." 

The elder man gave him one of his staccato glances in which Burnamy  fancied suspicion and even

resentment.  But he said, after the moment  of  reflection which he gave himself, "Why, thank you, if you don't

mind,  really." 

"Not at all!" cried the young man.  "I should like the upper berth  better.  We'll, have the steward change the

sheets." 

"Oh, I'll see that he does that," said Mr. Triscoe.  "I couldn't  allow  you to take any trouble about it."  He now

looked as if he  wished Burnamy  would go, and leave him to his domestic arrangements. 

X.

In telling about himself Burnamy touched only upon the points which  he  believed would take his listener's

intelligent fancy, and he  stopped so  long before he had tired him that March said he would like  to introduce

him to his wife.  He saw in the agreeable young fellow an  image of his  own youth, with some differences

which, he was willing to  own, were to  the young fellow's advantage.  But they were both from  the middle

West;  in their native accent and their local tradition they  were the same; they  were the same in their

aspirations; they were of  one blood in their  literary impulse to externate their thoughts and  emotions. 

Burnamy answered, with a glance at his enamelled shoes, that he  would be  delighted, and when her husband

brought him up to her, Mrs.  March said  she was always glad to meet the contributors to the  magazine, and

asked  him whether he knew Mr. Kendricks, who was her  favorite.  Without giving  him time to reply to a

question that seemed  to depress him, she said that  she had a son who must be nearly his own  age, and whom

his father had  left in charge of 'Every Other Week' for  the few months they were to be  gone; that they had a

daughter married  and living in Chicago.  She made  him sit down by her in March's chair,  and before he left

them March heard  him magnanimously asking whether  Mr. Kendricks was going to do something  more for

the magazine soon.  He sauntered away and did not know how  quickly Burnamy left this  question to say, with

the laugh and blush which  became him in her  eyes: 

"Mrs. March, there is something I should like to tell you about, if  you  will let me." 

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"Because," he went on, "it's a little matter that I shouldn't like  to go  wrong in." 

He told her of his having overheard what Miss Triscoe had said to  her  father, and his belief that she was

talking about the lower berth.  He  said he would have wished to offer it, of course, but now he was  afraid  they

might think he had overheard them and felt obliged to do  it. 

"I see," said Mrs. March, and she added, thoughtfully, "She looks  like  rather a proud girl." 

"Yes," the young fellow sighed. 

"She is very charming," she continued, thoughtfully, but not so  judicially. 

"Well," Burnamy owned, "that is certainly one of the  complications," and  they laughed together. 

She stopped herself after saying, "I see what you mean," and  suggested,  "I think I should be guided by

circumstances.  It needn't  be done at  once, I suppose." 

"Well," Burnamy began, and then he broke out, with a laugh of  embarrassment, "I've done it already." 

"Oh!  Then it wasn't my advice, exactly, that you wanted." 

"No!" 

"And how did he take it?" 

"He said he should be glad to make the exchange if I really didn't  mind."  Burnamy had risen restlessly, and

she did not ask him to stay.  She  merely said: 

"Oh, well, I'm glad it turned out so nicely." 

"I'm so glad you think it was the thing to do."  He managed to  laugh  again, but he could not hide from her that

he was not feeling  altogether  satisfied.  "Would you like me to send Mr. March, if I see  him?" he  asked, as if

he did not know on what other terms to get away. 

"Do, please!" she entreated, and it seemed to her that he had  hardly left  her when her husband came up.

"Why, where in the world  did he find you  so soon?" 

"Did you send him for me? I was just hanging round for him to go."  March  sank into the chair at her side.

"Well, is he going to marry  her?" 

"Oh, you may laugh!  But there is something very exciting!"  She  told him  what had happened, and of her

belief that Burnamy's handsome  behavior had  somehow not been met in kind. 

March gave himself the pleasure of an immense laugh.  "It seems to  me  that this Mr. Burnamy of yours

wanted a little more gratitude than  he was  entitled to.  Why shouldn't he have offered him the lower  berth?

And why  shouldn't the old gentleman have taken it just as he  did?  Did you want  him to make a counteroffer

of his daughter's hand?  If he does, I hope  Mr. Burnamy won't come for your advice till after  he's accepted

her." 

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"For him, very likely.  But I think you would call it sinuous in  some one  you hadn't taken a fancy to." 

"No, no.  I wish to be just.  I don't see how he could have come  straight  at it.  And he did own up at last."  She

asked him what  Burnamy had done  for the magazine, and he could remember nothing but  that one small

poem,  yet unprinted; he was rather vague about its  value, but said it had  temperament. 

"He has temperament, too," she commented, and she had made him tell  her  everything he knew, or could be

forced to imagine about Burnamy,  before  she let the talk turn to other things. 

The life of the promenade had already settled into seafaring form;  the  steamer chairs were full, and people

were reading or dozing in  them with  an effect of long habit.  Those who would be walking up and  down had

begun their walks; some had begun going in and out of the  smokingroom;  ladies who were easily affected

by the motion were lying  down in the  musicroom.  Groups of both sexes were standing at  intervals along the

rail, and the promenaders were obliged to double  on a briefer course or  work slowly round them.

Shuffleboard parties  at one point and ringtoss  parties at another were forming among the  young people.  It

was as lively  and it was as dull as it would be two  thousand miles at sea.  It was not  the least cooler, yet; but if

you  sat still you did not suffer. 

In the prompt monotony the time was already passing swiftly.  The  deck  steward seemed hardly to have been

round with tea and bouillon,  and he  had not yet gathered up all the empty cups, when the horn for  lunch

sounded.  It was the youngest of the tablestewards who gave the  summons  to meals; and whenever the pretty

boy appeared with his bugle,  funny  passengers gathered round him to make him laugh, and stop him  from

winding it.  His part of the joke was to fulfill his duty with  gravity,  and only to give way to a smile of triumph

as he walked off. 

XI.

At lunch, in the faded excitement of their first meeting, the  people at  the Marches' table did not renew the

premature intimacy of  their  breakfast talk.  Mrs. March went to lie down in her berth  afterwards, and  March

went on deck without her.  He began to walk to  and from the barrier  between the first and second cabin

promenades;  lingering near it, and  musing pensively, for some of the people beyond  it looked as intelligent

and as socially acceptable, even to their  clothes, as their pecuniary  betters of the saloon. 

There were two women, a mother and daughter, whom he fancied to be  teachers, by their looks, going out for

a little rest, or perhaps for  a  little further study to fit them more perfectly for their work.  They  gazed wistfully

across at him whenever he came up to the  barrier; and he  feigned a conversation with them and tried to

convince  them that the  stamp of inferiority which their poverty put upon them  was just, or if  not just, then

inevitable.  He argued with them that  the sort of barrier  which here prevented their being friends with him,  if

they wished it, ran  invisibly through society everywhere but he  felt ashamed before their  kind, patient,

intelligent faces, and found  himself wishing to excuse the  fact he was defending.  Was it any  worse, he asked

them, than their not  being invited to the  entertainments of people in upper Fifth Avenue?  He  made them own

that  if they were let across that barrier the whole second  cabin would have  a logical right to follow; and they

were silenced.  But  they continued  to gape at him with their sincere, gentle eyes whenever he  returned to  the

barrier in his walk, till he could bear it no longer, and  strolled  off toward the steerage. 

There was more reason why the passengers there should be penned  into a  little space of their own in the sort

of pit made by the  narrowing deck  at the bow.  They seemed to be all foreigners, and if  any had made their

fortunes in our country they were hiding their  prosperity in the return  to their own.  They could hardly have

come to  us more shabby and squalid  than they were going away; but he thought  their average less apathetic

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out an electric battery, and the  lumpish boys and slattern girls were  shouting and laughing as they  writhed

with the current.  A young  mother seated flat on the deck, with  her bare feet stuck out,  inattentively nursed her

babe, while she laughed  and shouted with the  rest; a man with his head tied in a shawl walked  about the pen

and  smiled grotesquely with the well side of his toothache  swollen face.  The owner of the battery carried it

away, and a group of  little  children, with blue eyes and yellow hair, gathered in the space he  had  left, and

looked up at a passenger near March who was eating some  plums and cherries which he had brought from the

luncheon table.  He  began to throw the fruit down to them, and the children scrambled for  it. 

An elderly man, with a thin, grave, aquiline face, said, "I  shouldn't  want a child of mine down there." 

"No," March responded, "it isn't quite what one would choose for  one's  own.  It's astonishing, though, how we

reconcile ourselves to it  in the  case of others." 

"I suppose it's something we'll have to get used to on the other  side,"  suggested the stranger. 

"Well," answered March, "you have some opportunities to get used to  it on  this side, if you happen to live in

New York," and he went on to  speak of  the raggedness which often penetrated the frontier of comfort  where

he  lived in Stuyvesant Square, and which seemed as glad of alms  in food or  money as this poverty of the

steerage. 

The other listened restively like a man whose ideals are disturbed.  "I don't believe I should like to live in New

York, much," he said,  and  March fancied that he wished to be asked where he did live.  It  appeared  that he

lived in Ohio, and he named his town; he did not brag  of it, but  he said it suited him.  He added that he had

never expected  to go to  Europe, but that he had begun to run down lately, and his  doctor thought  he had better

go out and try Carlsbad. 

March said, to invite his further confidence, that this was exactly  his  own case.  The Ohio man met the

overture from a common invalidism  as if  it detracted from his own distinction; and he turned to speak of  the

difficulty, he had in arranging his affairs for leaving home.  His  heart  opened a little with the word, and he

said how comfortable he  and his  wife were in their house, and how much they both hated to shut  it up.  When

March offered him his card, he said he had none of his own  with him,  but that his name was Eltwin.  He

betrayed a simple wish to  have March  realize the local importance he had left behind him; and it  was not hard

to comply; March saw a Grand Army button in the lapel of  his coat, and he  knew that he was in the presence

of a veteran. 

He tried to guess his rank; in telling his wife about him, when he  went  down to find her just before dinner,

but he ended with a certain  sense of  affliction.  "There are too many elderly invalids on this  ship.  I knock

against people of my own age everywhere.  Why aren't  your youthful lovers  more in evidence, my dear?  I

don't believe they  are lovers, and I begin  to doubt if they're young even." 

"It wasn't very satisfactory at lunch, certainly," she owned.  "But  I  know it will be different at dinner."  She

was putting herself  together  after a nap that had made up for the lost sleep of the night  before.  "I want you to

look very nice, dear.  Shall you dress for  dinner?" she  asked her husband's image in the stateroom glass

which  she was  preoccupying. 

"I shall dress in my peajacket and seaboots," it answered. 

"I have heard that they always dress for dinner on the big Cunard  and  White Star boats, when it's good

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They both knew that she meant the reticent father and daughter, and  March  flung out, "I shouldn't want them

to think you weren't.  There's  such a  thing as overdoing." 

She attacked him at another point.  "What has annoyed you?  What  else  have you been doing?" 

"Nothing.  I've been reading most of the afternoon." 

"The Maiden Knight?" 

This was the book which nearly everybody had brought on board.  It  was  just out, and had caught an instant

favor, which swelled later to  a tidal  wave.  It depicted a heroic girl in every trying circumstance  of  mediaeval

life, and gratified the perennial passion of both sexes  for  historical romance, while it flattered woman's

instinct of  superiority by  the celebration of her unintermitted triumphs, ending  in a preposterous  and wholly

superfluous selfsacrifice. 

March laughed for pleasure in her guess, and she pursued, "I  suppose you  didn't waste time looking if

anybody had brought the last  copy of 'Every  Other Week'?" 

"Yes, I did; and I found the one you had left in your steamer  chairfor  advertising purposes, probably." 

"Mr. Burnamy has another," she said.  "I saw it sticking out of his  pocket this morning." 

"Oh, yes.  He told me he had got it on the train from Chicago to  see if  it had his poem in it.  He's an ingenuous

soulin some ways." 

"Well, that is the very reason why you ought to find out whether  the men  are going to dress, and let him

know.  He would never think of  it  himself." 

"Neither would I," said her husband. 

"Very well, if you wish to spoil his chance at the outset," she  sighed. 

She did not quite know whether to be glad or not that the men were  all in  sacks and cutaways at dinner; it

saved her, from shame for her  husband  and Mr. Burnamy; but it put her in the wrong.  Every one  talked; even

the  father and daughter talked with each other, and at  one moment Mrs. March  could not be quite sure that

the daughter had  not looked at her when she  spoke.  She could not be mistaken in the  remark which the father

addressed to Burnamy, though it led to  nothing. 

XII.

The dinner was uncommonly good, as the first dinner out is apt to  be; and  it went gayly on from soup to fruit,

which was of the American  abundance  and variety, and as yet not of the veteran freshness  imparted by the

ice  closet.  Everybody was eating it, when by a  common consciousness they  were aware of alien witnesses.

They looked  up as by a single impulse,  and saw at the port the gaunt face of a  steerage passenger staring

down  upon their luxury; he held on his arm  a child that shared his regard with  yet hungrier eyes.  A boy's nose

showed itself as if tiptoed to the  height of the man's elbow; a young  girl peered over his other arm. 

The passengers glanced at one another; the two tablestewards, with  their  napkins in their hands, smiled

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The bachelor at the head of the table broke the spell.  "I'm glad  it  didn't begin with the Little Neck clams!" 

"Probably they only let those people come for the dessert," March  suggested. 

The widow now followed the direction of the other eyes; and looked  up  over her shoulder; she gave a little

cry, and shrank down.  The  young  bride made her petted mouth, in appeal to the company; her  husband

looked  severe, as if he were going to do something, but  refrained, not to make a  scene.  The reticent father

threw one of his  staccato glances at the  port, and Mrs. March was sure that she saw the  daughter steal a look

at  Burnamy. 

The young fellow laughed.  "I don't suppose there's anything to be  done  about it, unless we pass out a plate." 

Mr. Kenby shook his head.  "It wouldn't do.  We might send for the  captain.  Or the chief steward." 

The faces at the port vanished.  At other ports profiles passed and  repassed, as if the steerage passengers had

their promenade under  them,  but they paused no more. 

The Marches went up to their steamer chairs, and from her  exasperated  nerves Mrs. March denounced the

arrangement of the ship  which had made  such a cruel thing possible. 

"Oh," he mocked, "they had probably had a good substantial meal of  their  own, and the scene of our banquet

was of the quality of a  picture, a  purely aesthetic treat.  But supposing it wasn't, we're  doing something  like it

every day and every moment of our lives.  The  Norumbia is a piece  of the whole world's civilization set

afloat, and  passing from shore to  shore with unchanged classes, and conditions.  A  ship's merely a small  stage,

where we're brought to close quarters  with the daily drama of  humanity." 

"Well, then," she protested, "I don't like being brought to close  quarters with the daily drama of humanity, as

you call it.  And I  don't  believe that the large English ships are built so that the  steerage  passengers can stare

in at the saloon windows while one is  eating; and  I'm sorry we came on the Norumbia." 

"Ah, you think the Norumbia doesn't hide anything," he began, and  he was  going to speak of the men in the

furnace pits of the steamer,  how they  fed the fires in a welding heat, and as if they had perished  in it crept  out

on the forecastle like blanched phantasms of toil; but  she interposed  in time. 

"If there's anything worse, for pity's sake don't tell me," she  entreated, and he forebore. 

He sat thinking how once the world had not seemed to have even  death in  it, and then how as he had grown

older death had come into it  more and  more, and suffering was lurking everywhere, and could hardly  be kept

out  of sight.  He wondered if that young Burnamy now saw the  world as he used  to see it, a place for making

verse and making love,  and full of beauty  of all kinds waiting to be fitted with phrases.  He  had lived a happy

life; Burnamy would be lucky if he should live one  half as happy; and yet  if he could show him his whole

happy life, just  as it had truly been,  must not the young man shrink from such a  picture of his future? 

"Say something," said his wife.  "What are you thinking about?" 

