Lady Susan..........................................................................................................................................................1

Jane Austen..............................................................................................................................................1

I can no longer refuse myself the pleasure of profiting by your kind invitation, when we last parted, of

spending some weeks with you at Churchill, therefore, if quite convenient to you Mrs. Vernon to receive me

at present, I shall hope within a few days to be introduced to a Sister whom I have so long desired to be

acquainted with. My kind friends here are most affectionately urgent with me to prolong my stay, but their

hospitable chearful dispositions lead them too much into society for my present situation state of mind; I

impatiently look forward to the hour when I shall be admitted into your delightful retirement. I long to be

made known to your dear little children, in whose hearts I shall be very eager to secure an interest. I shall

soon have need for all my fortitude, as I am on the point of separation from my own daughter. The long

illness of her dear Father prevented my paying her that attention which Duty affection equally dictated, I have

too much reason to fear that the Governess to whose care I consigned her was unequal to the charge. I have

therefore resolved on placing her at one of the best Private Schools in Town, where I shall have an

opportunity of leaving her myself, in my way to you. I am determined, you see, not to be denied admittance

at Churchill. It would indeed give me most painful sensations to know that it were not in your power to

You were mistaken, my dear Alicia, in supposing me fixed at this place for the rest of the winter. It grieves

me to say how greatly you were mistaken, for I have seldom spent three months more agreeably than those

which have just flown away. At present, nothing goes smoothly; the Females of the Family are united against

me. You foretold how it would be when I first came to Langford, Manwaring is so uncommonly pleasing that

I was not without apprehensions for myself. I remember saying to myself, as I drove to the House, "I like this

Man; pray Heaven no harm come of it!" But I was determined to be discreet, to bear in mind my being only

four months a widow, to be as quiet as possible: I have been so, My dear Creature; I have admitted no one's

attentions but Manwaring's. I have avoided all general flirtation whatever; I have distinguished no Creature

besides, of all the Numbers resorting hither, except Sir James Martin, on whom I bestowed a little notice, in

order to detach him from Miss Manwaring; but if the World could know my motive _there_, they would

honour me. I have been called an unkind Mother, but it was the sacred impulse of maternal affection, it was

the advantage of my Daughter that led me on; if that Daughter were not the greatest simpleton on Earth, I

Sir James did make proposals to me for Frederica; but Frederica, who was born to be the torment of my life,

chose to set herself so violently against the match that I thought it better to lay aside the scheme for the

present. I have more than once repented that I did not marry him myself; were he but one degree less

contemptibly weak, I certainly should, but I must own myself rather romantic in that respect, that Riches only

will not satisfy me. The event of all this is very provoking: Sir James is gone, Maria highly incensed, Mrs.

Manwaring insupportably jealous; so jealous, in short, so enraged against me, that, in the fury of her temper, I

should not be surprised at her appealing to her Guardian, if she had the liberty of addressing him but there

your Husband stands my friend; the kindest, most amiable action of his Life was his throwing her off forever

on her Marriage. Keep up his resentment, therefore, I charge you. We are now in a sad state; no house was

ever more altered: the whole family are at war, Manwaring scarcely dares speak to me. It is time for me to be

gone; I have therefore determined on leaving them, shall spend, I hope, a comfortable day with you in Town

within this week. If I am as little in favour with Mr. Johnson as ever, you must come to me at No. 10

Wigmore Street; but I hope this may not be the case, for as Mr. Johnson, with all his faults, is a Man to whom

that great word "Respectable" is always given, I am known to be so intimate with his wife, his slighting me

I take Town in my way to that insupportable spot, a Country Village; for I am really going to Churchill.

Forgive me, my dear friend, it is my last resource. Were there another place in England open to me, I would

prefer it. Charles Vernon is my aversion, I am afraid of his wife. At Churchill, however, I must remain till I

have something better in view. My young Lady accompanies me to Town, where I shall deposit her under the

care of Miss Summers, in Wigmore Street, till she becomes a little more reasonable. She will make good

connections there, as the Girls are all of the best Families. The price is immense, much beyond what I can

I am very sorry to tell you that it will not be in our power to keep our promise of spending our Christmas with

you; we are prevented that happiness by a circumstance which is not likely to make us any amends. Lady

Susan, in a letter to her Brother, has declared her intention of visiting us almost immediately as such a

visit is in all probability merely an affair of convenience, it is impossible to conjecture its length. I was by no

means prepared for such an event, nor can I now account for her Ladyship's conduct; Langford appeared so

exactly the place for her in every respect, as well from the elegant expensive stile of living there, as from her

particular attachment to Mrs. Manwaring, that I was very far from expecting so speedy a distinction, tho' I

always imagined from her increasing friendship for us since her Husband's death, that we should at some

future period be obliged to receive her. Mr. Vernon, I think, was a great deal too kind to her when he was in

Staffordshire; her behaviour to him, independent of her general Character, has been so inexcusably artful and

ungenerous since our Marriage was first in agitation that no one less amiable mild than himself could have

overlooked it all; tho', as his Brother's widow, in narrow circumstances, it was proper to render her pecuniary

assistance, I cannot help thinking his pressing invitation to her to visit us at Churchill perfectly unnecessary.

Disposed, however, as he always is to think the best of every one, her display of Greif, professions of regret,

general resolutions of prudence were sufficient to soften his heart, make him really confide in her sincerity.

But as for myself, I am still unconvinced; plausibly as her Ladyship has now written, I cannot make up my

mind till I better understand her real meaning in coming to us. You may guess, therefore, my dear Madam,

with what feelings I look forward to her arrival. She will have occasion for all those attractive Powers for

which she is celebrated, to gain any share of my regard; I shall certainly endeavour to guard myself against

their influence, if not accompanied by something more substantial. She expresses a most eager desire of

being acquainted with me, makes very gracious mention of my children, but I am not quite weak enough to

suppose a woman who has behaved with inattention if not unkindness to her own child, should be attached to

any of mine. Miss Vernon is to be placed at a school in Town before her Mother comes to us, which I am

glad of, for her sake my own. It must be to her advantage to be separated from her Mother, a girl of sixteen

who has received so wretched an education could not be a very desirable companion here. Reginald has long

wished, I know, to see the captivating Lady Susan, we shall depend on his joining our party soon. I am glad

I congratulate you Mr. Vernon on being about to receive into your family the most accomplished Coquette in

England. As a very distinguished Flirt, I have always been taught to consider her; but it has lately fallen in

my way to hear some particulars of her conduct at Langford, which proves that she does not confine herself

to that sort of honest flirtation which satisfies most people, but aspires to the more delicious gratification of

making a whole family miserable. By her behaviour to Mr. Manwaring she gave jealousy wretchedness to his

wife, by her attentions to a young man previously attached to Mr. Manwaring's sister deprived an amiable girl

of her Lover. I learnt all this from a Mr. Smith, now in this neighbourhood (I have dined with him, at Hurst

Wilford), who is just come from Langford, where he was a fortnight in the house with her Ladyship, who is

What a Woman she must be! I long to see her, shall certainly accept your kind invitation, that I may form

some idea of those bewitching powers which can do so much engaging at the same time, in the same

house, the affections of two Men, who were neither of them at liberty to bestow them and all this without

the charm of Youth! I am glad to find Miss Vernon does not accompany her Mother to Churchill, as she has

not even Manners to recommend her, according to Mr. Smith's account, is equally dull proud. Where Pride

Stupidity unite there can be no dissimulation worthy notice, Miss Vernon shall be consigned to unrelenting

contempt; but by all that I can gather, Lady Susan possesses a degree of captivating Deceit which it must be

I received your note, my dear Alicia, just before I left Town, rejoice to be assured that Mr. Johnson suspected

nothing of your engagement the evening before. It is undoubtedly better to deceive him entirely; since he will

be stubborn, he must be tricked. I arrived here in safety, have no reason to complain of my reception from

Mr. Vernon; but I confess myself not equally satisfied with the behaviour of his Lady. She is perfectly

wellbred, indeed, has the air of a woman of fashion, but her Manners are not such as can persuade me of her

being prepossessed in my favour. I wanted her to be delighted at seeing me I was as amiable as possible

on the occasion but all in vain. She does not like me. To be sure, when we consider that I _did_ take some

pains to prevent my Brotherinlaw's marrying her, this want of cordiality is not very surprising; yet it shews

an illiberal vindictive spirit to resent a project which influenced me six years ago, which never succeeded at

I am sometimes half disposed to repent that I did not let Charles buy Vernon Castle, when we were obliged to

sell it; but it was a trying circumstance, especially as the sale took place exactly at the time of his marriage;

everybody ought to respect the delicacy of those feelings which could not endure that my Husband's Dignity

should be lessened by his younger brother's having possession of the Family Estate. Could Matters have been

so arranged as to prevent the necessity of our leaving the Castle, could we have lived with Charles kept him

single, I should have been very far from persuading my husband to dispose of it elsewhere; but Charles was

then on the point of marrying Miss De Courcy, the event has justified me. Here are Children in abundance,

what benefit could have accrued to me from his purchasing Vernon? My having prevented it may perhaps

have given his wife an unfavourable impression but where there is a disposition to dislike, a motive will

never be wanting; as to moneymatters it has not withheld him from being very useful to me. I really have a

The house is a good one, the Furniture fashionable, everything announces plenty elegance. Charles is very

rich, I am sure; when a Man has once got his name in a Banking House, he rolls in money. But they do not

know what to do with it, keep very little company, never go to Town but on business. We shall be as stupid

as possible. I mean to win my Sisterinlaw's heart through the children; I know all their names already, am

going to attach myself with the greatest sensibility to one in particular, a young Frederic, whom I take on my

Poor Manwaring! I need not tell you how much I miss him how perpetually he is in my Thoughts. I

found a dismal letter from him on my arrival here, full of complaints of his wife sister, lamentations on the

cruelty of his fate. I passed off the letter as his wife's, to the Vernons, when I write to him, it must be under

Well, my dear Reginald, I have seen this dangerous creature, must give you some description of her, tho' I

hope you will soon be able to form your own judgement. She is really excessively pretty. However you may

choose to question the allurements of a Lady no longer young, I must, for my own part, declare that I have

seldom seen so lovely a Woman as Lady Susan. She is delicately fair, with fine grey eyes dark eyelashes;

from her appearance one would not suppose her more than five twenty, tho' she must in fact be ten years

older. I was certainly not disposed to admire her, tho' always hearing she was beautiful; but I cannot help

feeling that she possesses an uncommon union of Symmetry, Brilliancy, Grace. Her address to me was so

gentle, frank, even affectionate, that, if I had not known how much she has always disliked me for marrying

Mr. Vernon, that we had never met before, I should have imagined her an attached friend. One is apt, I

beleive, to connect assurance of manner with coquetry, to expect that an impudent address will naturally

attend an impudent mind; at least I was myself prepared for an improper degree of confidence in Lady Susan;

but her Countenance is absolutely sweet, her voice manner winningly mild. I am sorry it is so, for what is this

but Deceit? Unfortunately, one knows her too well. She is clever agreable, has all that knowledge of the

world which makes conversation easy, talks very well with a happy command of Language, which is too

often used, I beleive, to make Black appear White. She has already almost persuaded me of her being warmly

attached to her daughter, tho' I have been so long convinced to the contrary. She speaks of her with so much

tenderness anxiety, lamenting so bitterly the neglect of her education, which she represents however as

wholly unavoidable, that I am forced to recollect how many successive Springs her Ladyship spent in Town,

while her Daughter was left in Staffordshire to the care of servants, or a Governess very little better, to

If her manners have so great an influence on my resentful heart, you may judge how much more strongly they

operate on Mr. Vernon's generous temper. I wish I could be as well satisfied as he is, that it was really her

choice to leave Langford for Churchill; if she had not stayed three months there before she discovered that

her friends' manner of Living did not suit her situation or feelings, I might have beleived that concern for the

loss of such a Husband as Mr. Vernon, to whom her own behaviour was far from unexceptionable, might for

a time make her wish for retirement. But I cannot forget the length of her visit to the Manwarings; when I

reflect on the different mode of Life which she led with them, from that to which she must now submit, I can

only suppose that the wish of establishing her reputation by following, tho' late, the path of propriety,

occasioned her removal from a family where she must in reality have been particularly happy. Your friend

Mr. Smith's story, however, cannot be quite correct, as she corresponds regularly with Mrs. Manwaring. At

any rate it must be exaggerated; it is scarcely possible that two men should be so grossly deceived by her at

You are very good in taking notice of Frederica, I am grateful for it as a mark of your friendship; but as I

cannot have any doubt of the warmth of that friendship, I am far from exacting so heavy a sacrifice. She is a

stupid girl, has nothing to recommend her. I would not, therefore, on any account have you encumber one

moment of your precious time by sending for her to Edward Street, especially as every visit is so many hours

deducted from the grand affair of Education, which I really wish to be attended to while she remains with

Miss Summers. I want her to play sing with some portion of Taste a good deal of assurance, as she has _my_

hand arm, a tolerable voice. _I_ was so much indulged in my infant years that I was never obliged to attend to

anything, consequently am without the accomplishments which are now necessary to finish a pretty Woman.

Not that I am an advocate for the prevailing fashion of acquiring a perfect knowledge of all Languages, Arts,

Sciences. It is throwing time away; to be Mistress of French, Italian, German, Music, Singing, Drawing, will

gain a Woman some applause, but will not add one Lover to her list. Grace Manner, after all, are of the

greatest importance. I do not mean, therefore, that Frederica's acquirements should be more than superficial, I

flatter myself that she will not remain long enough at School to understand anything thoroughly. I hope to see

her the wife of Sir James within a twelvemonth. You know on what I ground my hope, it is certainly a good

foundation, for school must be very humiliating to a girl of Frederica's age. And by the by, you had better not

invite her any more on that account, as I wish her to find her situation as unpleasant as possible. I am sure of

Sir James at any time, could make him renew his application by a Line. I shall trouble you meanwhile to

prevent his forming any other attachment when he comes to Town. Ask him to your house occasionally, talk

Upon the whole, I commend my own conduct in this affair extremely, regard it as a very happy instance of

circumspection tenderness. Some Mothers would have insisted on their daughter's accepting so good an offer

on the first overture, but I could not answer it to myself to force Frederica into a marriage from which her

heart revolted; instead of adopting so harsh a measure, merely propose to make it her own choice, by

rendering her thoroughly uncomfortable till she does accept him. But enough of this tiresome girl.

You may well wonder how I contrive to pass my time here, for the first week it was most insufferably dull.

Now, however, we begin to mend; our party is enlarged by Mrs. Vernon's Brother, a handsome young Man,

who promises me some amusement. There is something about him which rather interests me, a sort of

sauciness familiarity which I shall teach him to correct. He is lively seems clever;, when I have inspired him

with greater respect for me than his sister's kind offices have implanted, he may be an agreable Flirt. There is

exquisite pleasure in subduing an insolent spirit, in making a person predetermined to dislike, acknowledge

one's superiority. I have disconcerted him already by my calm reserve, it shall be my endeavour to humble

the pride of these selfimportant De Courcys still lower, to convince Mrs. Vernon that her sisterly cautions

have been bestowed in vain, to persuade Reginald that she has scandalously belied me. This project will serve

at least to amuse me, prevent my feeling so acutely this dreadful separation from You all whom I love. Adieu.

You must not expect Reginald back again for some time. He desires me to tell you that the present open

weather induced him to accept Mr. Vernon's invitation to prolong his stay in Sussex, that they may have some

hunting together. He means to send for his Horses immediately, it is impossible to say when you may see him

in Kent. I will not disguise my sentiments on this change from you, my dear Madam, tho' I think you had

better not communicate them to my father, whose excessive anxiety about Reginald would subject him to an

alarm which might seriously affect his health spirits. Lady Susan has certainly contrived, in the space of a

fortnight, to make my Brother like her. In short, I am persuaded that his continuing here beyond the time

originally fixed for his return is occasioned as much by a degree of fascination towards her, as by the wish of

hunting with Mr. Vernon, of course I cannot receive that pleasure from the length of his visit which my

Brother's company would otherwise give me. I am, indeed, provoked at the artifice of this unprincipled

Woman. What stronger proof of her dangerous abilities can be given than this perversion of Reginald's

judgement, which when he entered the house was so decidedly against her? In his last letter he actually gave

me some particulars of her behaviour at Langford, such as he received from a Gentleman who knew her

perfectly well, which, if true, must raise abhorrence against her, which Reginald himself was entirely

disposed to credit. His opinion of her, I am sure, was as low as of any Woman in England; when he first came

it was evident that he considered her as one entitled neither to Delicacy nor respect, that he felt she would be

Her behaviour, I confess, has been calculated to do away with such an idea; I have not detected the smallest

impropriety in it nothing of vanity, of pretension, of Levity; she is altogether so attractive that I should not

wonder at his being delighted with her, had he known nothing of her previous to this personal acquaintance;

but against reason, against conviction, to be so well pleased with her, as I am sure he is, does really astonish

me. His admiration was at first very strong, but no more than was natural, I did not wonder at his being much

struck by the gentleness delicacy of her Manners; but when he has mentioned her of late it has been in terms

of more extraordinary praise; yesterday he actually said that he could not be surprised at any effect produced

on the heart of Man by such Loveliness such Abilities; when I lamented, in reply, the badness of her

disposition, he observed that whatever might have been her errors, they were to be imputed to her neglected

This tendency to excuse her conduct, or to forget it in the warmth of admiration, vexes me; if I did not know

that Reginald is too much at home at Churchill to need an invitation for lengthening his visit, I should regret

Lady Susan's intentions are of course those of absolute coquetry, or a desire of universal admiration. I cannot

for a moment imagine that she has anything more serious in view; but it mortifies me to see a young Man of

I congratulate you on Mr. De Courcy's arrival, I advise you by all means to marry him; his Father's Estate is,

we know, considerable, I beleive certainly entailed. Sir Reginald is very infirm, not likely to stand in your

way long. I hear the young Man well spoken of; tho' no one can really deserve you, my dearest Susan, Mr. De

Courcy may be worth having. Manwaring will storm of course, but you may easily pacify him; besides, the

most scrupulous point of honour could not require you to wait for _his_ emancipation. I have seen Sir James;

he came to Town for a few days last week, called several times in Edward Street. I talked to him about you

your Daughter, he is so far from having forgotten you, that I am sure he would marry either of you with

pleasure. I gave him hopes of Frederica's relenting, told him a great deal of her improvements. I scolded him

for making Love to Maria Manwaring; he protested that he had been only in joke, we both laughed heartily at

her disappointment; and, in short, were very agreable. He is as silly as ever. Yours faithfully

I am obliged to you, my dear friend, for your advice respecting Mr. De Courcy, which I know was given with

the full conviction of its expediency, tho' I am not quite determined on following it. I cannot easily resolve on

anything so serious as Marriage; especially as I am not at present in want of money, might perhaps, till the

old Gentleman's death, be very little benefited by the match. It is true that I am vain enough to beleive it

within my reach. I have made him sensible of my power, can now enjoy the pleasure of triumphing over a

Mind prepared to dislike me, prejudiced against all my past actions. His sister, too, is, I hope, convinced how

little the ungenerous representations of any one to the disadvantage of another will avail when opposed to the

immediate influence of Intellect Manner. I see plainly that she is uneasy at my progress in the good opinion

of her Brother, conclude that nothing will be wanting on her part to counteract me; but having once made him

doubt the justice of her opinion of me, I think I may defy her. It has been delightful to me to watch his

advances towards intimacy, especially to observe his altered manner in consequence of my repressing by the

calm dignity of my deportment his insolent approach to direct familiarity. My conduct has been equally

guarded from the first, I never behaved less like a Coquette in the whole course of my Life, tho' perhaps my

desire of dominion was never more decided. I have subdued him entirely by sentiment serious conversation,

made him, I may venture to say, at least _half_ in Love with me, without the semblance of the most

commonplace flirtation. Mrs. Vernon's consciousness of deserving every sort of revenge that it can be in my

power to inflict for her illoffices could alone enable her to perceive that I am actuated by any design in

behaviour so gentle unpretending. Let her think act as she chuses, however. I have never yet found that the

advice of a Sister could prevent a young Man's being in love if he chose it. We are advancing now towards

some kind of confidence, in short are likely to be engaged in a sort of platonic friendship. On _my_ side you

may be sure of its never being more, for if I were not already as much attached to another person as I can be

to any one, I should make a point of not bestowing my affection on a Man who had dared to think so meanly

Reginald has a good figure, is not unworthy the praise you have heard given him, but is still greatly inferior

to our friend at Langford. He is less polished, less insinuating than Manwaring, is comparatively deficient in

the power of saying those delightful things which put one in good humour with oneself all the world. He is

quite agreable enough, however, to afford me amusement, to make many of those hours pass very pleasantly

which would otherwise be spent in endeavouring to overcome my sisterinlaw's reserve, listening to her

Your account of Sir James is most satisfactory, I mean to give Miss Frederica a hint of my intentions very

I really grow quite uneasy, my dearest Mother, about Reginald, from witnessing the very rapid increase of

Lady Susan's influence. They are now on terms of the most particular friendship, frequently engaged in long

conversations together; she has contrived by the most artful coquetry to subdue his Judgement to her own

purposes. It is impossible to see the intimacy between them so very soon established without some alarm, tho'

I can hardly suppose that Lady Susan's views extend to marriage. I wish you could get Reginald home again

under any plausible pretence; he is not at all disposed to leave us, I have given him as many hints of my

Father's precarious state of health as common decency will allow me to do in my own house. Her power over

him must now be boundless, as she has entirely effaced all his former illopinion, persuaded him not merely

to forget but to justify her conduct. Mr. Smith's account of her proceedings at Langford, where he accused her

of having made Mr. Manwaring a young Man engaged to Miss Manwaring distractedly in love with her,

which Reginald firmly beleived when he came to Churchill, is now, he is persuaded, only a scandalous

invention. He has told me so in a warmth of manner which spoke his regret at having ever beleived the

How sincerely do I grieve that she ever entered this house! I always looked forward to her coming with

uneasiness; but very far was it from originating in anxiety for Reginald. I expected a most disagreable

companion for myself, but could not imagine that my Brother would be in the smallest danger of being

captivated by a Woman with whose principles he was so well acquainted, whose character he so heartily

I know that young Men in general do not admit of any inquiry even from their nearest relations into affairs of

the heart, but I hope, my dear Reginald, that you will be superior to such as allow nothing for a Father's

anxiety, think themselves privileged to refuse him their confidence slight his advice. You must be sensible

that as an only son, the representative of an ancient Family, your conduct in Life is most interesting to your

connections. In the very important concern of Marriage especially, there is everything at stake your own

happiness, that of your Parents, the credit of your name. I do not suppose that you would deliberately form an

absolute engagement of that nature without acquainting your Mother myself, or at least without being

convinced that we should approve of your choice; but I cannot help fearing that you may be drawn in, by the

Lady who has lately attached you, to a Marriage which the whole of your Family, far near, must highly

Lady Susan's age is itself a material objection, but her want of character is one so much more serious that the

difference of even twelve years becomes in comparison of small amount. Were you not blinded by a sort of

fascination, it would be ridiculous in me to repeat the instances of great misconduct on her side, so very

generally known. Her neglect of her husband, her encouragement of other Men, her extravagance dissipation,

were so gross notorious that no one could be ignorant of them at the time, nor can now have forgotten them.