"Oh, Burnamy," he answered, honestly enough. 

"I was thinking about the children," she said.  "I am glad Bella  didn't  try to come from Chicago to see us off; it

would have been too  silly; she  is getting to be very sensible.  I hope Tom won't take the  covers off the

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"Well, I want him to get all the comfort he can out of the place,  even if  the moths eat up every stick of

furniture." 

"Yes, so do I.  And of course you're wishing that you were there  with  him!"  March laughed guiltily.  "Well,

perhaps it was a crazy  thing for  us to start off alone for Europe, at our age." 

"Nothing of the kind," he retorted in the necessity he perceived  for  staying her drooping spirits.  "I wouldn't be

anywhere else on any  account.  Isn't it perfectly delicious?  It puts me in mind of that  night  on the Lake

Ontario boat, when we were starting for Montreal.  There was  the same sort of red sunset, and the air wasn't a

bit  softer than this." 

He spoke of a night on their weddingjourney when they were sill  new  enough from Europe to be comparing

everything at home with things  there. 

"Well, perhaps we shall get into the spirit of it again," she said,  and  they talked a long time of the past. 

All the mechanical noises were muffled in the dull air, and the  wash of  the ship's course through the waveless

sea made itself  pleasantly heard.  In the offing a steamer homeward bound swam smoothly  by, so close that

her lights outlined her to the eye; she sent up some  signal rockets that  soared against the purple heaven in

green and  crimson, and spoke to the  Norumbia in the mysterious mute phrases of  ships that meet in the dark. 

Mrs. March wondered what had become of Burnamy; the promenades were  much  freer now than they had

been since the ship sailed; when she rose  to go  below, she caught sight of Burnamy walking the deck

transversely  with  some lady.  She clutched her husband's arm and stayed him in rich  conjecture. 

"Do you suppose he can have got her to walking with him already?" 

They waited till Burnamy and his companion came in sight again.  She was  tilting forward, and turning from

the waist, now to him and  now from him. 

"No; it's that pivotal girl," said March; and his wife said, "Well,  I'm  glad he won't be put down by them." 

In the musicroom sat the people she meant, and at the instant she  passed  on down the stairs, the daughter

was saying to the father, "I  don't see  why you didn't tell me sooner, papa." 

"It was such an unimportant matter that I didn't think to mention  it.  He offered it, and I took it; that was all.

What difference could  it  have made to you?" 

"None.  But one doesn't like to do any one an injustice." 

"I didn't know you were thinking anything about it." 

"No, of course not." 

XIII.

The voyage of the Norumbia was one of those which passengers say  they  have never seen anything like,

though for the first two or three  days out  neither the doctor nor the decksteward could be got, to  prophesy

when  the ship would be in.  There was only a day or two when  it could really  be called rough, and the

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the stairs  landing, and subsisted on biscuit and beef tea  without qualifying the  monotonous wellbeing of

the other passengers,  who passed without  noticing them. 

The second morning there was rain, and the air freshened, but the  leaden  sea lay level as before.  The sun

shone in the afternoon; with  the sunset  the fog came thick and white; the ship lowed dismally  through the

night;  from the dense folds of the mist answering noises  called back to her.  Just before dark two men in a

dory shouted up to  her close under her  bows, and then melted out of sight; when the dark  fell the lights of

fishingschooners were seen, and their bells  pealed; once loud cries from  a vessel near at hand made

themselves  heard.  Some people in the dining  saloon sang hymns; the smokingroom  was dense with cigar

fumes, and the  cardplayers dealt their hands in  an atmosphere emulous of the fog  without. 

The Norumbia was off the Banks, and the second day of fog was cold  as if  icebergs were haunting the opaque

pallor around her.  In the  ranks of  steamer chairs people lay like mummies in their dense  wrappings; in the

musicroom the little children of travel discussed  the different lines of  steamers on which they had crossed,

and babes  of five and seven disputed  about the motion on the Cunarders and White  Stars; their nurses tried in

vain to still them in behalf of older  passengers trying to write letters  there. 

By the next morning the ship had run out of the fog; and people who  could  keep their feet said they were glad

of the greater motion which  they  found beyond the Banks.  They now talked of the heat of the first  days  out,

and how much they had suffered; some who had passed the  night on  board before sailing tried to impart a

sense of their misery  in trying to  sleep. 

A day or two later a storm struck the ship, and the sailors  stretched  canvas along the weather promenade and

put up a sheathing of  boards  across the bow end to keep off the rain.  Yet a day or two more  and the  sea had

fallen again and there was dancing on the widest space  of the lee  promenade. 

The little events of the sea outside the steamer offered themselves  in  their poor variety.  Once a ship in the

offing, with all its square  sails  set, lifted them like three white towers from the deep.  On the  rim of  the ocean

the length of some westward liner blocked itself out  against  the horizon, and swiftly trailed its smoke out of

sight.  A  few tramp  steamers, lounging and lunging through the trough of the  sea, were  overtaken and left

behind; an old brigantine passed so close  that her  rusty iron sides showed plain, and one could discern the

faces of the  people on board. 

The steamer was oftenest without the sign of any life beyond her.  One  day a small bird beat the air with its

little wings, under the  roof of  the promenade, and then flittered from sight over the surface,  of the  waste; a

school of porpoises, stiff and wooden in their rise,  plunged  clumsily from wave to wave.  The deep itself had

sometimes the  unreality,  the artificiality of the canvas sea of the theatre.  Commonly it was  livid and cold in

color; but there was a morning when  it was delicately  misted, and where the mist left it clear, it was  blue and

exquisitely  iridescent under the pale sun; the wrinkled waves  were finely pitted by  the falling spray.  These

were rare moments;  mostly, when it was not like  painted canvas, is was hard like black  rock, with surfaces of

smooth  cleavage.  Where it met the sky it lay  flat and motionless, or in the  rougher weather carved itself along

the  horizon in successions of surges. 

If the sun rose clear, it was overcast in a few hours; then the  clouds  broke and let a little sunshine through, to

close again before  the dim  evening thickened over the waters.  Sometimes the moon looked  through the

ragged curtain of vapors; one night it seemed to shine  till morning, and  shook a path of quicksilver from the

horizon to the  ship.  Through every  change, after she had left the fog behind, the  steamer drove on with the

pulse of her engines (that stopped no more  than a man's heart stops) in a  course which had nothing to mark it

but  the spread of the furrows from  her sides, and the wake that foamed  from her stern to the western verge  of

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The life of the ship, like the life of the sea, was a sodden  monotony,  with certain events which were part of

the monotony.  In the  morning the  little steward's bugle called the passengers from their  dreams, and half  an

hour later called them to their breakfast, after  such as chose had  been served with coffee by their

bedroomstewards.  Then they went on  deck, where they read, or dozed in their chairs, or  walked up and

down,  or stood in the way of those who were walking; or  played shuffleboard and  ringtoss; or smoked, and

drank whiskey and  aerated waters over their  cards and papers in the smokingroom; or  wrote letters in the

saloon or  the musicroom.  At eleven o'clock they  spoiled their appetites for lunch  with tea or bouillon to the

music of  a band of secondcabin stewards; at  one, a single blast of the bugle  called them to lunch, where they

glutted  themselves to the torpor from  which they afterwards drowsed in their  berths or chairs.  They did the

same things in the afternoon that they  had done in the forenoon; and  at four o'clock the deckstewards came

round with their cups and  saucers, and their plates of sandwiches, again  to the music of the  band.  There were

two buglecalls for dinner, and  after dinner some  went early to bed, and some sat up late and had grills  and

toast.  At  twelve the lights were put out in the saloons and the  smokingrooms. 

There were various smells which stored themselves up in the  consciousness  to remain lastingly relative to

certain moments and  places: a whiff of  whiskey and tobacco that exhaled from the door of  the

smokingroom; the  odor of oil and steam rising from the open  skylights over the engine  room; the scent of

stale bread about the  doors of the diningsaloon. 

The life was like the life at a seaside hotel, only more  monotonous.  The walking was limited; the talk was

the tentative talk  of people aware  that there was no refuge if they got tired of one  another.  The flirting  itself,

such as there was of it, must be  carried on in the glare of the  pervasive publicity; it must be crude  and bold, or

not be at all. 

There seemed to be very little of it.  There were not many young  people  on board of saloon quality, and these

were mostly girls.  The  young men  were mainly of the smokingroom sort; they seldom risked  themselves

among  the steamer chairs.  It was gayer in the second  cabin, and gayer yet in  the steerage, where robuster

emotions were  operated by the accordion.  The passengers there danced to its music;  they sang to it and

laughed to  it unabashed under the eyes of the  firstcabin witnesses clustered along  the rail above the pit

where  they took their rude pleasures. 

With March it came to his spending many hours of each long, swift  day in  his berth with a book under the

convenient electric light.  He  was safe  there from the acquaintances which constantly formed  themselves only

to  fall into disintegration, and cling to him  afterwards as inorganic  particles of weatherguessing, and

smokingroom gossip about the ship's  run. 

In the earliest hours of the voyage he thought that he saw some  faces of  the great world, the world of wealth

and fashion; but these  afterward  vanished, and left him to wonder where they hid themselves.  He did not

meet them even in going to and from his meals; he could  only imagine them  served in those palatial

staterooms whose interiors  the stewards now and  then rather obtruded upon the public.  There were  people

whom he  encountered in the promenades when he got up for the  sunrise, and whom he  never saw at other

times; at midnight he met men  prowling in the dark  whom he never met by day.  But none of these were

people of the great  world.  Before six o'clock they were sometimes  secondcabin passengers,  whose barrier

was then lifted for a little  while to give them the freedom  of the saloon promenade. 

From time to time he thought he would look up his Ohioan, and  revive from  a closer study of him his interest

in the rare American  who had never  been to Europe.  But he kept with his elderly wife, who  had the effect of

withholding him from March's advances.  Young Mr.  and Mrs. Leffers threw  off more and more their disguise

of a  longmarried pair, and became  frankly bride and groom.  They seldom  talked with any one else, except at

table; they walked up and down  together, smiling into each others faces;  they sat side by side in  their steamer

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hands under it. 

Mrs. Adding often took the chair beside Mrs. March when her husband  was  straying about the ship or reading

in his berth; and the two  ladies must  have exchanged autobiographies, for Mrs. March was able to  tell him

just  how long Mrs. Adding had been a widow, what her husband  died of, and what  had been done to save

him; how she was now perfectly  wrapt up in her boy,  and was taking him abroad, with some notion of  going

to Switzerland,  after the summer's travel, and settling down  with him at school there.  She and Mrs. March

became great friends; and  Rose, as his mother called  him, attached himself reverently to March,  not only as a

celebrity of the  first grade in his quality of editor of  'Every Other Week', but as a sage  of wisdom and

goodness, with whom he  must not lose the chance of counsel  upon almost every hypothesis and  exigency of

life. 

March could not bring himself to place Burnamy quite where he  belonged in  contemporary literature, when

Rose put him very high in  virtue of the  poem which he heard Burnamy was going to have printed in  'Every

Other  Week', and of the book which he was going to have  published; and he let  the boy bring to the young

fellow the flattery  which can come to any  author but once, in the first request for his  autograph that Burnamy

confessed to have had.  They were so near in  age, though they were ten  years apart, that Rose stood much

more in  awe of Burnamy than of others  much more his seniors.  He was often in  the company of Kenby,

whom he  valued next to March as a person  acquainted with men; he consulted March  upon Kenby's practice

of  always taking up the language of the country he  visited, if it were  only for a fortnight; and he conceived a

higher  opinion of him from  March's approval. 

Burnamy was most with Mrs. March, who made him talk about himself  when he  supposed he was talking

about literature, in the hope that she  could get  him to talk about the Triscoes; but she listened in vain as  he

poured  outhis soul in theories of literary art, and in histories  of what he had  written and what he meant to

write.  When he passed  them where they sat  together, March heard the young fellow's  perpetually recurring I,

I, I,  my, my, my, me, me, me; and smiled to  think how she was suffering under  the dripdrip of his innocent

egotism. 

She bore in a sort of scientific patience his attentions to the  pivotal  girl, and Miss Triscoe's indifference to

him, in which a less  penetrating  scrutiny could have detected no change from meal to meal.  It was only at

table that she could see them together, or that she  could note any break  in the reserve of the father and

daughter.  The  signs of this were so  fine that when she reported them March laughed  in scornful incredulity.

But at breakfast the third day out, the  Triscoes, with the authority of  people accustomed to social

consideration, suddenly turned to the  Marches, and began to make  themselves agreeable; the father spoke to

March of 'Every Other Week',  which he seemed to know of in its relation  to him; and the young girl

addressed herself to Mrs. March's motherly  sense not the less  acceptably because indirectly.  She spoke of

going out  with her father  for an indefinite time, as if it were rather his wish  than hers, and  she made some

inquiries about places in Germany; they had  never been  in Germany.  They had some idea of Dresden; but the

idea of  Dresden  with its American colony seemed rather tiresome; and did Mrs.  March  know anything about

Weimar? 

Mrs. March was obliged to say that she knew nothing about anyplace  in  Germany; and she explained perhaps

too fully where and why she was  going  with her husband.  She fancied a Boston note in that scorn for  the

tiresomeness of Dresden; but the girl's style was of New York  rather than  of Boston, and her accent was not

quite of either place.  Mrs. March  began to try the Triscoes in this place and in that, to  divine them and  to

class them.  She had decided from the first that  they were society  people, but they were cultivated beyond the

average  of the few swells  whom she had met; and there had been nothing  offensive in their manner of  holding

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When the young Lefferses came in to breakfast, the talk went on  between  these and the Marches; the Triscoes

presently left the table,  and Mrs.  March rose soon after, eager for that discussion of their  behavior which

March knew he should not be able to postpone. 

He agreed with her that they were society people, but she could not  at  once accept his theory that they had

themselves been the objects of  an  advance from them because of their neutral literary quality,  through  which

they were of no social world, but potentially common to  any.  Later  she admitted this, as she said, for the sake

of argument,  though what she  wanted him to see, now, was that this was all a step  of the girl's toward  finding

out something about Burnamy. 

The same afternoon, about the time the decksteward was making his  round  with his cups, Miss Triscoe

abruptly advanced upon her from a  neighboring  corner of the bulkhead, and asked, with the air of one

accustomed to have  her advances gratefully received, if she might sit  by her.  The girl took  March's vacant

chair, where she had her cup of  bouillon, which she  continued to hold untasted in her hand after the  first sip.

Mrs. March  did the same with hers, and at the moment she  had got very tired of doing  it, Burnamy came by,

for the hundredth  time that day, and gave her a  hundredth bow with a hundredth smile.  He perceived that she

wished to  get rid of her cup, and he sprang to  her relief. 

"May I take yours too?" he said very passively to Miss Triscoe. 

"You are very good."  she answered, and gave it. 

Mrs. March with a casual air suggested, "Do you know Mr. Burnamy,  Miss  Triscoe?  "The girl said a few

civil things, but Burnamy did not  try to  make talk with her while he remained a few moments before Mrs.

March.  The pivotal girl came in sight, tilting and turning in a rare  moment of  isolation at the corner of the

musicroom, and he bowed  abruptly, and  hurried off to join her. 

Miss Triscoe did not linger; she alleged the necessity of looking  up her  father, and went away with a smile so

friendly that Mrs. March  might  easily have construed it to mean that no blame attached itself  to her in  Miss

Triscoe's mind. 

"Then you don't feel that it was a very distinct success?" her  husband  asked on his return. 

"Not on the surface," she said. 

"Better let ill enough alone," he advised. 

She did not heed him.  "All the same she cares for him.  The very  fact  that she was so cold shows that." 

"And do you think her being cold will make him care for her?" 

"If she wants it to." 

XIV.