To our Family she has always been represented in softened colours by the benevolence of Mr. Charles

Vernon; yet, in spite of his generous endeavours to excuse her, we know that she did, from the most selfish

My Years increasing Infirmities make me very desirous, my dear Reginald, of seeing you settled in the world.

To the Fortune of your wife, the goodness of my own will make me indifferent; but her family character must

be equally unexceptionable. When your choice is so fixed as that no objection can be made to either, I can

promise you a ready chearful consent; but it is my Duty to oppose a Match which deep Art only could render

It is possible her behaviour may arise only from Vanity, or the wish of gaining the admiration of a Man

whom she must imagine to be particularly prejudiced against her; but it is more likely that she should aim at

something farther. She is poor, may naturally seek an alliance which may be advantageous to herself. You

know your own rights, that it is out of my power to prevent your inheriting the family Estate. My Ability of

distressing you during my Life would be a species of revenge to which I should hardly stoop under any

circumstances. I honestly tell you my Sentiments Intentions: I do not wish to work on your Fears, but on your

Sense Affection. It would destroy every comfort of my Life to know that you were married to Lady Susan

Vernon: it would be the death of that honest Pride with which I have hitherto considered my son; I should

I may perhaps do no good but that of relieving my own mind by this Letter, but I felt it my Duty to tell you

that your partiality for Lady Susan is no secret to your friends, to warn you against her. I should be glad to

hear your reasons for disbelieving Mr. Smith's intelligence; you had no doubt of its authenticity a month ago.

If you can give me your assurance of having no design beyond enjoying the conversation of a clever woman

for a short period, of yielding admiration only to her Beauty Abilities, without being blinded by them to her

faults, you will restore me to happiness; but if you cannot do this, explain to me, at least, what has occasioned

Unluckily I was confined to my room when your last letter came, by a cold which affected my eyes so much

as to prevent my reading it myself; so I could not refuse your Father when he offered to read it to me, by

which means he became acquainted, to my great vexation, with all your fears about your Brother. I had

intended to write to Reginald myself as soon as my eyes would let me, to point out as well as I could the

danger of an intimate acquaintance with so artful a woman as Lady Susan, to a young Man of his age high

expectations. I meant, moreover, to have reminded him of our being quite alone now, very much in need of

him to keep up our spirits these long winter evenings. Whether it would have done any good can never be

settled now, but I am excessively vexed that Sir Reginald should know anything of a matter which we

foresaw would make him so uneasy. He caught all your fears the moment he had read your Letter, and I am

sure has not had the business out of his head since. He wrote by the same post to Reginald a long letter full of

it all, particularly asking an explanation of what he may have heard from Lady Susan to contradict the late

shocking reports. His answer came this morning, which I shall enclose to you, as I think you will like to see

it. I wish it was more satisfactory; but it seems written with such a determination to think well of Lady Susan,

that his assurances as to Marriage, do not set my heart at ease. I say all I can, however, to satisfy your Father,

he is certainly less uneasy since Reginald's letter. How provoking it is, my dear Catherine, that this

unwelcome Guest of yours should not only prevent our meeting this Christmas, but be the occasion of so

I have this moment received your Letter, which has given me more astonishment than I ever felt before. I am

to thank my Sister, I suppose, for having represented me in such a light as to injure me in your opinion, give

you all this alarm. I know not why she should chuse to make herself her family uneasy by apprehending an

Event which no one but herself, I can affirm, would ever have thought possible. To impute such a design to

Lady Susan would be taking from her every claim to that excellent understanding which her bitterest Enemies

have never denied her; equally low must sink my pretensions to common sense if I am suspected of

matrimonial views in my behaviour to her. Our difference of age must be an insuperable objection, I entreat

you, my dear Sir, to quiet your mind, no longer harbour a suspicion which cannot be more injurious to your

I can have no other view in remaining with Lady Susan, than to enjoy for a short time (as you have yourself

expressed it) the conversation of a Woman of high mental powers. If Mrs. Vernon would allow something to

my affection for herself her husband in the length of my visit, she would do more justice to us all; but my

Sister is unhappily prejudiced beyond the hope of conviction against Lady Susan. From an attachment to her

husband, which in itself does honour to both, she cannot forgive the endeavours at preventing their union

which have been attributed to selfishness in Lady Susan; but in this case, as well as in many others, the World

has most grossly injured that Lady, by supposing the worst where the motives of her conduct have been

Lady Susan had heard something so materially to the disadvantage of my Sister, as to persuade her that the

happiness of Mr. Vernon, to whom she was always much attached, would be absolutely destroyed by the

Marriage. And this circumstance, while it explains the true motive of Lady Susan's conduct, removes all the

blame which has been so lavished on her, may also convince us how little the general report of any one ought

to be credited; since no character, however upright, can escape the malevolence of slander. If my Sister, in

the security of retirement, with as little opportunity as inclination to do Evil, could not avoid Censure, we

must not rashly condemn those who, living in the World surrounded with temptation, should be accused of

I blame myself severely for having so easily beleived the slanderous tales invented by Charles Smith to the

prejudice of Lady Susan, as I am now convinced how greatly they have traduced her. As to Mrs. Manwaring's

jealousy, it was totally his own invention, his account of her attaching Miss Manwaring's Lover was scarcely

better founded. Sir James Martin had been drawn in by that young Lady to pay her some attention; as he is a

Man of fortune, it was easy to see that _her_ views extended to Marriage. It is well known that Miss

Manwaring is absolutely on the catch for a husband, no one therefore can pity her for losing, by the superior

attractions of another woman, the chance of being able to make a worthy Man completely miserable. Lady

Susan was far from intending such a conquest, on finding how warmly Miss Manwaring resented her Lover's

defection, determined, in spite of Mr. Mrs. Manwaring's most earnest entreaties, to leave the family. I have

reason to imagine that she did receive serious Proposals from Sir James, but her removing to Langford

immediately on the discovery of his attachment, must acquit her on that article with any Mind of common

candour. You will, I am sure, my dear Sir, feel the truth of this, will hereby learn to do justice to the character

I know that Lady Susan in coming to Churchill was governed only by the most honourable amiable

intentions; her prudence economy are exemplary, her regard for Mr. Vernon equal even to _his_ deserts; her

wish of obtaining my sister's good opinion merits a better return than it has received. As a Mother she is

unexceptionable; her solid affection for her Child is shewn by placing her in hands where her Education will

be properly attended to; but because she has not the blind weak partiality of most Mothers, she is accused of

wanting Maternal Tenderness. Every person of Sense, however, will know how to value commend her

welldirected affection, will join me in wishing that Frederica Vernon may prove more worthy than she has

I have now, my dear Sir, written my real sentiments of Lady Susan; you will know from this Letter how

highly I admire her Abilities, esteem her Character; but if you are not equally convinced by my full solemn

assurance that your fears have been most idly created, you will deeply mortify distress me. I am,

I return you Reginald's letter, rejoice with all my heart that my Father is made easy by it. Tell him so, with

my congratulations; but between ourselves, I must own it has only convinced _me_ of my Brother's having

no _present_ intention of marrying Lady Susan not that he is in no danger of doing so three months hence.

He gives a very plausible account of her behaviour at Langford; I wish it may be true, but his intelligence

must come from herself, I am less disposed to beleive it than to lament the degree of intimacy subsisting

I am sorry to have incurred his displeasure, but can expect nothing better while he is so very eager in Lady

Susan's justification. He is very severe against me indeed, yet I hope I have not been hasty in my judgement

of her. Poor Woman! tho' I have reasons enough for my dislike, I cannot help pitying her at present, as she is

in real distress, with too much cause. She had this morning a letter from the Lady with whom she has placed

her daughter, to request that Miss Vernon might be immediately removed, as she had been detected in an

attempt to run away. Why, or whither she intended to go, does not appear; but as her situation seems to have

been unexceptionable, it is a sad thing, of course highly afflicting to Lady Susan.

Frederica must be as much as sixteen, ought to know better; but from what her Mother insinuates, I am afraid

she is a perverse girl. She has been sadly neglected, however, her Mother ought to remember it.

Mr. Vernon set off for Town as soon as she had determined what should be done. He is, if possible, to prevail

on Miss Summers to let Frederica continue with her; if he cannot succeed, to bring her to Churchill for the

present, till some other situation can be found for her. Her Ladyship is comforting herself meanwhile by

strolling along the Shrubbery with Reginald, calling forth all his tender feelings, I suppose, on this distressing

occasion. She has been talking a great deal about it to me. She talks vastly well; I am afraid of being

ungenerous, or I should say _too_ well to feel so very deeply. But I will not look for Faults; she may be

Reginald's Wife Heaven forbid it! but why should I be quickersighted than anybody else? Mr.

Vernon declares that he never saw deeper distress than hers, on the receipt of the Letter is his judgement

She was very unwilling that Frederica should be allowed to come to Churchill, justly enough, as it seems a

sort of reward to Behaviour deserving very differently; but it was impossible to take her anywhere else, she is

"It will be absolutely necessary," said she, "as you, my dear Sister, must be sensible, to treat my daughter

with some severity while she is here; a most painful necessity, but I will endeavour to submit to it. I am

afraid I have often been too indulgent, but my poor Frederica's temper could never bear opposition well. You

must support encourage me You must urge the necessity of reproof if you see me too lenient."

All this sounds very reasonably. Reginald is so incensed against the poor silly Girl! Surely it is not to Lady

Susan's credit that he should be so bitter against her daughter; his idea of her must be drawn from the

Well, whatever may be his fate, we have the comfort of knowing that we have done our utmost to save him.

Never, my dearest Alicia, was I so provoked in my life as by a Letter this morning from Miss Summers. That

horrid girl of mine has been trying to run away. I had not a notion of her being such a little devil before, she

seemed to have all the Vernon Milkiness; but on receiving the letter in which I declared my intention about

Sir James, she actually attempted to elope; at least, I cannot otherwise account for her doing it. She meant, I

suppose, to go to the Clarkes in Staffordshire, for she has no other acquaintance. But she _shall_ be punished,

she _shall_ have him. I have sent Charles to Town to make matters up if he can, for I do not by any means

want her here. If Miss Summers will not keep her, you must find me out another school, unless we can get

her married immediately. Miss S. writes word that she could not get the young Lady to assign any cause for

her extraordinary conduct, which confirms me in my own private explanation of it.

Frederica is too shy, I think, too much in awe of me to tell tales; but if the mildness of her Uncle _should_ get

anything from her, I am not afraid. I trust I shall be able to make my story as good as hers. If I am vain of

anything, it is of my eloquence. Consideration Esteem as surely follow command of Language, as Admiration

waits on Beauty. And here I have opportunity enough for the exercise of my Talent, as the cheif of my time is

spent in Conversation. Reginald is never easy unless we are by ourselves, when the weather is tolerable, we

pace the shrubbery for hours together. I like him on the whole very well; he is clever has a good deal to say,

but he is sometimes impertinent troublesome. There is a sort of ridiculous delicacy about him which requires

the fullest explanation of whatever he may have heard to my disadvantage, is never satisfied till he thinks he

This is _one_ sort of Love, but I confess it does not particularly recommend itself to me. I infinitely prefer the

tender liberal spirit of Manwaring, which, impressed with the deepest conviction of my merit, is satisfied that

whatever I do must be right; look with a degree of contempt on the inquisitive doubtful Fancies of that Heart

which seems always debating on the reasonableness of its Emotions. Manwaring is indeed, beyond compare,

superior to Reginald superior in everything but the power of being with me! Poor fellow! he is quite

distracted by Jealousy, which I am not sorry for, as I know no better support of Love. He has been teizing me

to allow of his coming into this country, lodging somewhere near _incog._ but I forbid anything of the

kind. Those women are inexcusable who forget what is due to themselves the opinion of the World.