At dinner that day the question of 'The Maiden Knight' was debated  among  the noises and silences of the

band.  Young Mrs. Leffers had  brought the  book to the table with her; she said she had not been able  to lay it

down  before the last horn sounded; in fact she could have  been seen reading it  to her husband where he sat

under the same shawl,  the whole afternoon. 


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"Don't you think it's perfectly fascinating," she asked Mrs.  Adding, with  her petted mouth. 

"Well," said the widow, doubtfully, "it's nearly a week since I  read it,  and I've had time to get over the glow." 

"Oh, I could just read it forever!" the bride exclaimed. 

"I like a book," said her husband, "that takes me out of myself.  I  don't  want to think when I'm reading." 

March was going to attack this ideal, but he reflected in time that  Mr.  Leffers had really stated his own

motive in reading.  He  compromised.  "Well, I like the author to do my thinking for me." 

"Yes," said the other, "that is what I mean." 

"The question is whether 'The Maiden Knight' fellow does it," said  Kenby,  taking duck and pease from the

steward at his shoulder. 

"What my wife likes in it is to see what one woman can do and be  single  handed," said March. 

"No," his wife corrected him, "what a man thinks she can." 

"I suppose," said Mr. Triscoe, unexpectedly, "that we're like the  English  in our habit of going off about a

book like a train of  powder." 

"If you'll say a row of bricks," March assented, "I'll agree with  you.  It's certainly AngloSaxon to fall over

one another as we do,  when we get  going.  It would be interesting to know just how much  liking there is in  the

popularity of a given book." 

"It's like the run of a song, isn't it?" Kenby suggested.  "You  can't  stand either, when it reaches a given point." 

He spoke to March and ignored Triscoe, who had hitherto ignored the  rest  of the table. 

"It's very curious," March said.  "The book or the song catches a  mood,  or feeds a craving, and when one

passes or the other is  glutted" 

"The discouraging part is," Triscoe put in, still limiting himself  to the  Marches, "that it's never a question of

real taste.  The things  that go  down with us are so crude, so coarsely spiced; they tickle  such a vulgar

palateNow in France, for instance," he suggested. 

"Well, I don't know," returned the editor.  "After all, we eat a  good  deal of bread, and we drink more pure

water than any other  people.  Even  when we drink it iced, I fancy it isn't so bad as  absinthe." 

The young bride looked at him gratefully, but she said, "If we  can't get  icewater in Europe, I don't know

what Mr. Leffers will do,"  and the talk  threatened to pass among the ladies into a comparison of  American

and  European customs. 

Burnamy could not bear to let it.  "I don't pretend to be very well  up in  French literature," he began, "but I

think such a book as 'The  Maiden  Knight' isn't such a bad piece of work; people are liking a  pretty well  built

story when they like it.  Of course it's  sentimental, and it begs  the question a good deal; but it imagines

something heroic in character,  and it makes the reader imagine it too.  The man who wrote that book may  be a

donkey half the time, but he's a  genius the other half.  Byandby  he'll do somethingafter he's come  to see

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heroic type as powerfully  as he does in this book." 

He spoke with the authority of a journalist, and though he deferred  to  March in the end, he deferred with

authority still.  March liked  him for  coming to the defence of a young writer whom he had not  himself learned

to like yet.  "Yes," he said, "if he has the power you  say, and can keep  it after he comes to his artistic

consciousness!" 

Mrs. Leffers, as if she thought things were going her way, smiled;  Rose  Adding listened with shining eyes

expectantly fixed on March; his  mother  viewed his rapture with tender amusement.  The steward was at

Kenby's  shoulder with the salad and his entreating "Bleace!" and  Triscoe seemed  to be questioning whether

he should take any notice of  Burnamy's general  disagreement.  He said at last: "I'm afraid we  haven't the

documents.  You don't seem to have cared much for French  books, and I haven't read  'The Maiden Knight'."

He added to March:  "But I don't defend absinthe.  Icewater is better.  What I object to  is our indiscriminate

taste both  for raw whiskeyand for  milkandwater." 

No one took up the question again, and it was Kenby who spoke next.  "The doctor thinks, if this weather

holds, that we shall be into  Plymouth  Wednesday morning.  I always like to get a professional  opinion on the

ship's run." 

In the evening, as Mrs. March was putting away in her portfolio the  journalletter which she was writing to

send back from Plymouth to her  children, Miss Triscoe drifted to the place where she sat at their  table  in the

diningroom by a coincidence which they both respected as  casual. 

"We had quite a literary dinner," she remarked, hovering for a  moment  near the chair which she later sank

into.  "It must have made  you feel  very much at home.  Or perhaps you're so tired of it at home  that you  don't

talk about books." 

"We always talk shop, in some form or other," said Mrs. March.  "My  husband never tires of it.  A good many

of the contributors come to  us, you know." 

"It must be delightful," said the girl.  She added as if she ought  to  excuse herself for neglecting an advantage

that might have been  hers if  she had chosen, "I'm sorry one sees so little of the artistic  and  literary set.  But

New York is such a big place." 

New York people seem to be very fond of it," said Mrs. March.  "Those who  have always lived there." 

"We haven't always lived there," said the girl.  " But I think one  has a  good time therethe best time a girl

can have.  It's all very  well  coming over for the summer; one has to spend the summer  somewhere.  Are  you

going out for a long time?" 

"Only for the summer.  First to Carlsbad." 

"Oh, yes.  I suppose we shall travel about through Germany, and  then go  to Paris.  We always do; my father is

very fond of it." 

"You must know it very well," said Mrs. March, aimlessly. 

"I was born there,if that means knowing it.  I lived theretill  I was  eleven years old.  We came home after

my mother died." 

"Oh!" said Mrs. March. 


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The girl did not go further into her family history; but by one of  those  leaps which seem to women as logical

as other progressions, she  arrived  at asking, "Is Mr. Burnamy one of the contributors?" 

Mrs. March laughed.  "He is going to be, as soon as his poem is  printed." 

"Poem?" 

"Yes.  Mr. March thinks it's very good." 

"I thought he spoke very nicely about 'The Maiden Knight'.  And he  has  been very nice to papa.  You know

they have the same room." 

"I think Mr. Burnamy told me," Mrs. March said. 

The girl went on.  "He had the lower berth, and he gave it up to  papa;  he's done everything but turn himself

out of doors." 

"I'm sure he's been very glad," Mrs. March ventured on Burnamy's  behalf,  but very softly, lest if she breathed

upon these budding  confidences they  should shrink and wither away. 

"I always tell papa that there's no country like 'America for real  unselfishness; and if they're all like that, in

Chicago!"  The girl  stopped, and added with a laugh, " But I'm always quarrelling with  papa  about America." 

"We have a daughter living in Chicago," said Mrs. March,  alluringly. 

But Miss Triscoe refused the bait, either because she had said all  she  meant, or because she had said all she

would, about Chicago, which  Mrs.  March felt for the present to be one with Burnamy.  She gave  another of

her leaps.  "I don't see why people are so anxious to get  it like Europe,  at home.  They say that there was a time

when there  were no chaperons  before hoops, you know."  She looked suggestively at  Mrs. March, resting  one

slim hand on the table, and controlling her  skirt with the other, as  if she were getting ready to rise at any

moment.  "When they used to sit  on their steps." 

"It was very pleasant before hoopsin every way," said Mrs. March.  "I was young, then; and I lived in

Boston, where I suppose it was  always  simpler than in New York.  I used to sit on our steps.  It was  delightful

for girlsthe freedom." 

"I wish I had lived before hoops," said Miss Triscoe. 

"Well, there must be places where it's before hoops yet: Seattle,  and  Portland, Oregon, for all I know," Mrs.

March suggested.  "And  there must  be people in that epoch everywhere." 

"Like that young lady who twists and turns?" said Miss Triscoe,  giving  first one side of her face and then the

other.  "They have a  good time.  I suppose if Europe came to us in one way it had to come in  another.  If  it

came in galleries and all that sort of thing, it had  to come in  chaperons.  You'll think I'm a great extremist,

Mrs. March;  but sometimes  I wish there was more America instead of less.  I don't  believe it's as  bad as

people say.  Does Mr. March," she asked, taking  hold of the chair  with one hand, to secure her footing from

any  caprice of the sea, while  she gathered her skirt more firmly into the  other, as she rose, "does he  think that

America is goingall wrong?" 

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"Oh, in politics, don't you know.  And government, and all that.  And  bribing.  And the lower classes having

everything their own way.  And the  horrid newspapers.  And everything getting so expensive; and  no regard

for family, or anything of that kind." 

Mrs. March thought she saw what Miss Triscoe meant, but she  answered,  still cautiously, "I don't believe he

does always.  Though  there are  times when he is very much disgusted.  Then he says that he  is getting  too

oldand we always quarrel about thatto see things as  they really  are.  He says that if the world had been

going the way  that people over  fifty have always thought it was going, it would have  gone to smash in  the

time of the anthropoidal apes." 

"Oh, yes: Darwin," said Miss Triscoe, vaguely.  "Well, I'm glad he  doesn't give it up.  I didn't know but I was

holding out just because  I  had argued so much, and was doing it out ofopposition.  Goodnight!"  She called

her salutation gayly over her shoulder, and  Mrs. March watched  her gliding out of the saloon with a graceful

tilt  to humor the slight  roll of the ship, and a little lurch to correct  it, once or twice, and  wondered if Burnamy

was afraid of her; it  seemed to her that if she were  a young man she should not be afraid of  Miss Triscoe. 

The next morning, just after she had arranged herself in her  steamer  chair, he approached her, bowing and

smiling, with the first  of his many  bows and smiles for the day, and at the same time Miss  Triscoe came

toward her from the opposite direction.  She nodded  brightly to him, and  he gave her a bow and smile too; he

always had so  many of them to spare. 

"Here is your chair!"  Mrs. March called to her, drawing the shawl  out of  the chair next her own.  "Mr. March

is wandering about the ship  somewhere." 

"I'll keep it for him," said Miss Triscoe, and as Burnamy offered  to take  the shawl that hung in the hollow of

her arm, she let it slip  into his  hand with an "Oh; thank you," which seemed also a permission  for him to  wrap

it about her in the chair. 

He stood talking before the ladies, but he looked up and down the  promenade.  The pivotal girl showed herself

at the corner of the  music  room, as she had done the day before.  At first she revolved  there as if  she were

shedding her light on some one hidden round the  corner; then she  moved a few paces farther out and showed

herself more  obviously alone.  Clearly she was there for Burnamy to come and walk  with her; Mrs. March

could see that, and she felt that Miss Triscoe  saw it too.  She waited  for her to dismiss him to his flirtation; but

Miss Triscoe kept chatting  on, and he kept answering, and making no  motion to get away.  Mrs. March  began

to be as sorry for her as she  was ashamed for him.  Then she heard  him saying, "Would you like a  turn or

two?" and Miss Triscoe answering,  "Why, yes, thank you," and  promptly getting out of her chair as if the

pains they had both been  at to get her settled in it were all nothing. 

She had the composure to say, "You can leave your shawl with me,  Miss  Triscoe," and to receive her fervent,

"Oh, thank you," before  they sailed  off together, with inhuman indifference to the girl at the  corner of the

musicroom.  Then she sank into a kind of triumphal  collapse, from which  she roused herself to point her

husband to the  chair beside her when he  happened along. 

He chose to be perverse about her romance.  "Well, now, you had  better  let them alone.  Remember

Kendricks."  He meant one of their  young  friends whose loveaffair they had promoted till his happy

marriage left  them in lasting doubt of what they had done.  "My  sympathies are all with  the pivotal girl.

Hadn't she as much right to  him, for the time being,  or for good and all, as Miss Triscoe?" 

"That depends upon what you think of Burnamy." 


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"Well, I don't like to see a girl have a young man snatched away  from her  just when she's made sure of him.

How do you suppose she is  feeling  now?" 

"She isn't feeling at all.  She's letting her revolving light fall  upon  half a dozen other young men by this time,

collectively or  consecutively.  All that she wants to make sure of is that they're  young menor old  ones,

even." 

March laughed, but not altogether at what his wife said.  "I've  been  having a little talk with Papa Triscoe, in

the smokingroom." 

"You smell like it," said his wife, not to seem too eager: "Well?" 

"Well, Papa Triscoe seems to be in a pout.  He doesn't think things  are  going as they should in America.  He

hasn't been consulted, or if  he has,  his opinion hasn't been acted upon." 

"I think he's horrid," said Mrs. March.  "Who are they?" 

"I couldn't make out, and I couldn't ask.  But I'll tell you what I  think." 

"What?" 

"That there's no chance for, Burnamy.  He's taking his daughter out  to  marry her to a crowned head." 

XV.

It was this afternoon that the dance took place on the south  promenade.  Everybody came and looked, and the

circle around the  waltzers was three  or four deep.  Between the surrounding heads and  shoulders, the hats of

the young ladies wheeling and whirling, and the  faces of the men who were  wheeling and whirling them, rose

and sank  with the rhythm of their steps.  The space allotted to the dancing was  walled to seaward with canvas,

and  was prettily treated with German,  and American flags: it was hard to go  wrong with flags, Miss Triscoe

said, securing herself under Mrs. March's  wing. 

Where they stood they could see Burnamy's face, flashing and  flushing in  the dance; at the end of the first

piece he came to them,  and remained  talking and laughing till the music began again. 

"Don't you want to try it?" he asked abruptly of Miss Triscoe. 

"Isn't it ratherpublic?" she asked back. 

Mrs. March could feel the hand which the girl had put through her  arm  thrill with temptation; but Burnamy

could not. 

"Perhaps it is rather obvious," he said, and he made a long glide  over  the deck to the feet of the pivotal girl,

anticipating another  young man  who was rapidly advancing from the opposite quarter.  The  next moment her

hat and his face showed themselves in the necessary  proximity to each  other within the circle. 

"How well she dances!" said Miss Triscoe. 

"Do you think so?  She looks as if she had been wound up and set  going." 


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"She's very graceful," the girl persisted. 

The day ended with an entertainment in the saloon for one of the  marine  charities which address themselves

to the hearts and pockets of  passengers on all steamers.  There were recitations in English and  German, and

songs from several people who had kindly consented, and  ever  more piano performance.  Most of those who

took part were of the  race  gifted in art and finance; its children excelled in the music,  and its  fathers counted

the gatemoney during the last half of the  programme,  with an audible clinking of the silver on the table

before  them. 

Miss Triscoe was with her father, and Mrs. March was herself  chaperoned  by Mr. Burnamy: her husband had

refused to come to the  entertainment.  She hoped to leave Burnamy and Miss Triscoe together  before the

evening  ended; but Miss Triscoe merely stopped with her  father, in quitting the  saloon, to laugh at some

features of the  entertainment, as people who  take no part in such things do; Burnamy  stood up to exchange

some  unimpassioned words with her, and then they  said goodnight. 

The next morning, at five o'clock, the Norumbia came to anchor in  the  pretty harbor of Plymouth.  In the cool

early light the town lay  distinct  along the shore, quaint with its small English houses, and  stately with  come

public edifices of unknown function on the uplands;  a countryseat  of aristocratic aspect showed itself on one

of the  heights; on another  the tower of a country church peered over the  treetops; there were lines  of

fortifications, as peaceful, at their  distance, as the stone walls  dividing the green fields.  The very  ironclads

in the harbor close at  hand contributed to the amiable  gayety of the scene under the pale blue  English sky,

already broken  with clouds from which the flush of the  sunrise had not quite faded.  The breath of the land

came freshly out  over the water; one could  almost smell the grass and the leaves.  Gulls  wheeled and darted

over  the crisp water; the tones of the English voices  on the tender were  pleasant to the ear, as it fussed and

scuffled to the  ship's side.  A  few score of the passengers left her; with their baggage  they formed  picturesque

groups on the tender's deck, and they set out for  the  shore waving their hands and their handkerchiefs to the

friends they  left clustering along the rail of the Norumbia.  Mr. and Mrs. Leffers  bade March farewell, in the

final fondness inspired by his having  coffee  with them before they left the ship; they said they hated to  leave. 

The stop had roused everybody, and the breakfast tables were  promptly  filled, except such as the passengers

landing at Plymouth had  vacated;  these were stripped of their cloths, and the remaining  commensals placed  at

others.  The seats of the Lefferses were given to  March's old Ohio  friend and his wife.  He tried to engage them

in the  tally which began to  be general in the excitement of having touched  land; but they shyly held  aloof. 

Some English newspapers had come aboard from the tug, and there was  the  usual goodnatured adjustment

of the American selfsatisfaction,  among  those who had seen them, to the eversurprising fact that our

continent  is apparently of no interest to Europe.  There were some  meagre New York  stockmarket quotations

in the papers; a paragraph in  fine print  announced the lynching of a negro in Alabama; another  recorded a

coal  mining strike in Pennsylvania. 

"I always have to get used to it over again," said Kenby.  "This is  the  twentieth time I have been across, and

I'm just as much astonished  as I  was the first, to find out that they don't want to know anything  about us

here." 

"Oh," said March, "curiosity and the weather both come from the  west.  San Francisco wants to know about

Denver, Denver about Chicago,  Chicago  about New York, and New York about London; but curiosity never

travels  the other way any more than a hot wave or a cold wave." 

"Ah, but London doesn't care a rap about Vienna," said Kenby. 

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Triscoe was fiercely chewing a morsel, as if in haste to take part  in the  discussion.  He gulped it, and broke

out.  "Why should they  care about  us, anyway?" 

March lightly ventured, "Oh, men and brothers, you know." 

"That isn't sufficient ground.  The Chinese are men and brothers;  so are  the SouthAmericans and

CentralAfricans, and Hawaiians; but  we're not  impatient for the latest news about them.  It's civilization  that

interests civilization." 

"I hope that fact doesn't leave us out in the cold with the  barbarians?"  Burnamy put in, with a smile. 

"Do you think we are civilized?" retorted the other. 

"We have that superstition in Chicago," said Burnamy.  He added,  still  smiling, "About the NewYorkers, I

mean." 

"You're more superstitious in Chicago than I supposed.  New York is  an  anarchy, tempered by vigilance

committees." 

"Oh, I don't think you can say that," Kenby cheerfully protested,  "since  the Reformers came in.  Look at our

streets!" 

"Yes, our streets are clean, for the time being, and when we look  at them  we think we have made a clean

sweep in our manners and morals.  But how  long do you think it will be before Tammany will be in the  saddle

again?" 

"Oh, never in the world!" said the optimistic head of the table. 

"I wish I had your faith; or I should if I didn't feel that it is  one of  the things that help to establish Tammanys

with us.  You will  see our  Tammany in power after the next election."  Kenby laughed in a  large  hearted

incredulity; and his laugh was like fuel to the other's  flame.  "New York is politically a mediaeval Italian

republic, and it's  morally a  frontier miningtown.  Socially it's" He stopped as if he  could not say  what. 

"I think it's a place where you have a very nice time, papa," said  his  daughter, and Burnamy smiled with her;

not because he knew  anything about  it. 

Her father went on as if he had not heard her.  "It's as vulgar and  crude  as money can make it.  Nothing counts

but money, and as soon as  there's  enough, it counts for everything.  In less than a year you'll  have  Tammany

in power; it won't be more than a year till you'll have  it in  society." 

"Oh no! Oh no! " came from Kenby.  He did not care much for  society, but  he vaguely respected it as the

stronghold of the  proprieties and the  amenities. 

"Isn't society a good place for Tammany to be in?" asked March in  the  pause Triscoe let follow upon Kenby's

laugh. 

"There's no reason why it shouldn't be.  Society is as bad as all  the  rest of it.  And what New York is,

politically, morally, and  socially,  the whole country wishes to be and tries to be." 

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"Well," said Kenby at last, "it's a good thing there are so many  lines to  Europe.  We've still got the right to

emigrate." 

"Yes, but even there we don't escape the abuse of our infamous  newspapers  for exercising a man's right to

live where he chooses.  And  there is no  country in Europeexcept Turkey, or Spainthat isn't a  better home

for  an honest man than the United States." 

The Ohioan had once before cleared his throat as if he were going  to  speak.  Now, he leaned far enough

forward to catch Triscoe's eve,  and  said, slowly and distinctly: "I don't know just what reason you  have to  feel

as you do about the country.  I feel differently about it  myself  perhaps because I fought for it." 

At first, the others were glad of this arrogance; it even seemed an  answer; but Burnamy saw Miss Triscoe's

cheek, flush, and then he  doubted  its validity. 

Triscoe nervously crushed a biscuit in his hand, as if to expend a  violent impulse upon it.  He said, coldly, "I

was speaking from that  standpoint." 

The Ohioan shrank back in his seat, and March felt sorry for him,  though  he had put himself in the wrong.

His old hand trembled beside  his plate,  and his head shook, while his lips formed silent words; and  his shy

wife  was sharing his pain and shame. 

Kenby began to talk about the stop which the Norumbia was to make  at  Cherbourg, and about what hour the

next day they should all be in  Cuxhaven.  Miss Triscoe said they had never come on the Hanseatic Line

before, and asked several questions.  Her father did not speak again,  and  after a little while he rose without

waiting for her to make the  move  from table; he had punctiliously deferred to her hitherto.  Eltwin rose  at the

same time, and March feared that he might be going  to provoke  another defeat, in some way. 

Eltwin lifted his voice, and said, trying to catch Triscoe's eye,  "I  think I ought to beg your pardon, sir.  I do

beg your pardon." 

March perceived that Eltwin wished to make the offer of his  reparation as  distinct as his aggression had been;

and now he quaked  for Triscoe, whose  daughter he saw glance apprehensively at her father  as she swayed

aside  to let the two men come together. 

"That is all right, Colonel" 

"Major," Eltwin conscientiously interposed. 

"Major," Triscoe bowed; and he put out his hand and grasped the  hand  which had been tremulously rising

toward him.  "There can't be  any doubt  of what we did, no matter what we've got." 

"No, no!"  said the other, eagerly.  "That was what I meant, sir.  I  don't think as you do; but I believe that a man

who helped to save  the  country has a right to think what he pleases about it." 

Triscoe said, "That is all right, my dear sir.  May I ask your  regiment?" 

The Marches let the old fellows walk away together, followed by the  wife  of the one and the daughter of the

other.  They saw the young  girl making  some graceful overtures of speech to the elder woman as  they went. 

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"Well, I don't know.  It was a little too dramatic, wasn't it?  It  wasn't  what I should have expected of real life." 

"Oh, you spoil everything!  If that's the spirit you're going  through  Europe in!" 

"It isn't.  As soon as I touch European soil I shall reform." 

XVI.

That was not the first time General Triscoe had silenced question  of his  opinions with the argument he had

used upon Eltwin, though he  was seldom  able to use it so aptly.  He always found that people  suffered, his

belief in our national degeneration much more readily  when they knew that  he had left a diplomatic position

in Europe (he  had gone abroad as  secretary of a minor legation) to come home and  fight for the Union.  Some

millions of other men had gone into the war  from the varied motives  which impelled men at that time; but he

was  aware that he had  distinction, as a man of property and a man of  family, in doing so.  His  family had

improved as time passed, and it  was now so old that back of  his grandfather it was lost in antiquity.  This

ancestor had retired from  the sea and become a merchant in his  native Rhode Island port, where his  son

established himself as a  physician, and married the daughter of a  former slavetrader whose  social position

was the highest in the place;  Triscoe liked to mention  his maternal grandfather when he wished a  listener to

realize just how  anomalous his part in a war against slavery  was; it heightened the  effect of his pose. 

He fought gallantly through the war, and he was brevetted  Brigadier  General at the close.  With this honor,

and with the wound  which caused  an almost imperceptible limp in his gait, he won the  heart of a rich New

York girl, and her father set him up in a  business, which was not long in  going to pieces in his hands.  Then

the young couple went to live in  Paris, where their daughter was born,  and where the mother died when the

child was ten years old.  A little  later his fatherinlaw died, and  Triscoe returned to New York, where  he

found the fortune which his  daughter had inherited was much less  than he somehow thought he had a  right to

expect. 

The income from her fortune was enough to live on, and he did not  go back  to Paris, where, in fact, things

were not so much to his mind  under the  Republic as they had been under the Second Empire.  He was  still

willing  to do something for his country, however, and he allowed  his name to be  used on a citizen's ticket in

his district; but his  provisionman was  sent to Congress instead.  Then he retired to Rhode  Island and

attempted  to convert his shore property into a  wateringplace; but after being  attractively plotted and laid out

with  streets and sidewalks, it allured  no one to build on it except the  birds and the chipmonks, and he came

back to New York, where his  daughter had remained in school. 

One of her maternal aunts made her a comingout tea, after she left  school; and she entered upon a series of

dinners, dances, theatre  parties, and receptions of all kinds; but the tide of fairy gold  pouring  through her

fingers left no engagementring on them.  She had  no duties,  but she seldom got out of humor with her

pleasures; she had  some odd  tastes of her own, and in a society where none but the most  serious books  were

ever seriously mentioned she was rather fond of  good ones, and had  romantic ideas of a life that she vaguely

called  bohemian.  Her character  was never tested by anything more trying than  the fear that her father  might

take her abroad to live; he had taken  her abroad several times for  the summer. 

The dreaded trial did not approach for several years after she had  ceased  to be a bud; and then it came when

her father was again willing  to serve  his country in diplomacy, either at the Hague, or at  Brussels, or even at

Berne.  Reasons of political geography prevented  his appointment  anywhere, but General Triscoe having

arranged his  affairs for going  abroad on the mission he had expected, decided to go  without it.  He was  really

very fit for both of the offices he had  sought, and so far as a  man can deserve public place by public  service,

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well have reached  the bottom of his nature. 

His daughter had begun to divine him at the early age when parents  suppose themselves still to be mysteries

to their children.  She did  not  think it necessary ever to explain him to others; perhaps she  would not  have

found it possible; and now after she parted from Mrs.  Eltwin and  went to sit down beside Mrs. March she did

not refer to her  father.  She  said how sweet she had found the old lady from Ohio; and  what sort of  place did

Mrs. March suppose it was where Mrs. Eltwin  lived?  They seemed  to have everything there, like any place.

She had  wanted to ask Mrs.  Eltwin if they sat on their steps; but she had not  quite dared. 

Burnamy came by, slowly, and at Mrs. March's suggestion he took one  of  the chairs on her other side, to help

her and Miss Triscoe look at  the  Channel Islands and watch the approach of the steamer to  Cherbourg, where

the Norumbia was to land again.  The young people  talked across Mrs.  March to each other, and said how

charming the  islands were, in their  graygreen insubstantiality, with valleys  furrowing them far inward, like

airy clefts in low banks of clouds.  It seemed all the nicer not to know  just which was which; but when  the

ship drew nearer to Cherbourg, he  suggested that they could see  better by going round to the other side of  the

ship.  Miss Triscoe, as  at the other times when she had gone off with  Burnamy, marked her  allegiance, to Mrs.

March by leaving a wrap with her. 

Every one was restless in breaking with the old life at sea.  There  had  been an equal unrest when the ship first

sailed; people had first  come  aboard in the demoralization of severing their ties with home,  and they  shrank

from forming others.  Then the charm of the idle,  eventless life  grew upon them, and united them in a fond

reluctance  from the inevitable  end. 

Now that the beginning of the end had come, the pangs of  disintegration  were felt in all the

oncemorerepellant particles.  Burnamy and Miss  Triscoe, as they hung upon the rail, owned to each  other

that they hated  to have the voyage over.  They had liked leaving  Plymouth and being at  sea again; they wished

that they need not be  reminded of another  debarkation by the energy of the crane in hoisting  the Cherbourg

baggage  from the hold. 

They approved of the picturesqueness of three French vessels of war  that  passed, dragging their kraken

shapes low through the level water.  At  Cherbourg an emotional French tender came out to the ship, very

different  in her clamorous voices and excited figures from the steady  selfcontrol  of the English tender at

Plymouth; and they thought the  French  fortifications much more on show than the English had been.  Nothing

marked their youthful date so much to the Marches, who  presently joined  them, as their failure to realize that

in this  peaceful sea the great  battle between the Kearsarge and the Alabama  was fought.  The elder  couple

tried to affect their imaginations with  the fact which reanimated  the spectre of a dreadful war for  themselves;

but they had to pass on  and, leave the young people  unmoved. 

Mrs. March wondered if they noticed the debarkation of the pivotal  girl,  whom she saw standing on the deck

of the tender, with her hands  at her  waist, and giving now this side and now that side of her face  to the  young

men waving their hats to her from the rail of the ship.  Burnamy  was not of their number, and he seemed not

to know that the  girl was  leaving him finally to Miss Triscoe.  If Miss Triscoe knew it  she did  nothing the

whole of that long, last afternoon to profit by  the fact.  Burnamy spent a great part of it in the chair beside

Mrs.  March, and he  showed an intolerable resignation to the girl's absence. 

"Yes," said March, taking the place Burnamy left at last, "that  terrible  patience of youth!" 

"Patience?  Folly!  Stupidity!  They ought to be together every  instant!  Do they suppose that life is full of such

chances?  Do they  think that  fate has nothing to do but" 

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"Yes!  It's their one chance in a lifetime, probably." 

"Then you've quite decided that they're in love?"  He sank  comfortably  back, and put up his weary legs on the

chair's extension  with the  conviction that love had no such joy as that to offer. 

"I've decided that they're intensely interested in each other." 

"Then what more can we ask of them?  And why do you care what they  do or  don't do with their chance?  Why

do you wish their love well, if  it's  that?  Is marriage such a very certain good?" 

"It isn't all that it might be, but it's all that there is.  What  would  our lives have been without it?" she retorted. 

"Oh, we should have got on.  It's such a tremendous risk that we,  ought  to go round begging people to think

twice, to count a hundred,  or a  nonillion, before they fall in love to the marryingpoint.  I  don't mind  their

flirting; that amuses them; but marrying is a  different thing.  I doubt if Papa Triscoe would take kindly to the

notion of a soninlaw  he hadn't selected himself, and his daughter  doesn't strike me as a young  lady who

has any wisdom to throw away on  a choice.  She has her little  charm; her little gift of beauty, of  grace, of

spirit, and the other  things that go with her age and sex;  but what could she do for a fellow  like Burnamy,

who has his way to  make, who has the ladder of fame to  climb, with an old mother at the  bottom of it to look

after?  You  wouldn't want him to have an eye on  Miss Triscoe's money, even if she had  money, and I doubt if

she has  much.  It's all very pretty to have a girl  like her fascinated with a  youth of his simple traditions; though

Burnamy  isn't altogether  pastoral in his ideals, and he looks forward to a place  in the very  world she belongs

to.  I don't think it's for us to promote  the  affair." 

"Well, perhaps you're right," she sighed.  "I will let them alone  from  this out.  Thank goodness, I shall not have

them under my eyes  very  long." 

"Oh, I don't think there's any harm done yet," said her husband,  with a  laugh. 

At dinner there seemed so little harm of the kind he meant that she  suffered from an illogical disappointment.

The young people got  through  the meal with no talk that seemed inductive; Burnamy left the  table  first, and

Miss Triscoe bore his going without apparent  discouragement;  she kept on chatting with March till his wife

took him  away to their  chairs on deck. 

There were a few more ships in sight than there were in midocean;  but  the late twilight thickened over the

North Sea quite like the  night after  they left New York, except that it was colder; and their  hearts turned to

their children, who had been in abeyance for the week  past, with a  remorseful pang.  "Well, she said, "I wish

we were going  to be in New  York tomorrow, instead of Hamburg." 

"Oh, no! Oh, no!" he protested.  "Not so bad as that, my dear.  This is  the last night, and it's hard to manage, as

the last night  always is.  I  suppose the last night on earth" 

"Basil!" she implored. 