Mr. Vernon returned on Thursday night, bringing his neice with him. Lady Susan had received a line from

him by that day's post, informing her that Miss Summers had absolutely refused to allow of Miss Vernon's

continuance in her Academy; we were therefore prepared for her arrival, expected them impatiently the

whole evening. They came while we were at Tea, I never saw any creature look so frightened in my life as

Lady Susan, who had been shedding tears before, shewing great agitation at the idea of the meeting, received

her with perfect selfcommand, without betraying the least tenderness of spirit. She hardly spoke to her, on

Frederica's bursting into tears as soon as we were seated, took her out of the room, did not return for some

time. When she did, her eyes looked very red, she was as much agitated as before. We saw no more of her

Poor Reginald was beyond measure concerned to see his fair friend in such distress, watched her with so

much tender solicitude, that I, who occasionally caught her observing his countenance with exultation, was

quite out of patience. This pathetic representation lasted the whole evening, so ostentatious artful a display

I am more angry with her than ever since I have seen her daughter; the poor girl looks so unhappy that my

heart aches for her. Lady Susan is surely too severe, for Frederica does not seem to have the sort of temper to

She is very pretty, tho' not so handsome as her Mother, nor at all like her. Her complexion is delicate, but

neither so fair nor so blooming as Lady Susan's she has quite the Vernon cast of countenance, the oval

face mild dark eyes, there is peculiar sweetness in her look when she speaks either to her Uncle or me, for as

we behave kindly to her we have of course engaged her gratitude. Her Mother has insinuated that her temper

is untractable, but I never saw a face less indicative of any evil disposition than hers; from what I now see of

the behaviour of each to the other, the invariable severity of Lady Susan the silent dejection of Frederica, I

am led to beleive as heretofore that the former has no real Love for her daughter, has never done her justice

I have not yet been able to have any conversation with my neice; she is shy, I think I can see that some pains

are taken to prevent her being much with me. Nothing satisfactory transpires as to her reason for running

away. Her kindhearted Uncle, you may be sure, was too fearful of distressing her to ask many questions as

they travelled. I wish it had been possible for me to fetch her instead of him; I think I should have discovered

The small Pianoforte' has been removed within these few days, at Lady Susan's request, into her Dressing

room, Frederica spends great part of the day there; _practising_, it is called; but I seldom hear any noise when

I pass that way. What she does with herself there, I do not know; there are plenty of books in the room, but it

is not every girl who has been running wild the first fifteen years of her life, that can or will read. Poor

Creature! the prospect from her window is not very instructive, for that room overlooks the Lawn, you know,

with the Shrubbery on one side, where she may see her Mother walking for an hour together in earnest

conversation with Reginald. A girl of Frederica's age must be childish indeed, if such things do not strike her.

Is it not inexcusable to give such an example to a daughter? Yet Reginald still thinks Lady Susan the best of

Mothers still condemns Frederica as a worthless girl! He is convinced that her attempt to run away

proceeded from no justifiable cause, had no provocation. I am sure I cannot say that it _had_, but while Miss

Summers declares that Miss Vernon shewed no signs of Obstinacy or Perverseness during her whole stay in

Wigmore Street, till she was detected in this scheme, I cannot so readily credit what Lady Susan has made

him wants to make me beleive, that it was merely an impatience of restraint a desire of escaping from the

tuition of Masters which brought on the plan of an elopement. Oh! Reginald, how is your Judgement

enslaved! He scarcely dares even allow her to be handsome, when I speak of her beauty, replies only that her

Sometimes he is sure she is deficient in Understanding, at others that her temper only is in fault. In short,

when a person is always to deceive, it is impossible to be consistent. Lady Susan finds it necessary for her

own justification that Frederica should be to blame, probably has sometimes judged it expedient to accuse her

of illnature sometimes to lament her want of sense. Reginald is only repeating after her Ladyship.

I am very glad to find that my description of Frederica Vernon has interested you, for I do beleive her truly

deserving of your regard; when I have communicated a notion which has recently struck me, your kind

impressions in her favour will, I am sure, be heightened. I cannot help fancying that she is growing partial to

my Brother; I so very often see her eyes fixed on his face with a remarkable expression of pensive

admiration! He is certainly very handsome; yet more, there is an openness in his manner that must be highly

prepossessing, I am sure she feels it so. Thoughtful pensive in general, her countenance always brightens into

a smile when Reginald says anything amusing; and, let the subject be ever so serious that he may be

I want to make _him_ sensible of all this, for we know the power of gratitude on such a heart as his; could

Frederica's artless affection detach him from her Mother, we might bless the day which brought her to

Churchill. I think, my dear Madam, you would not disapprove of her as a Daughter. She is extremely young,

to be sure, has had a wretched Education, a dreadful example of Levity in her Mother; but yet I can

pronounce her disposition to be excellent, her natural abilities very good. Though totally without

accomplishments, she is by no means so ignorant as one might expect to find her, being fond of books

spending the cheif of her time in reading. Her Mother leaves her more to herself now than she _did_, I have

her with me as much as possible, have taken great pains to overcome her timidity. We are very good friends,

tho' she never opens her lips before her Mother, she talks enough when alone with me to make it clear that, if

properly treated by Lady Susan, she would always appear to much greater advantage. There cannot be a more

gentle, affectionate heart; or more obliging manners, when acting without restraint. Her little Cousins are all

You will be eager, I know, to hear something farther of Frederica, perhaps may think me negligent for not

writing before. She arrived with her Uncle last Thursday fortnight, when, of course, I lost no time in

demanding the reason of her behaviour; soon found myself to have been perfectly right in attributing it to my

own letter. The purport of it frightened her so thoroughly that, with a mixture of true girlish perverseness

folly, without considering that she could not escape from my authority by running away from Wigmore

Street, she resolved on getting out of the house proceeding directly by the stage to her friends, the Clarkes;

had really got as far as the length of two streets in her journey when she was fortunately miss'd, pursued,

Such was the first distinguished exploit of Miss Frederica Susanna Vernon; if we consider that it was

achieved at the tender age of sixteen, we shall have room for the most flattering prognostics of her future

renown. I am excessively provoked, however, at the parade of propriety which prevented Miss Summers

from keeping the girl; it seems so extraordinary a piece of nicety, considering my daughter's family

connections, that I can only suppose the Lady to be governed by the fear of never getting her money. Be that

as it may, however, Frederica is returned on my hands; and having now nothing else to employ her, is busy in

pursuing the plan of Romance begun at Langford. She is actually falling in love with Reginald De Courcy!

To disobey her Mother by refusing an unexceptionable offer is not enough; her affections must likewise be

given without her Mother's approbation. I never saw a girl of her age bid fairer to be the sport of Mankind.

Her feelings are tolerably acute, she is so charmingly artless in their display as to afford the most reasonable

Artlessness will never do in Love matters; that girl is born a simpleton who has it either by nature or

affectation. I am not yet certain that Reginald sees what she is about; nor is it of much consequence. She is

now an object of indifference to him; she would be one of contempt were he to understand her Emotions. Her

beauty is much admired by the Vernons, but it has no effect on _him_. She is in high favour with her Aunt

altogether because she is so little like myself, of course. She is exactly the companion for Mrs. Vernon,

who dearly loves to be first, to have all the sense all the wit of the Conversation to herself: Frederica will

never eclipse her. When she first came, I was at some pains to prevent her seeing much of her Aunt; but I

have since relaxed, as I beleive I may depend on her observing the rules I have laid down for their discourse.

But do not imagine that with all this Lenity I have for a moment given up my plan of her marriage; No, I am

unalterably fixed on this point, tho' I have not yet quite decided on the manner of bringing it about. I should

not chuse to have the business brought forward here, canvassed by the wise heads of Mr. Mrs. Vernon; I

cannot just now afford to go to Town. Miss Frederica therefore must wait a little.

We have a very unexpected Guest with us at present, my dear Mother. He arrived yesterday. I heard a

carriage at the door, as I was sitting with my children while they dined; supposing I should be wanted, left the

Nursery soon afterwards, was halfway downstairs, when Frederica, as pale as ashes, came running up,

rushed by me into her own room. I instantly followed, asked her what was the matter. "Oh!" cried she, "he is

come, Sir James is come what am I to do?" This was no explanation; I begged her to tell me what she

meant. At that moment we were interrupted by a knock at the door: it was Reginald, who came, by Lady

Susan's direction, to call Frederica down. "It is Mr. De Courcy!" said she, colouring violently. "Mamma has

sent for me, I must go." We all three went down together; I saw my Brother examining the terrified face of

Frederica with surprise. In the breakfastroom we found Lady Susan, a young Man of genteel appearance,

whom she introduced to me by the name of Sir James Martin the very person, as you may remember,

whom it was said she had been at pains to detach from Miss Manwaring. But the conquest, it seems, was not

designed for herself, or she has since transferred it to her daughter; for Sir James is now desperately in love

with Frederica, with full encouragement from Mama. The poor girl, however, I am sure, dislikes him; tho' his

person address are very well, he appears, both to Mr. Vernon me, a very weak young Man.

Frederica looked so shy, so confused, when we entered the room, that I felt for her exceedingly. Lady Susan

behaved with great attention to her Visitor; yet I thought I could perceive that she had no particular pleasure

in seeing him. Sir James talked a great deal, made many civil excuses to me for the liberty he had taken in

coming to Churchill mixing more frequent laughter with his discourse than the subject required said

many things over over again, told Lady Susan three times that he had seen Mrs. Johnson a few Evenings

before. He now then addressed Frederica, but more frequently her Mother. The poor girl sat all this time

without opening her lips her eyes cast down, her colour varying every instant; while Reginald observed all

At length Lady Susan, weary I beleive of her situation, proposed walking; we left the two gentlemen together,

As we went upstairs, Lady Susan begged permission to attend me for a few moments in my Dressing room,

as she was anxious to speak with me in private. I led her thither accordingly, as soon as the door was closed,

she said, "I was never more surprised in my life than by Sir James's arrival, the suddenness of it requires

some apology to _You_, my dear Sister; tho' to _me_, as a Mother, it is highly flattering. He is so extremely

attached to my Daughter that he could not exist longer without seeing her. Sir James is a young man of an

amiable disposition excellent character; a little too much of the _Rattle_, perhaps, but a year or two will

rectify _that_; he is in other respects so very eligible a Match for Frederica, that I have always observed his

attachment with the greatest pleasure, am persuaded that you my Brother will give the alliance your hearty

approbation. I have never before mentioned the likelihood of its taking place to any one, because I thought

that while Frederica continued at school it had better not be known to exist; but now, as I am convinced that

Frederica is too old ever to submit to school confinement, have therefore begun to consider her union with Sir

James as not very distant, I had intended within a few days to acquaint yourself Mr. Vernon with the whole

business. I am sure, my dear Sister, you will excuse my remaining silent so long, agree with me that such

circumstances, while they continue from any cause in suspense, cannot be too cautiously concealed. When

you have the happiness of bestowing your sweet little Catherine, some years hence, on a Man who in

connection character is alike unexceptionable, you will know what I feel now; tho' Thank Heaven! you

cannot have all my reasons for rejoicing in such an Event. Catherine will be amply provided for, not, like my

She concluded by demanding my congratulations. I gave them somewhat awkwardly, I beleive; for in fact,

the sudden disclosure of so important a matter took from me the power of speaking with any clearness. She

thanked me, however, most affectionately, for my kind concern in the welfare of herself daughter; then said,

"I am not apt to deal in professions, my dear Mrs. Vernon, I never had the convenient talent of affecting

sensations foreign to my heart; therefore I trust you will beleive me when I declare that, much as I had heard

in your praise before I knew you, I had no idea that I should ever love you as I now do; I must further say that

your friendship towards me is more particularly gratifying because I have reason to beleive that some

attempts were made to prejudice you against me. I only wish that They whoever they are to whom I

am indebted for such kind intentions, could see the terms on which we now are together, understand the real

affection we feel for each other! But I will not detain you any longer. God bless you for your goodness to me

What can one say of such a Woman, my dear Mother? Such earnestness, such solemnity of expression! yet I

As for Reginald, I beleive he does not know what to make of the matter. When Sir James first came, he

appeared all astonishment perplexity. The folly of the young Man the confusion of Frederica entirely

engrossed him; tho' a little private discourse with Lady Susan has since had its effect, he is still hurt, I am

Sir James invited himself with great composure to remain here a few days hoped we would not think it

odd, was aware of its being very impertinent, but he took the liberty of a relation; concluded by wishing, with

a laugh, that he might be really one soon. Even Lady Susan seemed a little disconcerted by this forwardness;

But something must be done for this poor Girl, if her feelings are such as both her Uncle I beleive them to be.