"Well, I won't, then.  But what I want is to see a Dutch lugger.  I've  never seen a Dutch lugger, and" 

She suddenly pressed his arm, and in obedience to the signal he was  silent; though it seemed afterwards that

he ought to have gone on  talking  as if he did not see Burnamy and Miss Triscoe swinging slowly  by.  They

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"Now," Mrs. March whispered, long after they were out of hearing,  "let us  go instantly.  I wouldn't for worlds

have them see us here  when they get  found again.  They would feel that they had to stop and  speak, and that

would spoil everything.  Come! 

XVII.

Burnamy paused in a flow of autobiography, and modestly waited for  Miss  Triscoe's prompting.  He had not

to wait long. 

"And then, how soon did you think of printing your things in a  book?" 

"Oh, about as soon as they began to take with the public." 

"How could you tell that they weretaking?" 

"They were copied into other papers, and people talked about them." 

"And that was what made Mr. Stoller want you to be his secretary?" 

"I don't believe it was.  The theory in the office was that he  didn't  think much of them; but he knows I can

write shorthand, and put  things  into shape." 

"What things?" 

"Ohideas.  He has a notion of trying to come forward in politics.  He  owns shares in everything but the

United States Senategas,  electricity,  railroads, aldermen, newspapersand now he would like  some

Senate.  That's what I think." 

She did not quite understand, and she was far from knowing that  this  cynic humor expressed a deadlier

pessimism than her father's  fiercest  accusals of the country.  "How fascinating it is!"  she said,  innocently. 

"And I suppose they all envy your coming out?" 

"In the office?" 

"Yes.  I should envy, themstaying." 

Burnamy laughed.  "I don't believe they envy me.  It won't be all  roses  for methey know that.  But they know

that I can take care of  myself if  it isn't."  He remembered something one of his friends in  the office had  said of

the painful surprise the Bird of Prey would  feel if he ever tried  his beak on him in the belief that he was soft. 

She abruptly left the mere personal question.  "And which would you  rather write: poems or those kind of

sketches?" 

"I don't know," said Burnamy, willing to talk of himself on any  terms.  "I suppose that prose is the thing for

our time, rather more;  but there  are things you can't say in prose.  I used to write a great  deal of verse  in

college; but I didn't have much luck with editors  till Mr. March took  this little piece for 'Every Other Week'." 

"Little?  I thought it was a long poem!" 


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Burnamy laughed at the notion.  "It's only eight lines." 

"Oh!" said the girl.  "What is it about?" 

He yielded to the temptation with a weakness which he found  incredible in  a person of his make.  "I can

repeat it if you won't  give me away to Mrs.  March." 

"Oh, no indeed!"  He said the lines over to her very simply and  well."  They are beautifulbeautiful!" 

"Do you think so?" he gasped, in his joy at her praise. 

"Yes, lovely.  Do you know, you are the first literary manthe  only  literary manI ever talked with.  They

must go outsomewhere!  Papa  must meet them at his clubs.  But I never do; and so I'm making  the most  of

you." 

"You can't make too much of me, Miss Triscoe," said Burnamy. 

She would not mind his mocking.  "That day you spoke about 'The  Maiden  Knight', don't you know, I had

never heard any talk about books  in that  way.  I didn't know you were an author then." 

"Well, I'm not much of an author now," he said, cynically, to  retrieve  his folly in repeating his poem to her. 

"Oh, that will do for you to say.  But I know what Mrs. March  thinks." 

He wished very much to know what Mrs. March thought, too; 'Every  Other  Week' was such a very good

place that he could not  conscientiously  neglect any means of having his work favorably  considered there; if

Mrs.  March's interest in it would act upon her  husband, ought not he to know  just how much she thought of

him as a  writer?  "Did she like the poem." 

Miss Triscoe could not recall that Mrs. March had said anything  about the  poem, but she launched herself

upon the general current of  Mrs. March's  liking for Burnamy.  "But it wouldn't do to tell you all  she said!"

This was not what he hoped, but be was richly content when  she returned  to his personal history.  "And you

didn't know any one  when, you went up  to Chicago from" 

"Tippecanoe?  Not exactly that.  I wasn't acquainted with any one  in the  office, but they had printed

somethings of mine, and they were  willing to  let me try my hand.  That was all I could ask." 

"Of course!  You knew you could do the rest.  Well, it is like a  romance.  A woman couldn't have such an

adventure as that!" sighed the  girl. 

"But women do!" Burnamy retorted.  "There is a girl writing on the  paper  nowshe's going to do the literary

notices while I'm gonewho  came to  Chicago from Ann Arbor, with no more chance than I had, and  who's

made  her way singlehanded from interviewing up." 

"Oh," said Miss Triscoe, with a distinct drop in her enthusiasm.  "Is she nice?" 

"She's mighty clever, and she's nice enough, too, though the kind  of  journalism that women do isn't the most

dignified.  And she's one  of the  best girls I know, with lots of sense." 

"It must be very interesting," said Miss Triscoe, with little  interest in  the way she said it.  "I suppose you're

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"On the paper?" 

"Yes." 

"Well, some of us know one another, in the office, but most of us  don't.  There's quite a regiment of people on

a big paper.  If you'd  like to come  out," Burnamy ventured, "perhaps you could get the  Woman's Page to do." 

"What's that?" 

"Oh, fashion; and personal gossip about society leaders; and  recipes for  dishes and diseases; and

correspondence on points of  etiquette." 

He expected her to shudder at the notion, but she merely asked, "Do  women  write it?" 

He laughed reminiscently.  "Well, not always.  We had one man who  used to  do it beautifullywhen he was

sober.  The department hasn't  had any  permanent head since." 

He was sorry he had said this, but it did not seem to shock her,  and no  doubt she had not taken it in fully.  She

abruptly left the  subject.  "Do you know what time we really get in tomorrow?" 

"About one, I believethere's a consensus of stewards to that  effect,  anyway."  After a pause he asked, "Are

you likely to be in  Carlsbad?" 

"We are going to Dresden, first, I believe.  Then we may go on down  to  Vienna.  But nothing is settled, yet." 

"Are you going direct to Dresden?" 

"I don't know.  We may stay in Hamburg a day or two." 

"I've got to go straight to Carlsbad.  There's a sleepingcar that  will  get me there by morning: Mr. Stoller likes

zeal.  But I hope  you'll let  me be of use to you any way I can, before we part  tomorrow." 

"You're very kind.  You've been very good alreadyto papa."  He  protested that he had not been at all good.

"But he's used to taking  care of himself on the other side.  Oh, it's this side, now!" 

"So it is!  How strange that seems!  It's actually Europe.  But as  long  as we're at sea, we can't realize it.  Don't

you hate to have  experiences  slip through your fingers?" 

"I don't know.  A girl doesn't have many experiences of her own;  they're  always other people's." 

This affected Burnamy as so profound that he did not question its  truth.  He only suggested, "Well; sometimes

they make other people have  the  experiences." 

Whether Miss Triscoe decided that this was too intimate or not she  left  the question.  "Do you understand

German?" 

"A little.  I studied it at college, and I've cultivated a sort of  beer  garden German in Chicago.  I can ask for

things." 

"I can't, except in French, and that's worse than English, in  Germany,  I hear." 


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"Then you must let me be your interpreter up to the last moment.  Will  you?" 

She did not answer.  "It must be rather late, isn't it?" she asked.  He  let her see his watch, and she said, "Yes,

it's very late," and  led the  way within.  "I must look after my packing; papa's always so  prompt, and  I must

justify myself for making him let me give up my  maid when we left  home; we expect to get one in Dresden.

Goodnight!" 

Burnamy looked after her drifting down their corridor, and wondered  whether it would have been a fit return

for her expression of a sense  of  novelty in him as a literary man if he had told her that she was  the  first young

lady he had known who had a maid.  The fact awed him;  Miss  Triscoe herself did not awe him so much. 

XVIII.

The next morning was merely a transitional period, full of turmoil  and  disorder, between the broken life of

the sea and the untried life  of the  shore.  No one attempted to resume the routine of the voyage.  People  went

and came between their rooms and the saloons and the  decks, and were  no longer careful to take their own

steamer chairs  when they sat down for  a moment. 

In the cabins the berths were not made up, and those who remained  below  had to sit on their hard edges, or on

the sofas, which were  cumbered  with, handbags and rolls of shawls.  At an early hour after  breakfast  the

bedroom stewards began to get the steamer trunks out and  pile them in  the corridors; the servants all became

more caressingly  attentive; and  people who had left off settling the amount of the fees  they were going  to

give, anxiously conferred together.  The question  whether you ought  ever to give the head steward anything

pressed  crucially at the early  lunch, and Kenby brought only a partial relief  by saying that he always  regarded

the head steward as an officer of  the ship.  March made the  experiment of offering him six marks, and  the

head steward took them  quite as if he were not an officer of the  ship.  He also collected a  handsome fee for the

music, which is the  tax levied on all German ships  beyond the tolls exacted on the  steamers of other nations. 

After lunch the flat shore at Cuxhaven was so near that the summer  cottages of the little wateringplace

showed through the warm drizzle  much like the summer cottages of our own shore, and if it had not been  for

the strange, low sky, the Americans might easily have fancied  themselves at home again. 

Every one waited on foot while the tender came out into the stream  where  the Norumbia had dropped anchor.

People who had brought their  hand  baggage with them from their rooms looked so much safer with it  that

people who had left theirs to their stewards had to go back and  pledge  them afresh not to forget it.  The tender

came alongside, and  the  transfer of the heavy trunks began, but it seemed such an endless  work  that every one

sat down in some other's chair.  At last the  trunks were  all on the tender, and the bareheaded stewards began to

run down the  gangways with the handbaggage.  "Is this Hoboken?" March  murmured in his  wife's ear, with a

bewildered sense of something in  the scene like the  reversed action of the kinematograph. 

On the deck of the tender there was a brief moment of reunion among  the  companions of the voyage, the

more intimate for their being  crowded  together under cover from the drizzle which now turned into a  dashing

rain.  Burnamy's smile appeared, and then Mrs. March  recognized Miss  Triscoe and her father in their travel

dress; they  were not far from  Burnamy's smile, but he seemed rather to have charge  of the Eltwins, whom  he

was helping look after their bags and bundles.  Rose Adding was  talking with Kenby, and apparently asking

his opinion  of something; Mrs.  Adding sat near them tranquilly enjoying her son. 

Mrs. March made her husband identify their baggage, large and  small, and  after he had satisfied her, he

furtively satisfied himself  by a fresh  count that it was all there.  But he need not have taken  the trouble;  their

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anxiety, whose  like he must have  been very tired of.  He brought their handbags into  the customsroom at  the

station where they landed; and there took a  last leave and a last fee  with unexpected cordiality. 

Again their companionship suffered eclipse in the distraction which  the  customs inspectors of all countries

bring to travellers; and again  they  were united during the long delay in the waitingroom, which was  also the

restaurant.  It was full of strange noises and figures and  odorsthe  shuffling of feet, the clash of crockery, the

explosion of  nervous German  voices, mixed with the smell of beer and ham, and the  smoke of cigars.

Through it all pierced the wail of a postman standing  at the door with a  letter in his hand and calling out at

regular  intervals, "Krahnay,  Krahnay!  "When March could bear it no longer he  went up to him and  shouted,

"Crane! Crane!" and the man bowed  gratefully, and began to cry,  "Kren! Kren!"  But whether Mr. Crane got

his letter or not, he never  knew. 

People were swarming at the window of the telegraphoffice, and  sending  home cablegrams to announce

their safe arrival; March could  not forbear  cabling to his son, though he felt it absurd.  There was a  great deal

of  talking, but no laughing, except among the Americans,  and the girls  behind the bar who tried to

understand, what they  wanted, and then served  them with what they chose for them.  Otherwise  the Germans,

though  voluble, were unsmiling, and here on the threshold  of their empire the  travellers had their first hint of

the anxious  mood which seems habitual  with these amiable people. 

Mrs. Adding came screaming with glee to March where he sat with his  wife,  and leaned over her son to ask,

"Do you know what lesemajesty  is?  Rose  is afraid I've committed it!" 

"No, I don't," said March.  "But it's the unpardonable sin.  What  have  you been doing?" 

"I asked the official at the door when our train would start, and  when he  said at half past three, I said, 'How

tiresome!' Rose says the  railroads  belong to the state here, and that if I find fault with the  timetable,  it's

constructive censure of the Emperor, and that's  lesemajesty."  She  gave way to her mirth, while the boy

studied  March's face with an  appealing smile. 

"Well, I don't think you'll be arrested this time, Mrs. Adding; but  I  hope it will be a warning to Mrs. March.

She's been complaining of  the  coffee." 

"Indeed I shall say what I like," said Mrs. March.  "I'm an  American." 

"Well, you'll find you're a German, if you like to say anything  disagreeable about the coffee in the restaurant

of the Emperor's  railroad  station; the first thing you know I shall be given three  months on your  account." 

Mrs. Adding asked: "Then they won't punish ladies?  There, Rose!  I'm  safe, you see; and you're still a minor,

though you are so wise  for your  years." 

She went back to her table, where Kenby came and sat down by her. 

"I don't know that I quite like her playing on that sensitive  child,",  said Mrs. March.  "And you've joined with

her in her joking.  Go and  speak, to him!" 

The boy was slowly following his mother, with his head fallen.  March  overtook him, and he started nervously

at the touch of a hand  on his  shoulder, and then looked gratefully up into the man's face.  March tried  to tell

him what the crime of lesemajesty was, and he  said: "Oh, yes.  I understood that.  But I got to thinking; and I

don't  want my mother to  take any risks." 

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"Not now, please!" the boy entreated. 

"Well, I'll find another chance," March assented.  He looked round  and  caught a smiling nod from Burnamy,

who was still with the Eltwins;  the  Triscoes were at a table by themselves; Miss Triseoe nodded too,  but her

father appeared not to see March.  "It's all right, with  Rose," he said,  when he sat down again by his wife; "but

I guess it's  all over with  Burnamy," and he told her what he had seen.  "Do you  think it came to any

displeasure between them last night?  Do you  suppose he offered himself,  and she" 

"What nonsense! " said Mrs. March, but she was not at peace.  "It's  her  father who's keeping her away from

him." 

"I shouldn't mind that.  He's keeping her away from us, too."  But  at  that moment Miss Triscoe as if she had

followed his return from  afar,  came over to speak to his wife.  She said they were going on to  Dresden  that

evening, and she was afraid they might have no chance to  see each  other on the train or in Hamburg.  March,

at this advance,  went to speak  with her father; he found him no more reconciled to  Europe than America. 

"They're Goths," he said of the Germans.  "I could hardly get that  stupid  brute in the telegraphoffice to take

my despatch." 

On his way back to his wife March met Miss Triscoe; he was not  altogether  surprised to meet Burnamy with

her, now.  The young fellow  asked if he  could be of any use to him, and then he said he would look  him up in

the  train.  He seemed in a hurry, but when he walked away  with Miss Triscoe  he did not seem in a hurry. 

March remarked upon the change to his wife, and she sighed, "Yes,  you can  see that as far as they're

concerned." 

"It's a great pity that there should be parents to complicate these  affairs," he said.  "How simple it would be if

there were no parties  to  them but the lovers!  But nature is always insisting upon fathers  and  mothers, and

families on both sides." 

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The long train which they took at last was for the Norumbia's  people  alone, and it was of several transitional

and tentative types  of cars.  Some were still the old coachbody carriages; but most were  of a strange  corridor

arrangement, with the aide at the aide, and the  seats crossing  from it, with compartments sometimes rising to

the  roof, and sometimes  rising halfway.  No two cars seemed quite alike,  but all were very  comfortable; and

when the train began to run out  through the little sea  side town into the country, the old delight of  foreign

travel began.  Most of the houses were little and low and gray,  with ivy or flowering  vines covering their walls

to their browntiled  roofs; there was here and  there a touch of Northern Gothic in the  architecture; but usually

where  it was pretentious it was in the  mansard taste, which was so bad with us  a generation ago, and is still

very bad in Cuxhaven. 