She must not be sacrificed to Policy or Ambition; she must not be even left to suffer from the dread of it. The

Girl whose heart can distinguish Reginald De Courcy deserves, however he may slight her, a better fate than

to be Sir James Martin's wife. As soon as I can get her alone, I will discover the real Truth; but she seems to

wish to avoid me. I hope this does not proceed from anything wrong, that I shall not find out I have thought

too well of her. Her behaviour to Sir James certainly speaks the greatest consciousness Embarrassment, but I

I hope you will excuse this liberty; I am forced upon it by the greatest distress, or I should be ashamed to

trouble you. I am very miserable about Sir James Martin, have no other way in the world of helping myself

but by writing to you, for I am forbidden ever speaking to my Uncle or Aunt on the subject; this being the

case, I am afraid my applying to you will appear no better than equivocation, as if I attended only to the letter

not the spirit of Mama's commands. But if _you_ do not take my part persuade her to break it off, I shall be

half distracted, for I cannot bear him. No human Being but _you_ could have any chance of prevailing with

her. If you will, therefore, have the unspeakable great kindness of taking my part with her, persuading her to

send Sir James away, I shall be more obliged to you than it is possible for me to express. I always disliked

him from the first; it is not a sudden fancy, I assure you, Sir; I always thought him silly impertinent

disagreable, now he is grown worse than ever. I would rather work for my bread than marry him. I do not

know how to apologize enough for this Letter; I know it is taking so great a liberty; I am aware how

dreadfully angry it will make Mama, but I must run the risk. I am, Sir, your most Humble Servt.

This is insufferable! My dearest friend, I was never so enraged before, must relieve myself by writing to you,

who I know will enter into all my feelings. Who should come on Tuesday but Sir James Martin! Guess my

astonishment vexation for, as you well know, I never wished him to be seen at Churchill. What a pity that

you should not have known his intentions! Not content with coming, he actually invited himself to remain

here a few days. I could have poisoned him! I made the best of it, however, told my story with great success

to Mrs. Vernon, who, whatever might be her real sentiments, said nothing in opposition to mine. I made a

point also of Frederica's behaving civilly to Sir James, gave her to understand that I was absolutely

determined on her marrying him. She said something of her misery, but that was all. I have for some time

been more particularly resolved on the Match from seeing the rapid increase of her affection for Reginald,

from not feeling perfectly secure that a knowledge of _that_ affection might not in the end awaken a return.

Contemptible as a regard founded only on compassion must make them both in my eyes, I felt by no means

assured that such might not be the consequence. It is true that Reginald had not in any degree grown cool

towards me; but yet he had lately mentioned Frederica spontaneously unnecessarily, once had said something

_He_ was all astonishment at the appearance of my visitor, at first observed Sir James with an attention

which I was pleased to see not unmixed with jealousy; but unluckily it was impossible for me really to

torment him, as Sir James, tho' extremely gallant to me, very soon made the whole party understand that his

I had no great difficulty in convincing De Courcy, when we were alone, that I was perfectly justified, all

things considered, in desiring the match; the whole business seemed most comfortably arranged. They could

none of them help perceiving that Sir James was no Solomon; but I had positively forbidden Frederica's

complaining to Charles Vernon or his wife, they had therefore no pretence for Interference; tho' my

Everything, however, was going on calmly quietly; tho' I counted the hours of Sir James's stay, my mind was

entirely satisfied with the posture of affairs. Guess, then, what I must feel at the sudden disturbance of all my

schemes; that, too, from a quarter whence I had least reason to apprehend it. Reginald came this morning into

my Dressing room with a very unusual solemnity of countenance, after some preface informed me in so many

words that he wished to reason with me on the Impropriety Unkindness of allowing Sir James Martin to

address my Daughter contrary to _her_ inclination. I was all amazement. When I found that he was not to be

laughed out of his design, I calmly required an explanation, begged to know by what he was impelled, by

whom commissioned to reprimand me. He then told me, mixing in his speech a few insolent compliments,

illtimed expressions of Tenderness, to which I listened with perfect indifference, that my daughter had

acquainted him with some circumstances concerning herself, Sir James, me, which gave him great

In short, I found that she had in the first place actually written to him to request his interference, that on

receiving her Letter, he had conversed with her on the subject of it, in order to understand the particulars,

I have not a doubt but that the girl took this opportunity of making downright Love to him. I am convinced of

it from the manner in which he spoke of her. Much good may such Love do him! I shall ever despise the Man

who can be gratified by the Passion which he never wished to inspire, nor solicited the avowal of. I shall

always detest them both. He can have no true regard for me, or he would not have listened to her; and she,

with her little rebellious heart indelicate feelings, to throw herself into the protection of a young Man with

whom she has scarcely ever exchanged two words before! I am equally confounded at _her_ Impudence

_his_ Credulity. How dared he beleive what she told him in my disfavour! Ought he not to have felt assured

that I must have unanswerable Motives for all that I had done? Where was his reliance on my Sense

Goodness then? Where the resentment which true Love would have dictated against the person defaming me

that person, too, a Chit, a Child, without Talent or Education, whom he had been always taught to

I was calm for some time; but the greatest degree of Forbearance may be overcome, I hope I was afterwards

sufficiently keen. He endeavoured, long endeavoured, to soften my resentment; but that woman is a fool

indeed who, while insulted by accusation, can be worked on by compliments. At length he left me, as deeply

provoked as myself; he shewed his anger _more_. I was quite cool, but he gave way to the most violent

indignation. I may therefore expect it will the sooner subside; perhaps his may be vanished forever, while

He is now shut up in his apartment, whither I heard him go on leaving mine. How unpleasant, one would

think, must his reflections be! But some people's feelings are incomprehensible. I have not yet tranquillized

myself enough to see Frederica. _She_ shall not soon forget the occurrences of this day; she shall find that

she has poured forth her tender Tale of Love in vain, exposed herself forever to the contempt of the whole

Let me congratulate you, my dearest Mother! The affair which has given us so much anxiety is drawing to a

happy conclusion. Our prospect is most delightful; since matters have now taken so favourable a turn, I am

quite sorry that I ever imparted my apprehensions to you; for the pleasure of learning that the danger is over

I am so much agitated by Delight that I can scarcely hold a pen; but am determined to send you a few short

lines by James, that you may have some explanation of what must so greatly astonish you, as that Reginald

I was sitting about half an hour ago with Sir James in the Breakfast parlour, when my Brother called me out

of the room. I instantly saw that something was the matter; his complexion was raised, he spoke with great

"Catherine," said he, "I am going home today; I am sorry to leave you, but I must go. It is a great while since

I have seen my Father Mother. I am going to send James forward with my Hunters immediately; if you have

any Letter, therefore, he can take it. I shall not be at home myself till Wednesday or Thursday, as I shall go

through London, where I have business. But before I leave you," he continued, speaking in a lower voice,

with still greater energy, "I must warn you of one thing do not let Frederica Vernon be made unhappy by

that Martin. He wants to marry her her Mother promotes the Match but _she_ cannot endure the idea

of it. Be assured that I speak from the fullest conviction of the Truth of what I say; I _know_ that Frederica is

made wretched by Sir James' continuing here. She is a sweet girl, deserves a better fate. Send him away

immediately. _He_ is only a fool but what her Mother can mean, Heaven only knows! Goodbye," he

added, shaking my hand with earnestness "I do not know when you will see me again; but remember what

I tell you of Frederica; you _must_ make it your business to see justice done her. She is an amiable girl, has a

He then left me, ran upstairs. I would not try to stop him, for I know what his feelings must be; the nature of

mine, as I listened to him, I need not attempt to describe. For a minute or two, I remained in the same spot,

overpowered by wonder of a most agreable sort indeed; yet it required some consideration to be tranquilly

In about ten minutes after my return to the parlour, Lady Susan entered the room. I concluded, of course, that

she Reginald had been quarrelling, looked with anxious curiosity for a confirmation of my beleif in her face.

Mistress of Deceit, however, she appeared perfectly unconcerned, after chatting on indifferent subjects for a

short time, said to me, "I find from Wilson that we are going to lose Mr. De Courcy is it true that he

leaves Churchill this morning?" I replied that it was. "He told us nothing of all this last night," said she,

laughing, "or even this morning at Breakfast; but perhaps he did not know it himself. Young Men are often

hasty in their resolutions not more sudden in forming than unsteady in keeping them. I should not be

surprised if he were to change his mind at last, not go." She soon afterwards left the room. I trust, however,

my dear Mother, that we have no reason to fear an alteration of his present plan; things have gone too far.

They must have quarrelled, about Frederica too. Her calmness astonishes me. What delight will be yours in

seeing him again, in seeing him still worthy of your Esteem, still capable of forming your Happiness!

When I next write, I shall be able, I hope, to tell you that Sir James is gone, Lady Susan vanquished,

Frederica at peace. We have much to do, but it shall be done. I am all impatience to hear how this astonishing

Little did I imagine, my dear Mother, when I sent off my last letter, that the delightful perturbation of spirits I

was then in would undergo so speedy, so melancholy a reverse! I never can sufficiently regret that I wrote to

you at all. Yet who could have foreseen what has happened? My dear Mother, every hope which but two

hours ago made me so happy is vanished. The quarrel between Lady Susan Reginald is made up, we are all as

we were before. One point only is gained; Sir James Martin is dismissed. What are we now to look forward

to? I am indeed disappointed. Reginald was all but gone, his horse was ordered all but brought to the door!

For half an hour, I was in momentary expectation of his departure. After I had sent off my Letter to you, I

went to Mr. Vernon, sat with him in his room talking over the whole matter. I then determined to look for

Frederica, whom I had not seen since breakfast. I met her on the stairs, saw that she was crying.

"My dear Aunt," said she, "he is going Mr. De Courcy is going, it is all my fault. I am afraid you will be

"My Love," replied I, "do not think it necessary to apologize to me on that account. I shall feel myself under

an obligation to any one who is the means of sending my brother home, because," recollecting myself, "I

know my Father wants very much to see him. But what is it that _you_ have done to occasion all this?"