The fields, flat and wide, were dotted with familiar shapes of  Holstein  cattle, herded by little girls, with their

hair in yellow  pigtails.  The  gray, stormy sky hung low, and broke in fitful rains;  but perhaps for the  inclement

season of midsummer it was not very  cold.  Flowers were  blooming along the embankments and in the rank

green fields with a dogged  energy; in the various distances were  groups of trees embowering cottages  and

even villages, and always  along the ditches and watercourses were  double lines of low willows.  At the first

stop the train made, the  passengers flocked to the  refreshmentbooth, prettily arranged beside the  station,

where the  abundance of the cherries and strawberries gave proof  that vegetation  was in other respects

superior to the elements.  But it  was not of the  profusion of the sausages, and the ham which openly in  slices


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or  covertly in sandwiches claimed its primacy in the German  affections;  every form of this was flanked by

tall glasses of beer. 

A number of the natives stood by and stared unsmiling at the train,  which  had broken out in a rash of little

American flags at every  window.  This  boyish display, which must have made the Americans  themselves

laugh, if  their sense of humor had not been lost in their  impassioned patriotism,  was the last expression of

unity among the  Norumbia's passengers, and  they met no more in their seasolidarity.  Of their table

acquaintance  the Marches saw no one except Burnamy,  who came through the train looking  for them.  He said

he was in one of  the rear cars with the Eltwins, and  was going to Carlsbad with them in  the sleepingcar train

leaving Hamburg  at seven.  He owned to having  seen the Triscoes since they had left  Cuxhaven; Mrs. March

would not  suffer herself to ask him whether they  were in the same carriage with  the Eltwins.  He had got a

letter from  Mr. Stoller at Cuxhaven, and he  begged the Marches to let him engage  rooms for them at the hotel

where  he was going to stay with him. 

After they reached Hamburg they had flying glimpses of him and of  others  in the odious rivalry to get their

baggage examined first which  seized  upon all, and in which they no longer knew one another, but  selfishly

struggled for the goodwill of porters and inspectors.  There was really  no such haste; but none could govern

themselves  against the general  frenzy.  With the porter he secured March  conspired and perspired to win  the

attention of a cold but not  unkindly inspector.  The officer opened  one trunk, and after a glance  at it marked

all as passed, and then there  ensued a heroic strife with  the porter as to the pieces which were to go  to the

Berlin station for  their journey next day, and the pieces which  were to go to the hotel  overnight.  At last the

division was made; the  Marches got into a cab  of the first class; and the porter, crimson and  steaming at every

pore  from the physical and intellectual strain, went  back into the station. 

They had got the number of their cab from the policeman who stands  at the  door of all large German stations

and supplies the traveller  with a  metallic check for the sort of vehicle he demands.  They were  not proud,  but

it seemed best not to risk a secondclass cab in a  strange city, and  when their firstclass cab came creaking

and limping  out of the rank,  they saw how wise they had been, if one of the second  class could have  been

worse. 

As they rattled away from the station they saw yet another kind of  turnout, which they were destined to see

more and more in the German  lands.  It was that team of a woman harnessed with a dog to a cart  which  the

women of no other country can see without a sense of  personal insult.  March tried to take the humorous view,

and complained  that they had not  been offered the choice of such an equipage by the  policeman, but his  wife

would not be amused.  She said that no country  which suffered such a  thing could be truly civilized, though he

made  her observe that no city  in the world, except Boston or Brooklyn, was  probably so thoroughly  trolleyed

as Hamburg.  The hum of the electric  car was everywhere, and  everywhere the shriek of the wires overhead;

batlike flights of  connecting plates traversed all the perspectives  through which they drove  to the pleasant

little hotel they had chosen. 

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On one hand their windows looked toward a basin of the Elbe, where  stately white swans were sailing; and

on the other to the new  Rathhaus,  over the trees that deeply shaded the perennial mud of a  cold, dim public

garden, where waterproof old women and impervious  nurses sat, and  children played in the long twilight of

the sour,  rainsoaked summer of  the fatherland.  It was all picturesque, and  withindoors there was the

novelty of the meagre carpets and stalwart  furniture of the Germans, and  their beds, which after so many ages

of  AngloSaxon satire remain  immutably preposterous.  They are apparently  imagined for the stature of

sleepers who have shortened as they  broadened; their pillows are  triangularly shaped to bring the chin  tight

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from a thick substratum  of cotton coverlet, neatly buttoned  into the upper sheet, with the  effect of a portly

waistcoat. 

The hotel was illumined by the kindly splendor of the uniformed  portier,  who had met the travellers at the

door, like a glowing vision  of the  past, and a friendly air diffused itself through the whole  house.  At the

dinner, which, if not so cheap as they had somehow  hoped, was by no means  bad, they took counsel with the

Englishspeaking waiter as to what  entertainment Hamburg could offer  for the evening, and by the time they

had drunk their coffee they had  courage for the Circus Renz, which seemed  to be all there was. 

The conductor of the trolleycar, which they hailed at the street  corner,  stopped it and got off the platform,

and stood in the street  until they  were safely aboard, without telling them to step lively, or  pulling them  up

the steps; or knuckling them in the back to make them  move forward.  He let them get fairly seated before be

started the car,  and so lost the  fun of seeing them lurch and stagger violently, and  wildly clutch each  other for

support.  The Germans have so little  sense of humor that  probably no one in the car would have been amused

to see the strangers  flung upon the floor.  No one apparently found it  droll that the  conductor should touch his

cap to them when he asked  for their fare; no  one smiled at their efforts to make him understand  where they

wished to  go, and he did not wink at the other passengers  in trying to find out.  Whenever the car stopped he

descended first,  and did not remount till the  dismounting passenger had taken time to  get well away from it.

When the  Marches got into the wrong car in  coming home, and were carried beyond  their street, the

conductor would  not take their fare. 

The kindly civility which environed them went far to alleviate the  inclemency of the climate; it began to rain

as soon as they left the  shelter of the car, but a citizen of whom they asked the nearest way  to  the Circus Renz

was so anxious to have them go aright that they did  not  mind the wet, and the thought of his goodness

embittered March's  self  reproach for undertipping the sort of gorgeous heyduk, with a  staff like  a

drummajor's, who left his place at the circus door to  get their  tickets.  He brought them back with a

magnificent bow, and  was then as  visibly disappointed with the share of the change returned  to him as a  child

would have been. 

They went to their places with the sting of his disappointment  rankling  in their hearts.  "One ought always to

overpay them," March  sighed, "and  I will do it from this time forth; we shall not be much  the poorer for  it.

That heyduk is not going to get off with less than  a mark when we  come out."  As an earnest of his good faith

he gave the  old man who  showed them to their box a tip that made him bow double,  and he bought  every

conceivable libretto and playbill offered him at  prices fixed by  his remorse. 

"One ought to do it," he said.  "We are of the quality of good  geniuses  to these poor souls; we are Fortune in

disguise; we are money  found in  the road.  It is an accursed system, but they are more its  victims than  we."

His wife quite agreed with him, and with the same  good conscience  between them they gave themselves up to

the pure joy  which the circus,  of all modern entertainments, seems alone to  inspire.  The house was full  from

floor to roof when they came ins and  every one was intent upon the  two Spanish clowns, LuiLui and

Soltamontes, whose drolleries spoke the  universal language of circus  humor, and needed no translation into

either  German or English.  They  had missed by an event or two the more patriotic  attraction of "Miss

Darlings, the American Star," as she was billed in  English, but they  were in time for one of those equestrian

performances  which leave the  spectator almost exanimate from their prolixity, and the  pantomimic  piece

which closed the evening. 

This was not given until nearly the whole house had gone out and  stayed  itself with beer and cheese and ham

and sausage, in the  restaurant which  purveys these light refreshments in the summer  theatres all over

Germany.  When the people came back gorged to the  throat, they sat down in the  right mood to enjoy the

allegory of "The  Enchanted Mountain's Fantasy";  the Mountain episodes; the  Highinteresting

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arrive with  Lightningsswiftness at the Top of the over40feet  high Mountainthe  Highest Triumph of the

Today's CircusArt; the Sledge  journey in the  Wizardmountain, and the Fairy Ballet in the Realm of the

Ghostprince, with Gold and Silver, Jewel, Bloomghosts, Gnomes,  Gnomesses, and Dwarfs, in

nevertillnowseen Splendor of Costume."  The  Marches were happy in this allegory, and happier in the

ballet,  which is  everywhere delightfully innocent, and which here appealed  with the large  flat feet and the

plain good faces of the 'coryphees'  to all that was  simplest and sweetest in their natures.  They could  not have

resisted, if  they had wished, that environment, of goodwill;  and if it had not been  for the disappointed

heyduk, they would have  got home from their evening  at the Circus Renz without a pang. 

They looked for him everywhere when they came out, but he had  vanished,  and they were left with a regret

which, if unavailing, was  not too  poignant.  In spite of it they had still an exhilaration in  their release  from the

companionship of their fellowvoyagers which  they analyzed as  the psychical revulsion from the strain of

too great  interest in them.  Mrs. March declared that for the present, at least,  she wanted Europe  quite to

themselves; and she said that not even for  the pleasure of  seeing Burnamy and Miss Triscoe come into their

box  together world she  have suffered an American trespass upon their  exclusive possession of the  Circus

Renz. 

In the audience she had seen German officers for the first time in  Hamburg, and she meant, if unremitting

question could bring out the  truth, to know why she had not met any others.  She had read much of  the

prevalence and prepotence of the German officers who would try to  push  her off the sidewalk, till they

realized that she was an American  woman,  and would then submit to her inflexible purpose of holding it.  But

she  had been some seven or eight hours in  Hamburg, and nothing  of the kind  had happened to her, perhaps

because she had hardly yet  walked a block in  the city streets, but perhaps also because there  seemed to be

very few  officers or military of  any kind in Hamburg. 

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Their absence was plausibly explained, the next morning, by the  young  German friend who came in to see the

Marches at breakfast.  He  said  Hamburg had been so long a free republic that the presence of a  large  imperial

garrison was distasteful to the people, and as a matter  of fact  there were very few soldiers quartered there,

whether the  authorities  chose to indulge the popular grudge or not.  He was  himself in a joyful  flutter of

spirits, for he had just the day before  got his release from  military service.  He gave them a notion of what  the

rapture of a man  reprieved from death might be, and he was as  radiantly happy in the ill  health which had got

him his release as if  it had been the greatest  blessing of heaven.  He bubbled over with  smiling regrets that he

should  be leaving his home for the first stage  of the journey which he was to  take in search of strength, just as

they had come, and he pressed them to  say if there were not something  that he could do for them. 

Yes," said Mrs. March, with a promptness surprising to her husband,  who  could think of nothing; "tell us

where Heinrich Heine lived when  he was  in Hamburg.  My husband has always had a great passion for him

and wants  to look him up everywhere." 

March had forgotten that Heine ever lived in Hamburg, and the young  man  had apparently never known it.

His face fell; he wished to make  Mrs.  March believe that it was only Heine's uncle who had lived there;  but

she  was firm; and when he had asked among the hotel people he came  back  gladly owning that he was wrong,

and that the poet used to live  in  Konigstrasse, which was very near by, and where they could easily  know  the

house by his bust set in its front.  The portier and the head  waiter  shared his ecstasy in so easily obliging the

friendly American  pair, and  joined him in minutely instructing the driver when they shut  them into  their

carriage. 

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just as they did not know  that it  rained there every day.  As they drove off in the gray drizzle  with the

unfounded hope that sooner or later the weather would be  fine, they bade  their driver be very slow in taking

them through  Konigstrasse, so that he  should by no means miss Heine's dwelling, and  he duly stopped in

front of  a house bearing the promised bust.  They  dismounted in order to revere it  more at their ease, but the

bust  proved, by an irony bitterer than the  sick, heartbreaking, brilliant  Jew could have imagined in his

cruelest  moment, to be that of the  German Milton, the respectable poet Klopstock,  whom Heine abhorred and

mocked so pitilessly. 

In fact it was here that the good, muchforgotten Klopstock dwelt,  when he came home to live with a

comfortable pension from the Danish  government; and the pilgrims to the mistaken shrine went asking about

among the neighbors in Konigstrasse, for some manner of house where  Heine  might have lived; they would

have been willing to accept a flat,  or any  sort of twopair back.  The neighbors were somewhat moved by  the

anxiety  of the strangers; but they were not so much moved as  neighbors in Italy  would have been.  There vas

no eager and smiling  sympathy in the little  crowd that gathered to see what was going on;  they were patient

of  question and kind in their helpless response, but  they were not gay.  To a man they had not heard of Heine;

even the  owner of a sausage and  bloodpudding shop across the way had not heard  of him; the clerk of a

stationerandbookseller's next to the  butcher's had heard of him, but he  had never heard that he lived in

Konigstrasse; he never had heard where  he lived in Hamburg. 

The pilgrims to the fraudulent shrine got back into their carriage,  and  drove sadly away, instructing their

driver with the rigidity which  their  limited German favored, not to let any house with a bust in its  front

escape him.  He promised, and took his course out through  Konigstrasse,  and suddenly they found themselves

in a world of such  eld and quaintness  that they forgot Heine as completely as any of his  countrymen had

done.  They were in steep and narrow streets, that  crooked and turned with no  apparent purpose of leading

anywhere, among  houses that looked down upon  them with an astonished stare from the  leadensashed

windows of their  timberlaced gables.  The facades with  their lattices stretching in bands  quite across them,

and with their  steep roofs climbing high in  successions of blinking dormers, were  more richly mediaeval than

anything  the travellers had ever dreamt of  before, and they feasted themselves  upon the unimagined

picturesqueness with a leisurely minuteness which  brought responsive  gazers everywhere to the windows;

windows were set  ajar; shop doors  were darkened by curious figures from within, and the  traffic of the

tortuous alleys was interrupted by their progress.  They  could not  have said which delighted them morethe

houses in the  immediate  foreground, or the sharp high gables in the perspectives and  the  background; but all

were like the painted scenes of the stage, and  they had a pleasant difficulty in realizing that they were not

persons  in  some romantic drama. 

The illusion remained with them and qualified the impression which  Hamburg made by her muchtrolleyed

Bostonian effect; by the decorous  activity and Parisian architecture of her business streets; by the  turmoil of

her quays, and the innumerable masts and chimneys of her  shipping.  At the heart of all was that quaintness,

that  picturesqueness  of the past, which embodied the spirit of the old  Hanseatic city, and  seemed the

expression of the homeside of her  history.  The sense of this  gained strength from such slight study of  her

annals as they afterwards  made, and assisted the digestion of some  morsels of tough statistics.  In the shadow

of those Gothic houses the  fact that Hamburg was one of the  greatest coffee marts and money marts  of the

world had a romantic  glamour; and the fact that in the four  years from 1870 till 1874 a  quarter of a million

emigrants sailed on  her ships for the United States  seemed to stretch a nerve of kindred  feeling from those

mediaeval streets  through the whole shabby length  of Third Avenue. 

It was perhaps in this glamour, or this feeling of commercial  solidarity,  that March went to have a look at the

Hamburg Bourse, in  the beautiful  new Rathhaus.  It was not undergoing repairs, it was too  new for that;  but it

was in construction, and so it fulfilled the  function of a public  edifice, in withholding its entire interest from

the stranger.  He could  not get into the Senate Chamber; but the  Bourse was free to him, and when  he stepped

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not so frantic; people  were not shaking their fists  or fingers in each other's noses; but they  were all wild in the

tamer  German way, and he was glad to mount from the  Bourse to the poor  little art gallery upstairs, and to

shut out its  clamor.  He was not  so glad when he looked round on these, his first,  examples of modern  German

art.  The custodian led him gently about and  said which things  were for sale, and it made his heart ache to see

how  bad they were,  and to think that, bad as they were, he could not buy any  of them. 