She blushed deeply as she answered, "I was so unhappy about Sir James that I could not help I have done

something very wrong I know but you have not an idea of the misery I have been in, Mama had ordered

me never to speak to you or my Uncle about it, " "You therefore spoke to my Brother, to engage _his_

interference," said I, to save her the explanation. "No; but I wrote to him I did indeed. I got up this

morning before it was light I was two hours about it when my Letter was done, I thought I never

should have courage to give it. After breakfast, however, as I was going to my room, I met him in the

passage, then, as I knew that everything must depend on that moment, I forced myself to give it. He was so

good as to take it immediately. I dared not look at him, ran away directly. I was in such a fright that I could

"Frederica," said I, "you ought to have told _me_ all your distresses. You would have found in me a friend

always ready to assist you. Do you think that your Uncle I should not have espoused your cause as warmly as

"Indeed, I did not doubt your goodness," said she, colouring again, "but I thought Mr. De Courcy could do

anything with my Mother; but I was mistaken: they have had a dreadful quarrel about it, he is going. Mama

will never forgive me, I shall be worse off than ever." "No, you shall not," replied I. "In such a point as

this, your Mother's prohibition ought not to have prevented your speaking to me on the subject. She has no

right to make you unhappy, she shall _not_ do it. Your applying, however, to Reginald can be productive

only of Good to all parties. I beleive it is best as it is. Depend upon it that you shall not be made unhappy any

At that moment, how great was my astonishment at seeing Reginald come out of Lady Susan's Dressing

room. My heart misgave me instantly. His confusion on seeing me was very evident. Frederica immediately

disappeared. "Are you going?" said I. "You will find Mr. Vernon in his own room." "No, Catherine," replied

We went into my room. "I find," continued he, his confusion increasing as he spoke, "that I have been acting

with my usual foolish impetuosity. I have entirely misunderstood Lady Susan, was on the point of leaving the

house under a false impression of her conduct. There has been some very great mistake we have been all

mistaken, I fancy. Frederica does not know her Mother Lady Susan means nothing but her Good but

Frederica will not make a friend of her. Lady Susan therefore does not always know what will make her

daughter happy. Besides, _I_ could have no right to interfere Miss Vernon was mistaken in applying to

me. In short, Catherine, everything has gone wrong but it is now all happily settled. Lady Susan, I beleive,

"Certainly," replied I, deeply sighing at the recital of so lame a story. I made no comments, however, for

Reginald was glad to get away; I went to Lady Susan; curious, indeed, to hear her account of it. "Did I not tell

you," said she, with a smile, "that your Brother would not leave us after all?" "You did, indeed," replied I,

very gravely; "but I flattered myself that you would be mistaken." "I should not have hazarded such an

opinion," returned she, "if it had not at that moment occurred to me that his resolution of going might be

occasioned by a Conversation in which we had been this morning engaged, which had ended very much to

his Dissatisfaction, from our not rightly understanding each other's meaning. This idea struck me at the

moment, I instantly determined that an accidental dispute, in which I might probably be as much to blame as

himself, should not deprive you of your Brother. If you remember, I left the room almost immediately. I was

resolved to lose no time in clearing up those mistakes as far as I could. The case was this: Frederica had set

herself violently against marrying Sir James " "And can your Ladyship wonder that she should?" cried I,

with some warmth; "Frederica has an excellent Understanding, Sir James has none." "I am at least very far

from regretting it, my dear sister," said she; "on the contrary, I am grateful for so favourable a sign of my

Daughter's sense. Sir James is certainly under par (his boyish manners make him appear the worse)

had Frederica possessed the penetration, the abilities which I could have wished in my Daughter, or had I

even known her to possess as much as she does, I should not have been anxious for the match." "It is odd that

you should alone be ignorant of your Daughter's sense." "Frederica never does justice to herself; her manners

are shy childish. She is besides afraid of me; she scarcely loves me. During her poor Father's life she was a

spoilt child; the severity which it has since been necessary for me to shew has alienated her affection; neither

has she any of that Brilliancy of Intellect, that Genius, or Vigour of Mind which will force itself forward."

"Say rather that she has been unfortunate in her education!" "Heaven knows, my dearest Mrs. Vernon, how

fully I am aware of _that_; but I would wish to forget every circumstance that might throw blame on the

Here she pretended to cry; I was out of patience with her. "But what," said I, "was your Ladyship going to tell

me about your disagreement with my Brother?" "It originated in an action of my Daughter's which equally

marks her want of Judgement the unfortunate Dread of me I have been mentioning she wrote to Mr. De

Courcy." "I know she did; you had forbidden her speaking to Mr. Vernon or to me on the cause of her

distress; what could she do, therefore, but apply to my Brother?" "Good God!" she exclaimed, "what an

opinion you must have of me! Can you possibly suppose that I was aware of her unhappiness? that it was my

object to make my own child miserable, that I had forbidden her speaking to you on the subject from fear of

your interrupting the Diabolical scheme? Do you think me destitute of every honest, every natural feeling?

Am I capable of consigning _her_ to everlasting Misery whose welfare it is my first Earthly Duty to

promote?" "The idea is horrible. What, then, was your intention when you insisted on her silence?" "Of what

use, my dear Sister, could be any application to you, however the affair might stand? Why should I subject

you to entreaties which I refused to attend to myself? Neither for your sake, for hers, nor for my own, could

such a thing be desirable. When my own resolution was taken, I could not wish for the interference, however

friendly, of another person. I was mistaken, it is true, but I beleived myself right." "But what was this mistake

to which your Ladyship so often alludes? From whence arose so astonishing a misconception of your

Daughter's feelings? Did you not know that she disliked Sir James?" "I knew that he was not absolutely the

Man she would have chosen, but I was persuaded that her objections to him did not arise from any perception

of his Deficiency. You must not question me, however, my dear Sister, too minutely on this point," continued

she, taking me affectionately by the hand; "I honestly own that there is something to conceal. Frederica

makes me very unhappy! Her applying to Mr. De Courcy hurt me particularly." "What is it you mean to

infer," said I, "by this appearance of mystery? If you think your Daughter at all attached to Reginald, her

objecting to Sir James could not less deserve to be attended to than if the cause of her objecting had been a

consciousness of his folly; why should your Ladyship, at any rate, quarrel with my Brother for an interference

which you must know it is not in his nature to refuse when urged in such a manner?"

"His disposition, you know, is warm, he came to expostulate with me; his compassion all alive for this

illused Girl, this Heroine in distress! We misunderstood each other: he beleived me more to blame than I

really was; I considered his interference less excusable than I now find it. I have a real regard for him, was

beyond expression mortified to find it, as I thought, so ill bestowed. We were both warm, of course both to

blame. His resolution of leaving Churchill is consistent with his general eagerness. When I understood his

intention, however, at the same time began to think that we had been perhaps equally mistaken in each other's

meaning, I resolved to have an explanation before it was too late. For any Member of your Family I must

always feel a degree of affection, I own it would have sensibly hurt me if my acquaintance with Mr. De

Courcy had ended so gloomily. I have now only to say farther, that as I am convinced of Frederica's having a

reasonable dislike to Sir James, I shall instantly inform him that he must give up all hope of her. I reproach

myself for having ever, tho' innocently, made her unhappy on that score. She shall have all the retribution in

my power to make; if she value her own happiness as much as I do, if she judge wisely, command herself as

she ought, she may now be easy. Excuse me, my dearest Sister, for thus trespassing on your time, but I owed

it to my own Character; after this explanation I trust I am in no danger of sinking in your opinion."

I could have said, "Not much, indeed!" but I left her almost in silence. It was the greatest stretch of

Forbearance I could practise. I could not have stopped myself had I begun. Her assurance, her Deceit but I

will not allow myself to dwell on them; they will strike you sufficiently. My heart sickens within me.

As soon as I was tolerably composed I returned to the Parlour. Sir James's carriage was at the door, he, merry

as usual, soon afterwards took his leave. How easily does her Ladyship encourage or dismiss a Lover!

In spite of this release, Frederica still looks unhappy, still fearful, perhaps, of her Mother's anger; tho'

dreading my Brother's departure, jealous, it may be, of his staying. I see how closely she observes him Lady

Susan. Poor Girl, I have now no hope for her. There is not a chance of her affection being returned. He thinks

very differently of her from what he used to do, he does her some justice, but his reconciliation with her

Prepare, my dear Madam, for the worst. The probability of their marrying is surely heightened. He is more

securely hers than ever. When that wretched Event takes place, Frederica must wholly belong to us.

I am thankful that my last Letter will precede this by so little, as every moment that you can be saved from

I call on you, dear Alicia, for congratulations: I am again myself; gay and triumphant! When I wrote to

you the other day I was, in truth, in high irritation, and with ample cause. Nay, I know not whether I ought to

be quite tranquil now, for I have had more trouble in restoring peace than I ever intended to submit to a

spirit, too, resulting from a fancied sense of superior Integrity, which is peculiarly insolent! I shall not easily

forgive him, I assure you. He was actually on the point of leaving Churchill! I had scarcely concluded my

last, when Wilson brought me word of it. I found, therefore, that something must be done; for I did not chuse

to leave my character at the mercy of a Man whose passions are so violent and resentful. It would have been

trifling with my reputation to allow of his departing with such an impression in my disfavour; in this light,

I sent Wilson to say that I desired to speak with him before he went; he came immediately. The angry

emotions which had marked every feature when we last parted were partially subdued. He seemed astonished

at the summons, looked as if half wishing half fearing to be softened by what I might say.

If my Countenance expressed what I aimed at, it was composed and dignified and yet with a degree of

pensiveness which might convince him that I was not quite happy. "I beg your pardon Sir, for the liberty I

have taken in sending for you, said I; but as I have just learnt your intention of leaving this place today, I

feel it my duty to entreat that you will not on my account shorten your visit here even an hour. I am perfectly

aware that after what has passed between us it would ill suit the feelings of either to remain longer in the

same house: so very great, so total a change from the intimacy of Friendship must render any future

intercourse the severest punishment; your resolution of quitting Churchill is undoubtedly in unison with our

situation, with those lively feelings which I know you to possess. But at the same time it is not for me to

suffer such a sacrifice as it must be to leave Relations to whom you are so much attached are so dear. My

remaining here cannot give that pleasure to Mr. Mrs. Vernon which your society must; my visit has already

perhaps been too long. My removal, therefore, which must at any rate take place soon, may with perfect

convenience be hastened; I make it my particular request that I may not in any way be instrumental in

separating a family so affectionately attached to each other. Where _I_ go is of no consequence to any one; of

very little to myself; but _you_ are of importance to all your connections." Here I concluded, I hope you will

be satisfied with my speech. Its effect on Reginald justifies some portion of vanity, for it was no less

favourable than instantaneous. Oh, how delightful it was to watch the variations of his Countenance while I

spoke! to see the struggle between returning Tenderness the remains of Displeasure. There is something

agreable in feelings so easily worked on; not that I envy him their possession, nor would, for the world, have

such myself; but they are very convenient when one wishes to influence the passions of another. And yet this

Reginald, whom a very few words from me softened at once into the utmost submission, rendered more

tractable, more attached, more devoted than ever, would have left me in the first angry swelling of his proud

Humbled as he now is, I cannot forgive him such an instance of pride, am doubtful whether I ought not to

punish him by dismissing him at once after this reconciliation, or by marrying teizing him for ever. But these

measures are each too violent to be adopted without some deliberation; at present my Thoughts are

fluctuating between various schemes. I have many things to compass: I must punish Frederica, pretty severely

too, for her application to Reginald; I must punish him for receiving it so favourably, for the rest of his

conduct. I must torment my Sisterinlaw for the insolent triumph of her Look Manner since Sir James has

been dismissed; for in reconciling Reginald to me, I was not able to save that illfated young Man; I must

make myself amends for the humiliation to which I have stooped within these few days. To effect all this I

have various plans. I have also an idea of being soon in Town; whatever may be my determination as to the

rest, I shall probably put _that_ project in execution for London will always be the fairest field of action,

however my views may be directed; at any rate I shall there be rewarded by your society, a little Dissipation,

I beleive I owe it to my own Character to complete the match between my daughter Sir James, after having so

long intended it. Let me know your opinion on this point. Flexibility of Mind, a Disposition easily biassed by

others, is an attribute which you know I am not very desirous of obtaining; nor has Frederica any claim to the

indulgence of her notions at the expense of her Mother's inclination. Her idle Love for Reginald, too! It is

surely my duty to discourage such romantic nonsense. All things considered, therefore, it seems incumbent

When my own will is effected contrary to his, I shall have some credit in being on good terms with Reginald,

which at present, in fact, I have not; for tho' he is still in my power, I have given up the very article by which