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In the start from Cuxhaven the passengers had the irresponsible  ease of  people ticketed through, and the

steamship company had still  the charge  of their baggage.  But when the Marches left Hamburg for  Leipsic

(where  they had decided to break the long pull to Carlsbad),  all the anxieties  of European travel, dimly

remembered from former  European days, offered  themselves for recognition.  A porter vanished  with their

handbaggage  before they could note any trait in him for  identification; other porters  made away with their

trunks; and the  interpreter who helped March buy his  tickets, with a vocabulary of  strictly railroad English,

had to help him  find the pieces in the  baggageroom, curiously estranged in a mountain of  alien boxes.  One

official weighed them; another obliged him to pay as  much in freight  as for a third passenger, and gave him

an illegible scrap  of paper  which recorded their number and destination.  The interpreter  and the  porters took

their fees with a professional effect of  dissatisfaction,  and he went to wait with his wife amidst the smoking

and  eating and  drinking in the restaurant.  They burst through with the rest  when the  doors were opened to the

train, and followed a glimpse of the  porter  with their handbags, as he ran down the platform, still bent upon

escaping them, and brought him to bay at last in a car where he had  got  very good seats for them, and sank

into their places, hot and  humiliated  by their needless tumult. 

As they cooled, they recovered their selfrespect, and renewed a  youthful  joy in some of the longestranged

facts.  The road was  rougher than the  roads at home; but for much less money they had the  comfort, without

the  unavailing splendor, of a Pullman in their  secondclass carriage.  Mrs.  March had expected to be used

with the  severity on the imperial railroads  which she had failed to experience  from the military on the

Hamburg  sidewalks, but nothing could be  kindlier than the whole management toward  her.  Her

fellowtravellers  were not lavish of their rights, as Americans  are; what they got, that  they kept; and in the

run from Hamburg to  Leipsic she had several  occasions to observe that no German, however  young or robust,

dreams  of offering a better place, if he has one, to a  lady in grace to her  sex or age; if they got into a carriage

too late to  secure a  forwardlooking seat, she rode backward to the end of that  stage.  But  if they appealed to

their fellowtravellers for information  about  changes, or stops, or any of the little facts that they wished to

make  sure of, they were enlightened past possibility of error.  At the  point where they might have gone wrong

the explanations were renewed  with  a thoughtfulness which showed that their anxieties had not been

forgotten.  She said she could not see how any people could be both so  selfish and so sweet, and her husband

seized the advantage of saying  something offensive: 

"You women are so pampered in America that you are astonished when  you  are treated in Europe like the

mere human beings you are." 

She answered with unexpected reasonableness: 

"Yes, there's something in that; but when the Germans have taught  us how  despicable we are as women, why

do they treat us so well as  human  beings?" 

This was at ten o'clock, after she had ridden backward a long way,  and at  last, within an hour of Leipsic, had

got a seat confronting  him.  The  darkness had now hidden the landscape, but the impression of  its few  simple

elements lingered pleasantly in their sense: long  levels, densely  wooded with the precise, severely disciplined

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time varied the thin sunshine. 

The villages and peasants' cottages were notably few; but there was  here  and there a classic or a gothic villa,

which, at one point, an  English  speaking young lady turned from her Tauchnitz novel to  explain as the  seat

of some country gentleman; the land was in large  holdings, and this  accounted for the sparsity of villages and

cottages. 

She then said that she was a German teacher of English, in Hamburg,  and  was going home to Potsdam for a

visit.  She seemed like a German  girl out  of 'The Initials', and in return for this favor Mrs. March  tried to

invest herself with some romantic interest as an American.  She failed to  move the girl's fancy, even after she

had bestowed on  her an immense  bunch of roses which the young German friend in Hamburg  had sent to

them  just before they left their hotel.  She failed,  later, on the same ground  with the pleasantlooking English

woman who  got into their carriage at  Magdeburg, and talked over the 'London  Illustrated News' with an

English  speaking Fraulein in her company;  she readily accepted the fact of Mrs.  March's nationality, but

found  nothing wonderful in it, apparently; and  when she left the train she  left Mrs. March to recall with fond

regret  the old days in Italy when  she first came abroad, and could make a whole  carriage full of  Italians break

into ohs and ahs by saying that she was  an American,  and telling how far she had come across the sea. 

"Yes," March assented, "but that was a great while ago, and  Americans  were much rarer than they are now in

Europe.  The Italians  are so much  more sympathetic than the Germans and English, and they  saw that you

wanted to impress them.  Heaven knows how little they  cared!  And then,  you were a very pretty young girl in

those days; or  at least I thought  so." 

"Yes," she sighed, "and now I'm a plain old woman." 

"Oh, not quite so bad as that." 

"Yes, I am!  Do you think they would have cared more if it had been  Miss  Triscoe?" 

"Not so much as if it had been the pivotal girl.  They would have  found  her much more their ideal of the

American woman; and even she  would have  had to have been here thirty years ago." 

She laughed a little ruefully.  "Well, at any rate, I should like  to know  how Miss Triscoe would have affected

them." 

"I should much rather know what sort of life that English woman is  living  here with her German husband; I

fancied she had married rank.  I could  imagine how dull it must be in her little Saxon town, from  the way she

clung to her Illustrated News, and explained the pictures  of the  royalties to her friend.  There is romance for

you!" 

They arrived at Leipsic fresh and cheerful after their five hours'  journey, and as in a spell of their travelled

youth they drove up  through  the academic old town, asleep under its dimly clouded sky, and  silent  except for

the trolleycars that prowled its streets with their  feline  purr, and broke at times into a long, shrill caterwaul.

A  sense of the  past imparted itself to the wellknown encounter with the  portier and the  head waiter at the

hotel door, to the payment of the  driver, to the  endeavor of the secretary to have them take the most

expensive rooms in  the house, and to his compromise upon the next  most, where they found  themselves in

great comfort, with electric  lights and bells, and a quick  succession of feetaking callboys in  dresscoats

too large for them.  The spell was deepened by the fact,  which March kept at the bottom of his  consciousness

for the present,  that one of their trunks was missing.  This linked him more closely to  the travel of other days,

and he spent  the next forenoon in a  telegraphic search for the estray, with emotions  tinged by the  melancholy

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finally  restored to him. 

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Their windows, as they saw in the morning, looked into a large  square of  aristocratic physiognomy, and of a

Parisian effect in  architecture, which  afterwards proved characteristic of the town, if  not quite so

characteristic as to justify the passion of Leipsic for  calling itself  Little Paris.  The prevailing tone was of a

gray  tending to the pale  yellow of the Tauchnitz editions with which the  place is more familiarly  associated in

the minds of Englishspeaking  travellers.  It was rather  more sombre than it might have been if the  weather

had been fair; but a  quiet rain was falling dreamily that  morning, and the square was provided  with a fountain

which continued  to dribble in the rare moments when the  rain forgot itself.  The place  was better shaded than

need be in that  sunless land by the German elms  that look like ours and it was  sufficiently stocked with

German  statues, that look like no others.  It  had a monument, too, of the  sort with which German art has

everywhere  disfigured the kindly  fatherland since the war with France.  These  monuments, though they  are so

very ugly, have a sort of pathos as records  of the only war in  which Germany unaided has triumphed against a

foreign  foe, but they  are as tiresome as all such memorial pomps must be.  It is  not for the  victories of a

people that any other people can care.  The  wars come  and go in blood and tears; but whether they are bad

wars, or  what are  comically called good wars, they are of one effect in death and  sorrow, and their fame is an

offence to all men not concerned in them,  till time has softened it to a memory 

    "Of old, unhappy, faroff things,

     And battles long ago."

It was for some such reason that while the Marches turned with  instant  satiety from the swelling and strutting

sculpture which  celebrated the  Leipsic heroes of the war of 1870, they had heart for  those of the war of  1813;

and after their noonday dinner they drove  willingly, in a pause of  the rain, out between yellowing harvests of

wheat and oats to the field  where Napoleon was beaten by the Russians,  Austrians and Prussians (it  always

took at least three nations to beat  the little wretch) fourscore  years before.  Yet even there Mrs. March  was

really more concerned for  the sparsity of cornflowers in the  grain, which in their modern  character of

Kaiserblumen she found  strangely absent from their loyal  function; and March was more taken  with the

notion of the little gardens  which his guide told him the  citizens could have in the suburbs of  Leipsic and

enjoy at any  trolleycar distance from their homes.  He saw  certain of these  gardens in groups, divided by

low, unenvious fences, and  sometimes  furnished with summerhouses, where the tenant could take his

pleasure  in the evening air, with his family.  The guide said he had such  a  garden himself, at a rent of seven

dollars a year, where he raised  vegetables and flowers, and spent his peaceful leisure; and March  fancied  that

on the simple domestic side of their life, which this  fact gave him  a glimpse of, the Germans were much more

engaging than  in their character  of victors over either the First or the Third  Napoleon.  But probably  they

would not have agreed with him, and  probably nations will go on  making themselves cruel and tiresome till

humanity at last prevails over  nationality. 

He could have put the case to the guide himself; but though the  guide was  imaginably liberated to a

cosmopolitan conception of things  by three  years' service as waiter in English hotels, where he learned  the

language, he might not have risen to this.  He would have tried,  for he  was a willing and kindly soul, though

he was not a 'valet de  place' by  profession.  There seemed in fact but one of that useless  and amusing  race

(which is everywhere falling into decay through the  rivalry of the  perfected Baedeker,) left in Leipsic, and

this one was  engaged, so that  the Marches had to devolve upon their exwaiter, who  was now the keeper  of a

small restaurant.  He gladly abandoned his  business to the care of  his wife, in order to drive handsomely about

in his best clothes, with  strangers who did not exact too much  knowledge from him.  In his zeal to  do

something he possessed himself  of March's overcoat when they  dismounted at their first gallery, and  let fall

from its pocket his  prophylactic flask of brandy, which broke  with a loud crash on the marble  floor in the

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works of Luke Kranach, who  seemed the only German  painter worth looking at when there were any Dutch

or Italian pictures  near, but the travellers forgot the name and nature  of the Kranachs,  and remembered

afterwards only the shattered fragments  of the  brandyflask, just how they looked on the floor, and the

fumes,  how  they smelt, that rose from the ruin. 

It might have been a warning protest of the veracities against what  they  were doing; but the madness of

sightseeing, which spoils travel,  was on  them, and they delivered themselves up to it as they used in  their

ignorant youth, though now they knew its futility so well.  They  spared  themselves nothing that they had time

for, that day, and they  felt  falsely guilty for their omissions, as if they really had been  duties to  art and history

which must be discharged, like obligations  to one's maker  and one's neighbor. 

They had a touch of genuine joy in the presence of the beautiful  old  Rathhaus, and they were sensible of

something like a genuine  emotion in  passing the famous and venerable university; the very air  of Leipsic is

redolent of printing and publication, which appealed to  March in his  quality of editor, and they could not fail

of an  impression of the quiet  beauty of the town, with its regular streets  of houses breaking into  suburban

villas of an American sort, and  intersected with many canals,  which in the intervals of the rain were  eagerly

navigated by pleasure  boats, and contributed to the general  picturesqueness by their frequent  bridges, even

during the drizzle.  There seemed to be no churches to do,  and as it was a Sunday, the  galleries were so early

closed against them  that they were making a  virtue as well as a pleasure of the famous scene  of Napoleon's

first  great defeat. 

By a concert between their guide and driver their carriage drew up  at the  little inn by the roadside, which is

also a museum stocked  with relics  from the battlefield, and with objects of interest  relating to it.  Old

muskets, old swords, old shoes and old coats,  trumpets, drums, gun  carriages, wheels, helmets, cannon balls,

grapeshot, and all the  murderous rubbish which battles come to at  last, with proclamations,  autographs,

caricatures and likenesses of  Napoleon, and effigies of all  the other generals engaged, and  miniatures and

jewels of their womenkind,  filled room after room,  through which their owner vaunted his way, with a  loud

pounding voice  and a bad breath.  When he wished them to enjoy some  gross British  satire or clumsy German

gibe at Bonaparte's expense, and  put his face  close to begin the laugh, he was something so terrible that

March left  the place with a profound if not a reasoned regret that the  French had  not won the battle of

Leipsic.  He walked away musing  pensively upon  the traveller's inadequacy to the ethics of history when a

breath  could so sway him against his convictions; but even after he had  cleansed his lungs with some deep

respirations he found himself still  a  Bonapartist in the presence of that stone on the rising ground where

Napoleon sat to watch the struggle on the vast plain, and see his  empire  slipping through his bloodstained

fingers.  It was with  difficulty that  he could keep from revering the hat and coat which are  sculptured on the

stone, but it was well that he succeeded, for he  could not make out then  or afterwards whether the habiliments

represented were really Napoleon's  or not, and they might have turned  out to be Barclay de Tolly's. 

While he stood trying to solve this question of clothes he was  startled  by the apparition of a man climbing the

little slope from the  opposite  quarter, and advancing toward them.  He wore the imperial  crossed by the

pointed mustache once so familiar to a world much the  worse for them, and  March had the shiver of a fine

moment in which he  fancied the Third  Napoleon rising to view the scene where the First  had looked his

coming  ruin in the face. 

"Why, it's Miss Triscoe!" cried his wife, and before March had  noticed  the approach of another figure, the

elder and the younger lady  had rushed  upon each other, and encountered with a kiss.  At the same  time the

visage of the last Emperor resolved itself into the face of  General  Triscoe, who gave March his hand in a

more tempered greeting. 

The ladies began asking each other of their lives since their  parting two  days before, and the men strolled a

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of roofs and spires and towers against the  horizon. 

General Triscoe seemed no better satisfied with Germany than he had  been  on first stepping ashore at

Cuxhaven.  He might still have been  in a pout  with his own country, but as yet he had not made up with any

other; and  he said, "What a pity Napoleon didn't thrash the whole  dunderheaded lot!  His empire would have

been a blessing to them, and  they would have had  some chance of being civilized under the French.  All this

unification of  nationalities is the great humbug of the  century.  Every stupid race  thinks it's happy because it's

united, and  civilization has been set back  a hundred years by the wars that were  fought to bring the unions

about;  and more wars will have to be fought  to keep them up.  What a farce it  is! What's become of the

nationality  of the Danes in SchleswigHolstein,  or the French in the Rhine  Provinces, or the Italians in

Savoy?" 

March had thought something like this himself, but to have it put  by  General Triscoe made it offensive.  "I

don't know.  Isn't it rather  quarrelling with the course of human events to oppose accomplished  facts?  The

unifications were bound to be, just as the separations  before them  were.  And so far they have made for peace,

in Europe at  least, and peace  is civilization.  Perhaps after a great many ages  people will come  together

through their real interests, the human  interests; but at  present it seems as if nothing but a romantic  sentiment

of patriotism can  unite them.  Byandby they may find that  there is nothing in it." 

"Perhaps," said the general, discontentedly.  "I don't see much  promise  of any kind in the future." 

"Well, I don't know.  When you think of the solid militarism of  Germany,  you seem remanded to the most

hopeless moment of the Roman  Empire; you  think nothing can break such a force; but my guide says  that

even in  Leipsic the Socialists outnumber all the other parties,  and the army is  the great field of the Socialist

propaganda.  The army  itself may be  shaped into the means of democracyeven of peace." 

"You're very optimistic," said Triscoe, curtly.  "As I read the  signs,  we are not far from universal war.  In less

than a year we  shall make the  break ourselves in a war with Spain."  He looked very  fierce as he  prophesied,

and he dotted March over with his staccato  glances. 

"Well, I'll allow that if Tammany comes in this year, we shall have  war  with Spain.  You can't ask more than

that, General Triscoe?" 