Send me your opinion on all these matters, my dear Alicia, let me know whether you can get lodgings to suit

I am gratified by your reference, this is my advice: that you come to Town yourself, without loss of time, but

that you leave Frederica behind. It would surely be much more to the purpose to get yourself well established

by marrying Mr. De Courcy, than to irritate him the rest of his family by making her marry Sir James. You

should think more of yourself less of your Daughter. She is not of a disposition to do you credit in the World,

seems precisely in her proper place at Churchill, with the Vernons. But _you_ are fitted for Society, it is

shameful to have you exiled from it. Leave Frederica, therefore, to punish herself for the plague she has given

you, by indulging that romantic tenderheartedness which will always ensure her misery enough, come

Manwaring came to town last week, has contrived, in spite of Mr. Johnson, to make opportunities of seeing

me. He is absolutely miserable about you, jealous to such a degree of De Courcy, that it would be highly

unadvisable for them to meet at present. And yet, if you do not allow him to see you here, I cannot answer for

his not committing same great imprudence such as going to Churchill, for instance, which would be

dreadful! Besides, if you take my advice, resolve to marry De Courcy, it will be indispensably necessary to

you to get Manwaring out of the way; you only can have influence enough to send him back to his wife. I

have still another motive for your coming: Mr. Johnson leaves London next Tuesday; he is going for his

health to Bath, where, if the waters are favourable to his constitution my wishes, he will be laid up with the

gout many weeks. During his absence we shall be able to choose our own society, to have true enjoyment. I

would ask you to Edward Street, but that he once forced from me a kind of promise never to invite you to my

house; nothing but my being in the utmost distress for Money should have extorted it from me. I can get you,

however, a nice Drawingroomapartment in Upper Seymour St, we may be always together there or here;

for I consider my promise to Mr. Johnson as comprehending only (at least in his absence) your not sleeping

Poor Manwaring gives me such histories of his wife's jealousy. Silly Woman, to expect constancy from so

charming a Man! but she always was silly intolerably so in marrying him at all. She the Heiress of a large

Fortune, he without a shilling! _One_ title, I know, she might have had, besides Baronets. Her folly in

forming the connection was so great that tho' Mr. Johnson was her Guardian, I do not in general share his

This letter, my dear Mother, will be brought you by Reginald. His long visit is about to be concluded at last,

but I fear the separation takes place too late to do us any good. _She_ is going to London to see her particular

friend, Mrs. Johnson. It was at first her intention that Frederica should accompany her, for the benefit of

Masters, but we overruled her there. Frederica was wretched in the idea of going, I could not bear to have

her at the mercy of her Mother; not all the Masters in London could compensate for the ruin of her comfort. I

should have feared, too, for her health, for everything but her Principles _there_ I beleive she is not to be

injured by her Mother, or all her Mother's friends; but with those friends (a very bad set, I doubt not) she

must have mixed, or have been left in total solitude, I can hardly tell which would have been worse for her. If

she is with her Mother, moreover, she must, alas! in all probability be with Reginald that would be the

Here we shall in time be in peace. Our regular employments, our Books conversation, with Exercise, the

Children, every domestic pleasure in my power to procure her, will, I trust, gradually overcome this youthful

attachment. I should not have a doubt of it, were she slighted for any other woman in the world than her own

How long Lady Susan will be in Town, or whether she returns here again, I know not. I could not be cordial

in my invitation; but if she chuses to come, no want of cordiality on my part will keep her away.

I could not help asking Reginald if he intended being in Town this winter, as soon as I found her Ladyship's

steps would be bent thither; tho' he professed himself quite undetermined, there was something in his look

voice as he spoke which contradicted his words. I have done with Lamentation. I look upon the event as so

far decided that I resign myself to it in despair. If he leaves you soon for London, everything will be

I write in the greatest distress; the most unfortunate event has just taken place. Mr. Johnson has hit on the

most effectual manner of plaguing us all. He had heard, I imagine, by some means or other, that you were

soon to be in London, immediately contrived to have such an attack of the Gout as must at least delay his

journey to Bath, if not wholly prevent it. I am persuaded the Gout is brought on or kept off at pleasure; it was

the same when I wanted to join the Hamiltons to the Lakes; three years ago, when _I_ had a fancy for Bath,

I have received yours, have engaged the Lodgings in consequence. I am pleased to find that my Letter had so

much effect on you, that De Courcy is certainly your own. Let me hear from you as soon as you arrive, in

particular tell me what you mean to do with Manwaring. It is impossible to say when I shall be able to see

you; my confinement must be great. It is such an abominable trick to be ill here instead of at Bath that I can

scarcely command myself at all. At Bath, his old Aunts would have nursed him, but here it all falls upon me

he bears pain with such patience that I have not the common excuse for losing my temper.

There needed not this last fit of the Gout to make me detest Mr. Johnson, but now the extent of my aversion

is not to be estimated. To have you confined as Nurse in his apartment! My dear Alicia, of what a mistake

were you guilty in marrying a Man of his age! just old enough to be formal, ungovernable, to have the

I arrived last night about five, had scarcely swallowed my dinner when Manwaring made his appearance. I

will not dissemble what real pleasure his sight afforded me, nor how strongly I felt the contrast between his

person manners those of Reginald, to the infinite disadvantage of the latter. For an hour or two I was even

staggered in my resolution of marrying him, tho' this was too idle nonsensical an idea to remain long on my

mind, I do not feel very eager for the conclusion of my Marriage, nor look forward with much impatience to

the time when Reginald, according to our agreement, is to be in Town. I shall probably put off his arrival

I am still doubtful at times as to Marriage. If the old Man would die, I might not hesitate; but a state of

dependence on the caprice of Sir Reginald will not suit the freedom of my spirit; if I resolve to wait for that

event, I shall have excuse enough at present, in having been scarcely ten months a Widow.

I have not given Manwaring any hint of my intention, or allowed him to consider my acquaintance with

Reginald as more than the commonest flirtation, he is tolerably appeased. Adieu, till we meet; I am enchanted

I have received your Letter, tho' I do not attempt to conceal that I am gratified by your impatience for the

hour of meeting, I yet feel myself under the necessity of delaying that hour beyond the time originally fixed.

Do not think me unkind for such an exercise of my power, nor accuse me of Instability without first hearing

my reasons. In the course of my journey from Churchill, I had ample leisure for reflection on the present state

of our affairs, every review has served to convince me that they require a delicacy cautiousness of conduct to

which we have hitherto been too little attentive. We have been hurried on by our feelings to a degree of

Precipitation which ill accords with the claims of our Friends or the opinion of the World. We have been

unguarded in forming this hasty Engagement, but we must not complete the imprudence by ratifying it while

there is so much reason to fear the Connection would be opposed by those Friends on whom you depend.

It is not for us to blame any expectations on your Father's side of your marrying to advantage; where

possessions are so extensive as those of your Family, the wish of increasing them, if not strictly reasonable, is

too common to excite surprise or resentment. He has a right to require a woman of fortune in his daughter in

law, I am sometimes quarrelling with myself for suffering you to form a connection so imprudent; but the

I have now been but a few months a widow; and, however little indebted to my Husband's memory for any

happiness derived from him during a Union of some years, I cannot forget that the indelicacy of so early a

second marriage must subject me to the censure of the World, incur, what would be still more insupportable,

the displeasure of Mr. Vernon. I might perhaps harden myself in time against the injustice of general

reproach, but the loss of _his_ valued Esteem I am, as you well know, illfitted to endure; when to this may

be added the consciousness of having injured you with your Family, how am I to support myself? With

feelings so poignant as mine, the conviction of having divided the son from his Parents would make me, even

It will surely, therefore, be advisable to delay our Union, to delay it till appearances are more promising, till

affairs have taken a more favourable turn. To assist us in such a resolution, I feel that absence will be

necessary. We must not meet. Cruel as this sentence may appear, the necessity of pronouncing it, which can

alone reconcile it to myself, will be evident to you when you have considered our situation in the light in

which I have found myself imperiously obliged to place it. You may be you must be well assured that

nothing but the strongest conviction of Duty could induce me to wound my own feelings by urging a

lengthened separation, of insensibility to yours you will hardly suspect me. Again, therefore, I say that we

ought not, we must not yet meet. By a removal for some Months from each other, we shall tranquillize the

sisterly fears of Mrs. Vernon, who, accustomed herself to the enjoyment of riches, considers Fortune as

necessary everywhere, whose Sensibilities are not of a nature to comprehend ours.

Let me hear from you soon very soon. Tell me that you submit to my Arguments, do not reproach me for

using such. I cannot bear reproaches: my spirits are not so high as to need being repressed. I must endeavour

to seek amusement abroad, fortunately many of my Friends are in town; among them the Manwarings; you

That tormenting creature Reginald is here. My Letter, which was intended to keep him longer in the Country,

has hastened him to Town. Much as I wish him away, however, I cannot help being pleased with such a proof

of attachment. He is devoted to me, heart soul. He will carry this note himself, which is to serve as an

Introduction to you, with whom he longs to be acquainted. Allow him to spend the Evening with you, that I

may be in no danger of his returning here. I have told him that I am not quite well, must be alone; should he

call again there might be confusion, for it is impossible to be sure of servants. Keep him, therefore, I entreat

you, in Edward St. You will not find him a heavy companion, I allow you to flirt with him as much as you

like. At the same time do not forget my real interest; say all that you can to convince him that I shall be quite

wretched if he remains here; you know my reasons Propriety, so forth. I would urge them more myself,

but that I am impatient to be rid of him, as Manwaring comes within half an hour. Adieu,

I am in agonies, know not what to do, nor what _you_ can do. Mr. De Courcy arrived just when he should

not. Mrs. Manwaring had that instant entered the House, forced herself into her Guardian's presence, tho' I

did not know a syllable of it till afterwards, for I was out when both she Reginald came, or I should have sent

him away at all events; but _she_ was shut up with Mr. Johnson, while _he_ waited in the Drawing room for

me. She arrived yesterday in pursuit of her Husband; but perhaps you know this already from himself. She

came to this house to entreat my Husband's interference, before I could be aware of it, everything that you

could wish to be concealed was known to him, unluckily she had wormed out of Manwaring's servant that he

had visited you every day since your being in Town, had just watched him to your door herself! What could I

do? Facts are such horrid things! All is by this time known to De Courcy, who is now alone with Mr.

Johnson. Do not accuse me; indeed, it was impossible to prevent it. Mr. Johnson has for some time suspected

De Courcy of intending to marry you, would speak with him alone as soon as he knew him to be in the

That detestable Mrs. Manwaring, who, for your comfort, has fretted herself thinner uglier than ever, is still

here, they have been all closeted together. What can be done? At any rate, I hope he will plague his wife

This Eclaircissement is rather provoking. How unlucky that you should have been from home! I thought

myself sure of you at 7. I am undismayed, however. Do not torment yourself with fears on my account;

depend on it, I can make my story good with Reginald. Manwaring is just gone; he brought me the news of

his wife's arrival. Silly woman, what does she expect by such Manoeuvres? Yet I wish she had staid quietly at

Reginald will be a little enraged at first, but by Tomorrow's Dinner everything will be well again.

I write only to bid you Farewell. The spell is removed; I see you as you are. Since we parted yesterday, I have

received from indisputable authority such an history of you as must bring the most mortifying conviction of

the Imposition I have been under, the absolute necessity of an immediate eternal separation from you. You

cannot doubt to what I allude. Langford Langford that word will be sufficient. I received my

You know how I have loved you; you can intimately judge of my present feelings; but I am not so weak as to

find indulgence in describing them to a woman who will glory in having excited their anguish, but whose

I will not attempt to describe my astonishment in reading the note this moment received from you. I am

bewildered in my endeavours to form some rational conjecture of what Mrs. Manwaring can have told you, to

occasion so extraordinary a change in your sentiments. Have I not explained everything to you with respect to

myself which could bear a doubtful meaning, which the illnature of the World had interpreted to my

Discredit? What can you _now_ have heard to stagger your Esteem for me? Have I ever had a concealment

from you? Reginald, you agitate me beyond expression. I cannot suppose that the old story of Mrs.

Manwaring's jealousy can be revived again, or at least be _listened_ to again. Come to me immediately,

explain what is at present absolutely incomprehensible. Beleive me, the single word of _Langford_ is not of

such potent intelligence as to supersede the necessity of more. If we _are_ to part, it will at least be handsome

to take your personal Leave. But I have little heart to jest; in truth, I am serious enough for to be sunk, tho'

but for an hour, in your esteem is an humiliation to which I know not how to submit. I shall count every

Why would you write to me? Why do you require particulars? But since it must be so, I am obliged to declare

that all the accounts of your misconduct during the life since the death of Mr. Vernon, which had reached me,

in common with the World in general, gained my entire belief before I saw you, but which you, by the

exertion of your perverted Abilities, had made me resolve to disallow, have been unanswerably proved to me.

Nay, more, I am assured that a connection of which I had never before entertained a thought, has for some

time existed, still continues to exist, between you the Man whose family you robbed of its Peace, in return for

the hospitality with which you were received into it! That you have corresponded with him ever since your

leaving Langford not with his wife but with him that he now visits you every day. Can you, dare

you deny it? all this at the time when I was an encouraged, an accepted Lover! From what have I not escaped!

I have only to be grateful. Far from me be all complaint, every sigh of regret. My own Folly had endangered

me, my Preservation I owe to the kindness, the Integrity of another. But the unfortunate Mrs. Manwaring,

whose agonies while she related the past seemed to threaten her reason how is _she_ to be consoled?

After such a discovery as this, you will scarcely affect further wonder at my meaning in bidding you Adieu.

My Understanding is at length restored, teaches me no less to abhor the Artifices which had subdued me than

I am satisfied will trouble you no more when these few lines are dismissed. The Engagement which you

were eager to form a fortnight ago is no longer compatible with your views, I rejoice to find that the prudent

advice of your Parents has not been given in vain. Your restoration to Peace will, I doubt not, speedily follow

this act of filial Obedience, I flatter myself with the hope of surviving _my_ share in this disappointment.

I am grieved, tho' I cannot be astonished, at your rupture with Mr. De Courcy; he has just informed Mr.

Johnson of it by letter. He leaves London, he says, today. Be assured that I partake in all your feelings, do

not be angry if I say that our intercourse, even by Letter, must soon be given up. It makes me miserable; but

Mr. Johnson vows that if I persist in the connection, he will settle in the country for the rest of his life you

know it is impossible to submit to such an extremity while any other alternative remains.

You have heard of course that the Manwarings are to part, I am afraid Mrs. M. will come home to us again;

but she is still so fond of her Husband, frets so much about him, that perhaps she may not live long.

Miss Manwaring is just come to Town to be with her Aunt, they say that she declares she will have Sir James

Martin before she leaves London again. If I were you, I would certainly get him myself. I had almost forgot

to give you my opinion of Mr. De Courcy, I am really delighted with him; he is full as handsome, I think, as

Manwaring, with such an open, goodhumoured countenance that one cannot help loving him at first sight.

Mr. Johnson he are the greatest friends in the World. Adieu, my dearest Susan. I wish matters did not go so

perversely. That unlucky visit to Langford! But I dare say you did all for the best, there is no defying Destiny.

I yeild to the necessity which parts us. Under circumstances you could not act otherwise. Our friendship

cannot be impaired by it, in happier times, when your situation is as independent as mine, it will unite us

again in the same Intimacy as ever. For this I shall impatiently wait; meanwhile can safely assure you that I

never was more at ease, or better satisfied with myself everything about me than at the present hour. Your

Husband I abhor Reginald I despise I am secure of never seeing either again. Have I not reason to

rejoice? Manwaring is more devoted to me than ever; were he at liberty, I doubt if I could resist even

Matrimony offered by _him_. This event, if his wife live with you, it may be in your power to hasten. The

violence of her feelings, which must wear her out, may be easily kept in irritation. I rely on your friendship

for this. I am now satisfied that I never could have brought myself to marry Reginald; am equally determined

that Frederica never _shall_. Tomorrow I shall fetch her from Churchill, let Maria Manwaring tremble for

the consequence. Frederica shall be Sir James's wife before she quits my house. _She_ may whimper, the

Vernons may storm; I regard them not. I am tired of submitting my will to the Caprices of others; of

resigning my own Judgement in deference to those to whom I owe no Duty, for whom I feel no respect. I

have given up too much, have been too easily worked on; but Frederica shall now find the difference.

Adieu, dearest of Friends. May the next Gouty Attack be more favourable! And may you always regard me as

I have charming news for you, if I had not sent off my Letter this morning, you might have been spared the

vexation of knowing of Reginald's being gone to Town, for he is returned, Reginald is returned, not to ask our

consent to his marrying Lady Susan, but to tell us they are parted forever! He has been only an hour in the

House, I have not been able to learn particulars, for he is so very low that I have not the heart to ask

questions; but I hope we shall soon know all. This is the most joyful hour he has ever given us since the day

of his birth. Nothing is wanting but to have you here, it is our particular wish entreaty that you would come to

us as soon as you can. You have owed us a visit many long weeks. I hope nothing will make it inconvenient

to Mr. Vernon, pray bring all my GrandChildren; your dear Neice is included, of course; I long to see her. It

has been a sad, heavy winter hitherto, without Reginald, seeing nobody from Churchill. I never found the

season so dreary before; but this happy meeting will make us young again. Frederica runs much in my

thoughts, when Reginald has recovered his usual good spirits (as I trust he soon will), we will try to rob him

of his heart once more, I am full of hopes of seeing their hands joined at no great distance.

Your Letter has surprised me beyond measure! Can it be true that they are really separated forever? I

should be overjoyed if I dared depend on it, but after all that I have seen, how can one be secure? And

Reginald really with you! My surprise is the greater because on Wednesday, the very day of his coming to

Parklands, we had a most unexpected unwelcome visit from Lady Susan, looking all chearfulness

goodhumour, seeming more as if she were to marry him when she got to London, than as if parted from him

forever. She staid nearly two hours, was as affectionate agreable as ever, not a syllable, not a hint, was

dropped of any disagreement or coolness between them. I asked her whether she had seen my Brother since

his arrival in Town not, as you may suppose, with any doubt of the fact, but merely to see how she looked.

She immediately answered, without any embarrassment, that he had been kind enough to call on her on

Monday, but she beleived he had already returned home which I was very far from crediting.

Your kind invitation is accepted by us with pleasure, on Thursday next we our little ones will be with you.

I wish we could bring dear Frederica too, but I am sorry to say that her Mother's errand hither was to fetch

her away; and, miserable as it made the poor Girl, it was impossible to detain her. I was thoroughly unwilling

to let her go, so was her Uncle; all that could be urged we _did_ urge; but Lady Susan declared that as she

was now about to fix herself in Town for several Months, she could not be easy if her Daughter were not with

her, for Masters, Her Manner, to be sure, was very kind proper, Mr. Vernon beleives that Frederica will now

The poor girl's heart was almost broke at taking leave of us. I charged her to write to me very often, to

remember that if she were in any distress we should be always her friends. I took care to see her alone, that I

might say all this, I hope made her a little more comfortable. But I shall not be easy till I can go to Town

I wish there were a better prospect than now appears of the Match which the conclusion of your Letter

This Correspondence, by a meeting between some of the parties, a separation between the others, could not,

to the great detriment of the Post office Revenue, be continued longer. Very little assistance to the State could

be derived from the Epistolary Intercourse of Mrs. Vernon her neice; for the former soon perceived, by the

style of Frederica's letters, that they were written under her Mother's inspection, therefore deferring all

particular inquiry till she could make it personally in Town, ceased writing minutely or often.

Having learnt enough in the meanwhile from her openhearted Brother, of what had passed between him

Lady Susan to sink the latter lower than ever in her opinion, she was proportionably more anxious to get

Frederica removed from such a Mother, placed under her own care; and, tho' with little hope of success, was

resolved to leave nothing unattempted that might offer a chance of obtaining her Sisterinlaw's consent to it.

Her anxiety on the subject made her press for an early visit to London; Mr. Vernon, who, as it must already

have appeared, lived only to do whatever he was desired, soon found some accommodating Business to call

him thither. With a heart full of the Matter, Mrs. Vernon waited on Lady Susan shortly after her arrival in

Town, was met with such an easy chearful affection, as made her almost turn from her with horror. No

remembrance of Reginald, no consciousness of Guilt, gave one look of embarrassment. She was in excellent

spirits, seemed eager to shew at once, by every possible attention to her Brother Sister, her sense of their

Frederica was no more altered than Lady Susan; the same restrained Manners, the same timid Look in the

presence of her Mother as heretofore, assured her Aunt of her situation's being uncomfortable, confirmed her

in the plan of altering it. No unkindness, however, on the part of Lady Susan appeared. Persecution on the

subject of Sir James was entirely at an end his name merely mentioned to say that he was not in London;

indeed, in all her conversation she was solicitous only for the welfare improvement of her Daughter,

acknowledging, in terms of grateful delight, that Frederica was now growing every day more more what a

Mrs. Vernon, surprised incredulous, knew not what to suspect, and, without any change in her own views,

only feared greater difficulty in accomplishing them. The first hope of anything better was derived from Lady

Susan's asking her whether she thought Frederica looked quite as well as she had done at Churchill, as she

must confess herself to have sometimes an anxious doubt of London's perfectly agreeing with her.

Mrs. Vernon, encouraging the doubt, directly proposed her Neice's returning with them into the country.

Lady Susan was unable to express her sense of such kindness, yet knew not, from a variety of reasons, how to

part with her Daughter; as, tho' her own plans were not yet wholly fixed, she trusted it would ere long be in

her power to take Frederica into the country herself, concluded by declining entirely to profit by such

unexampled attention. Mrs. Vernon, however, persevered in the offer of it; tho' Lady Susan continued to

resist, her resistance in the course of a few days seemed somewhat less formidable.

The lucky alarm of an Influenza decided what might not have been decided quite so soon. Lady Susan's

maternal fears were then too much awakened for her to think of anything but Frederica's removal from the

risk of infection. Above all Disorders in the World, she most dreaded the influenza for her Daughter's

constitution! Frederica returned to Churchill with her uncle aunt; three weeks afterwards, Lady Susan

Mrs. Vernon was then convinced of what she had only suspected before, that she might have spared herself

all the trouble of urging a removal which Lady Susan had doubtless resolved on from the first. Frederica's

visit was nominally for six weeks; but her Mother, tho' inviting her to return in one or two affectionate

Letters, was very ready to oblige the whole Party by consenting to a prolongation of her stay, in the course of

two months ceased to write of her absence, in the course of two more to write to her at all.

Frederica was therefore fixed in the family of her Uncle Aunt till such time as Reginald De Courcy could be

talked, flattered, finessed into an affection for her which, allowing leisure for the conquest of his

attachment to her Mother, for his abjuring all future attachments, detesting the Sex, might be reasonably

looked for in the course of a Twelvemonth. Three Months might have done it in general, but Reginald's

Whether Lady Susan was or was not happy in her second Choice I do not see how it can ever be

ascertained for who would take her assurance of it on either side of the question? The World must judge

Sir James may seem to have drawn a harder lot than mere Folly merited. I leave him, therefore, to all the Pity

that anybody can give him. For myself, I confess that _I_ can pity only Miss Manwaring, who, coming to

Town putting herself to an expense in Cloathes which impoverished her for two years, on purpose to secure