Mrs. March and Miss Triscoe had not said a word of the 'battle of  Leipsic', or of the impersonal interests

which it suggested to the  men.  For all these, they might still have been sitting in their  steamer chairs  on the

promenade of the Norumbia at a period which  seemed now of  geological remoteness.  The girl accounted for

not being  in Dresden by  her father's having decided not to go through Berlin but  to come by way  of Leipsic,

which he thought they had better see; they  had come without  stopping in Hamburg.  They had not enjoyed

Leipsic  much; it had rained  the whole day before, and they had not gone out.  She asked when Mrs.  March

was going on to Carlsbad, and Mrs. March  answered, the next  morning; her husband wished to begin his cure

at  once. 

Then Miss Triscoe pensively wondered if Carlsbad would do her  father any  good; and Mrs. March discreetly

inquired General Triscoe's  symptoms. 

"Oh, he hasn't any.  But I know he can't be wellwith his gloomy  opinions." 

"They may come from his liver," said Mrs. March.  "Nearly  everything of  that kind does.  I know that Mr.

March has been terribly  depressed at  times, and the doctor said it was nothing but his liver;  and Carlsbad is

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"Perhaps I can get papa to run over some day, if he doesn't like  Dresden.  It isn't very far, is it?" 

They referred to Mrs. March's Baedeker together, and found that it  was  five hours. 

"Yes, that is what I thought," said Miss Triscoe, with a  carelessness  which convinced Mrs. March she had

looked up the fact  already. 

"If you decide to come, you must let us get rooms for you at our  hotel.  We're going to Pupp's; most of the

English and Americans go to  the hotels  on the Hill, but Pupp's is in the thick of it in the lower  town; and it's

very gay, Mr. Kenby says; he's been there often.  Mr.  Burnamy is to get  our rooms." 

"I don't suppose I can get papa to go," said Miss Triscoe, so  insincerely  that Mrs. March was sure she had

talked over the different  routes; to  Carlsbad with Burnamyprobably on the way from Cuxhaven.  She

looked up  from digging the point of her umbrella in the ground.  "You didn't meet  him here this morning?" 

Mrs. March governed herself to a calm which she respected in  asking, "Has  Mr. Burnamy been here?" 

"He came on with Mr. and Mrs. Eltwin, when we did, and they all  decided  to stop over a day.  They left on the

twelveo'clock train  today." 

Mrs. March perceived that the girl had decided not to let the facts  betray themselves by chance, and she

treated them as of no  significance. 

"No, we didn't see him," she said, carelessly. 

The two men came walking slowly towards them, and Miss Triscoe  said,  "We're going to Dresden this

evening, but I hope we shall meet  somewhere,  Mrs. March." 

"Oh, people never lose sight of each other in Europe; they can't;  it's so  little!" 

"Agatha," said the girl's father, "Mr. March tells me that the  museum  over there is worth seeing." 

"Well," the girl assented, and she took a winning leave of the  Marches,  and moved gracefully away with her

father. 

"I should have thought it was Agnes," said Mrs. March, following  them  with her eyes before she turned upon

her husband.  "Did he tell  you  Burnamy had been here?  Well, he has!  He has just gone on to  Carlsbad.  He

made, those poor old Eltwins stop over with him, so he  could be with  her." 

"Did she say that?" 

"No, but of course he did." 

"Then it's all settled?" 

"No, it isn't settled.  It's at the most interesting point." 

"Well, don't read ahead.  You always want to look at the last  page." 

"You were trying to look at the last page yourself," she retorted,  and  she would have liked to punish him for

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him  agree that Miss Triscoe's getting her father to  Carlsbad was only a  question of time. 

They parted heart'sfriends with their ineffectual guide, who was  affectionately grateful for the few marks

they gave him, at the hotel  door; and they were in just the mood to hear men singing in a farther  .  room when

they went down to supper.  The waiter, much distracted  from  their own service by his duties to it, told them it

was the  breakfast  party of students which they had heard beginning there about  noon.  The  revellers had now

been some six hours at table, and he said  they might  not rise before midnight; they had just got to the toasts,

which were  apparently set to music. 

The students of right remained a vivid color in the impression of  the  university town.  They pervaded the

place, and decorated it with  their  fantastic personal taste in coats and trousers, as well as their  corps  caps of

green, white, red, and blue, but above all blue.  They  were not  easily distinguishable from the bicyclers who

were holding  one of the  dull festivals of their kind in Leipsic that day, and  perhaps they were  sometimes both

students and bicyclers.  As bicyclers  they kept about in  the rain, which they seemed not to mind; so far  from

being disheartened,  they had spirits enough to take one another  by the waist at times and  waltz in the square

before the hotel.  At  one moment of the holiday some  chiefs among them drove away in  carriages; at supper a

winner of prizes  sat covered with badges and  medals; another who went by the hotel  streamed with ribbons;

and an  elderly man at his side was bespattered  with small knots and ends of  them, as if he had been in an

explosion of  ribbons somewhere.  It  seemed all to be as exciting for them, and it was  as tedious for the

witnesses, as any gala of students and bicyclers at  home. 

Mrs. March remained with an unrequited curiosity concerning their  different colors and different caps, and

she tried to make her husband  find out what they severally meant; he pretended a superior interest  in  the

nature of a people who had such a passion for uniforms that  they were  not content with its gratification in

their immense army,  but indulged it  in every pleasure and employment of civil life.  He  estimated, perhaps  not

very accurately, that only one man out of ten  in Germany wore  citizens' dress; and of all functionaries he

found  that the dogs of the  womenanddog teams alone had no distinctive  dress; even the women had  their

peasant costume. 

There was an industrial fair open at Leipsic which they went out of  the  city to see after supper, along with a

throng of Leipsickers, whom  an  hour's interval of fine weather tempted forth on the trolley; and  with  the help

of a little corporal, who took a fee for his service  with the  eagerness of a civilian, they got wheeled chairs,

and renewed  their  associations with the great Chicago Fair in seeing the  exposition from  them.  This was not,

March said, quite the same as  being drawn by a  womananddog team, which would have been the right

means of doing a  German fair; but it was something to have his chair  pushed by a slender  young girl, whose

stalwart brother applied his  strength to the chair of  the lighter traveller; and it was fit that  the girl should

reckon the  common hire, while the man took the common  tip.  They made haste to leave  the useful aspects of

the fair, and had  themselves trundled away to the  Colonial Exhibit, where they vaguely  expected something

like the  agreeable corruptions of the Midway  Plaisance.  The idea of her colonial  progress with which

Germany is  trying to affect the homekeeping  imagination of her people was  illustrated by an encampment of

savages  from her CentralAfrican  possessions.  They were getting their supper at  the moment the Marches

saw them, and were crouching, half naked, around  the fires under the  kettles, and shivering from the cold, but

they were  not very  characteristic of the imperial expansion, unless perhaps when an  old  man in a red blanket

suddenly sprang up with a knife in his hand and  began to chase a boy round the camp.  The boy was

lighterfooted, and  easily outran the sage, who tripped at times on his blanket.  None of  the  other Central

Africans seemed to care for the race, and without  waiting  for the event, the American spectators ordered

themselves  trundled away  to another idle feature of the fair, where they hoped to  amuse themselves  with the

image of Old Leipsic. 

This was so faithfully studied from the past in its narrow streets  and  Gothic houses that it was almost as

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platform of the public square in front of a  fourteenthcentury beer  house, with people talking from the

windows  round, and revellers in the  costume of the period drinking beer and  eating sausages at tables in the

open air.  Their eating and drinking  were genuine, and in the midst of it  a real rain began, to pour down  upon

them, without affecting them any  more than if they had been  Germans of the nineteenth century.  But it  drove

the Americans to a  shelter from which they could not see the play,  and when it held up,  they made their way

back to their hotel. 

Their car was full of returning pleasurers, some of whom were happy  beyond the sober wont of the

fatherland.  The conductor took a special  interest in his tipsy passengers, trying to keep them in order, and

genially entreating them to be quiet when they were too obstreperous.  From time to time he got some of them

off, and then, when he remounted  the car, he appealed to the remaining passengers for their sympathy  with  an

innocent smile, which the Americans, still strange to the  unjoyous  physiognomy of the German Empire,

failed to value at its rare  worth. 

Before he slept that night March tried to assemble from the  experiences  and impressions of the day some

facts which he would not  be ashamed of as  a serious observer of life in Leipsic, and he  remembered that their

guide  had said houserent was very low.  He  generalized from the guide's  content with his fee that the

Germans  were not very rapacious; and he  became quite irrelevantly aware that  in Germany no man's clothes

fitted  him, or seemed expected to fit him;  that the women dressed somewhat  better, and were rather pretty

sometimes, and that they had feet as large  as the kind hearts of the  Germans of every age and sex.  He was

able to  note, rather more  freshly, that with all their kindness the Germans were  a very nervous  people, if not

irritable, and at the least cause gave way  to an  agitation, which indeed quickly passed, but was violent while

it  lasted.  Several times that day he had seen encounters between the  portier and guests at the hotel which

promised violence, but which  ended  peacefully as soon as some simple question of traintime was  solved.

The encounters always left the portier purple and perspiring,  as any  agitation must with a man so tight in his

livery.  He bemoaned  himself  after one of them as the victim of an unhappy calling, in  which he could  take no

exercise.  "It is a life of excitements, but  not of movements,"  he explained to March; and when he learned

where he  was going, he  regretted that he could not go to Carlsbad too.  "For  sugar?" he asked,  as if there were

overmuch of it in his own make. 

March felt the tribute, but he had to say, " No; liver." 

"Ah!" said the portier, with the air of failing to get on common  ground  with him. 

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The next morning was so fine that it would have been a fine morning  in  America.  Its beauty was scarcely

sullied, even subjectively, by  the  telegram which the portier sent after the Marches from the hotel,  saying  that

their missing trunk had not yet been found, and their  spirits were  as light as the gay little clouds which blew

about in the  sky, when their  train drew out in the sunshine, brilliant on the  charming landscape all  the way to

Carlsbad.  A fatherly 'traeger' had  done his best to get them  the worst places in a nonsmoking  compartment,

but had succeeded so  poorly that they were very  comfortable, with no companions but a mother  and daughter,

who spoke  German in soft low tones together.  Their  compartment was pervaded by  tobacco fumes from the

smokers, but as these  were twice as many as the  nonsmokers, it was only fair, and after March  had got a

window open  it did not matter, really. 

He asked leave of the strangers in his German, and they consented  in  theirs; but he could not master the secret

of the windowcatch, and  the  elder lady said in English, "Let me show you," and came to his  help. 

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tempting that Mrs. March could not  forbear,  and the other ladies were affected as deeply as she could  wish.

Perhaps  they were the more affected because it presently  appeared that they had  cousins in New York whom

she knew of, and that  they were acquainted with  an American family that had passed the  winter in Berlin.

Life likes to  do these things handsomely, and it  easily turned out that this was a  family of intimate friendship

with  the Marches; the names, familiarly  spoken, abolished all strangeness  between the travellers; and they

entered into a comparison of tastes,  opinions, and experiences, from  which it seemed that the objects and

interests of cultivated people in  Berlin were quite the same as those  of cultivated people in New York.  Each

of the parties to the discovery  disclaimed any superiority for their  respective civilizations; they  wished rather

to ascribe a greater charm  and virtue to the alien  conditions; and they acquired such merit with one  another

that when  the German ladies got out of the train at Franzensbad,  the mother  offered Mrs. March an ingenious

folding footstool which she  had  admired.  In fact, she left her with it clasped to her breast, and  bowing

speechless toward the giver in a vain wish to express her  gratitude. 

"That was very pretty of her, my dear," said March.  "You couldn't  have  done that." 

"No," she confessed; "I shouldn't have had the courage.  The  courage of  my emotions," she added,

thoughtfully. 

"Ah, that's the difference!  A Berliner could do it, and a  Bostonian  couldn't.  Do you think it so much better to

have the  courage of your  convictions?" 

"I don't know.  It seems to me that I'm less and less certain of  everything that I used to be sure of." 

He laughed, and then he said, "I was thinking how, on our wedding  journey, long ago, that Gray Sister at the

Hotel Dieu in Quebec  offered  you a rose." 

"Well?" 

"That was to your pretty youth.  Now the gracious stranger gives  you a  folding stool." 

"To rest my poor old feet.  Well, I would rather have it than a  rose,  now." 

"You bent toward her at just the slant you had when you took the  flower  that time; I noticed it.  I didn't see

that you looked so very  different.  To be sure the roses in your cheeks have turned into  rosettes; but  rosettes

are very nice, and they're much more permanent;  I prefer them;  they will keep in any climate." 

She suffered his mockery with an appreciative sigh.  "Yes, our age  caricatures our youth, doesn't it?" 

"I don't think it gets much fun out of it," he assented. 

"No; but it can't help it.  I used to rebel against it when it  first  began.  I did enjoy being young." 

"You did, my dear," he said, taking her hand tenderly; she withdrew  it,  because though she could bear his

sympathy, her New England nature  could  not bear its expression.  "And so did I; and we were both young  a

long  time.  Travelling brings the past back, don't you think?  There  at that  restaurant, where we stopped for

dinner" 

"Yes, it was charming!  Just as it used to be!  With that white  cloth,  and those tall shining bottles of wine, and

the fruit in the  centre, and  the dinner in courses, and that young waiter who spoke  English, and was  so nice!

I'm never going home; you may, if you  like." 


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"You bragged to those ladies about our diningcars; and you said  that our  railroad restaurants were quite as

good as the European." 

"I had to do that.  But I knew better; they don't begin to be." 

"Perhaps not; but I've been thinking that travel is a good deal  alike  everywhere.  It's the expression of the

common civilization of  the world.  When I came out of that restaurant and ran the train down,  and then found

that it didn't start for fifteen minutes, I wasn't sure  whether I was at  home or abroad.  And when we changed

cars at Eger,  and got into this  train which had been baking in the sun for us  outside the station, I  didn't know

but I was back in the good old  Fitchburg depot.  To be sure,  Wallenstein wasn't assassinated at  Boston, but I

forgot his murder at  Eger, and so that came to the same  thing.  It's these confounded fifty  odd years.  I used to

recollect  everything. 

He had got up and was looking out of the window at the landscape,  which  had not grown less amiable in

growing rather more slovenly since  they had  crossed the Saxon bolder into Bohemia.  All the morning and

early  afternoon they had run through lovely levels of harvest, where  men were  cradling the wheat and women

were binding it into sheaves in  the narrow  fields between black spaces of forest.  After they left  Eger, there

was  something more picturesque and less thrifty in the  farming among the low  hills which they gradually

mounted to uplands,  where they tasted a  mountain quality in the thin pure air.  The  railroad stations were

shabbier; there was an indefinable touch of  something Southern in the  scenery and the people.  Lilies were

rocking  on the sluggish reaches of  the streams, and where the current  quickened, tall wheels were lifting

water for the fields in circles of  brimming and spilling pockets.  Along  the embankments, where a new  track

was being laid, barefooted women were  at work with pick and  spade and barrow, and little yellowhaired

girls  were lugging large  whiteheaded babies, and watching the train go by.  At an up grade  where it slowed

in the ascent he began to throw out to the  children  the pfennigs which had been left over from the passage in

Germany, and  he pleased himself with his bounty, till the question  whether the  children could spend the

money forced itself upon him.  He  sat down  feeling less like a good genius than a cruel magician who had

tricked  them with false wealth; but he kept his remorse to himself, and  tried  to interest his wife in the

difference of social and civic ideal  expressed in the change of the inhibitory notices at the car windows,

which in Germany had strongliest forbidden him to outlean himself, and  now in Austria entreated him not to

outbow himself.  She refused to  share  in the speculation, or to debate the yet nicer problem involved  by the

placarded prayer in the washroom to the Messrs. Travellers not  to take  away the soap; and suddenly he felt

himself as tired as she  looked, with  that sense of the futility of travel which lies in wait  for every one who

profits by travel. 


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